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Gotta Start Somewhere by justadreamfox for djhedy, moonix
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
13 Jan 2021
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“Can I help you pick something?” Andrew turned, ready to say no thank you and instead froze in place, the purple vibrator held chest height between him and the most beautiful boy he’d ever seen. The tag on his floral shirt read Good Vibrations and just underneath that, Neil.
Neil stood there all open and relaxed, a gentle curve of pink lips, unruly auburn hair hovering over sparkling blue eyes.
Andrew’s mouth snapped shut. He put the box carefully back on the shelf and walked out of the store without a word.
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- Part 1 of Good Vibrations
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An AU where Mary never got Nathaniel out. Instead, he became too invaluable of an asset to be killed off or 'gifted' to Tetsuji. Instead, he's raised with Ichirou and Jean as a part of Ichirou's inner circle.
He'd always had a knack for languages and lying and all the 'messy stuff' came easily enough when your father is called the Butcher of Baltimore. So Nathaniel became the Wraith. He was untraceable, unknowable, infalliable; a criminal fairytale.
When Kevin Day leaves the Nest, there's no better person to send.
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"Who the hell are you?" Andrew demanded.
He wasn't anyone, not really; not anymore. He hadn't really been anyone in years now. There'd been a time. Once. But there were entire lifetimes between who he could have been and what he'd become. He could taste it sometimes; blackberries and sand stinging his tongue like the iron branded on his shoulder.
It was easier to pretend he'd never been anyone at all.
"I'm nothing," he answered. The ghost of a smile pulled at his lips; sharp and cruel. "A wraith." The Wraith, he didn't say, but the shadows ran through Andrew's eyes and he wondered if Andrew had heard it anyways.
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- Part 1 of Innominate
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01 Oct 2025
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Started on 9/30 it only has 28 chapters rn with 300k words
I really love this au and version of Neil, really really love it. I can’t read the dreams tho, and this man is too angsty and too cryptic. (Also like will I ever see this fic completed? Prolly not since we’re not even halfway there in 4 years)
Finished the first 28 chapters on 10/2, the next chapter was lowkey supposed to be out at the beginning of September, hilarious it’s not out yet. I do hope to keep reading this one tho, I CANT WAIT for Neil and Andrew to start the whole truth for truth game, and fuck tbh
(This is not the tattoo fic, this does have the deaf side character tho) -
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Neil licked his lips and Andrew’s gaze tracked the movement with the efficiency of a predator. Neil glanced at the fangs again, then down to his bare forearm, then to the fuzzy carpet that laid under the coffee table.
“Neil,” Andrew’s voice was firm, demanding complete attention. Neil met his eyes once again, encapsulated, “You can say no.”
Neil shook his head lightly. Took a deep breath.
“I want to,” And he was surprised that he wasn’t lying.
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Neil accepts a deal to exchange his blood for extra cash. It goes both exactly the way he expects, and veers totally off track.
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Bookmarked by Why_deadass
19 Feb 2026
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2/18/26
Read outta order, but I loved this love love love -
it takes three, you and him and me by orphan_account
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Feb 2019
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Nicky asks, “are you…I mean, what’s happening, Andrew? Are you okay? Because Kevin and Neil were just-”
“I know,” Andrew cuts him off. The flat, bored intonation of his voice makes it inexplicably funnier when he adds, “I have unfortunately saddled myself with two idiots who cannot keep it in their pants for more than five minutes at a time”
“Well,” Kevin huffs, indignant. “You don’t usually have any complaints”
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Bookmarked by Why_deadass
03 Nov 2025
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Started and finished on 11/3
I do kinda love them as a triple, and people finding outRe read on 2/18/26, did not even realized I’ve already bookmarked it 🤦♀️
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Andrew's minding his own business, lurking after hours in his bookstore when Neil Josten breaks in and upends his peaceful evening.