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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    A few nights ago at the bar, Nicky wouldn’t stop blabbering about some random cute guy who he’d stumbled across midway through his dancing spree. Neil wasn’t planning on paying the memory too much mind until, on his way to surprise Andrew at his last class of the day, he sees Andrew talking to a guy that looks suspiciously like the one Nicky was mentioning only a few days earlier. Now, Neil’s a bit conflicted…and what’s a guy to do when he sees his not-boyfriend talking to a random stranger than mope and distance himself? Well, cue the lights, camera, and angst!

    Or: a random oneshot I wrote at night because I wanted to get at least *one* completed fic in my repertoire. Enjoy!

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Andrew has more issues with intimacy than he’d thought. It took weeks and multiple emergency appointments with Bee for him to be able to let Neil touch him. Neil insisted that it wasn’t a big deal, but Andrew felt idiotic for being so freaked out.

    It started simple, easy. It was nowhere near easy the first time, though, letting Neil’s hands roam his chest. It was terrifying. His breath was ragged, and Neil was hesitant. Andrew’s body shuddered anytime Neil’s hands pressed down just a little too hard, the memories of someone pushing him down and holding him there too present in Andrew’s mind.

    When he let Neil press his hands under his shirt, it was the same, but the warmth of Neil’s hands against him set off a new alarm in his head. He panicked the first time and shoved Neil away. Neil apologized too many times, his face broken, and Andrew knew it wasn’t because Neil wanted to touch him; it was because he felt guilty.

    Andrew figured out it was easier when his hands were tight around Neil’s wrists when he went under the shirt. When his hands were there to guide Neil’s. It was predictable since he was making the decisions.

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    20 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Thinks don't go as planned after a game and Neil being Neil thinks everything is going wrong.

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    Andrew proposes and Neil is too oblivious

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    19 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    "How were you as a child?"

    Andrew crooks an eyebrow at Neil in askance for clarification.

    "I, just, wanted to know whether you'd have liked me," he says, looking straight, dodging Andrew's gaze. "That if we had met somehow as kids, if I were in your peripheral, would you have liked me?" he huffs out a laugh. He sounds stupid even to his ears. "Would I have liked you?"

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    Neil just cannot get enough of Andrew.

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    16 May 2026

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    In a world where you know when your soulmate laughs, Andrew thinks his soulmate is depressed. Neil thinks his is dead.

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    09 Apr 2026