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• i wanna see the sun, (blotted out from the sky) by alloces_kader

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Gen, M/M
  • Complete Work

  24 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Il Dottore & Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
  • Il Dottore/Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
  • (implied but can be read without)
  • Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
  • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
  • other harbingers and tsaritsa mentioned but not key aspects of the fic
  • Angst
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Smoking
  • Written After 6.6 | Luna VII Update (Genshin Impact)
  • Pantalone-centric (Genshin Impact)
  • Depression
  • Pantalone calls himself 'Feofan' and 'Pantalone' to talk about different aspects of himself
  • i guess it's implied Pantalone is spiralling toward death but it doesn't actually happen
  • he just laments on the silly world
  • and hates it's guts and everyone around him
  • ooh i forgot
  • Self-Hatred
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Please Don't Hate Me
  • Pantalone is mentally unwell
  • Pantalone is physically unwell
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • author is half delirious while writing this so be warned?
  • Author recently read No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai and can see some similarities
  • but how they managed to make Yozo similar to Pantalone is anyone's idea
  • Substance Abuse
  • in the sense that Pantalone excessively smokes and doesn't remember it properly

  Summary

  As hard as he tries, he could not bring himself to look at the skies and understand why such moralistic 'heroes' can be happy about their freshest murder.

  "I am sorry, Zandik."

  Feofan murmured quietly as he succumbed to his exhaustion on the floor of the lab, unforgiving and cold. He would do anything for the sun to never rise again, just to never be reminded of that burning tree, and his dear, burning Zandik.

   

  Or:

   

  Pantalone is grieving and lost in his own thoughts. Plagued by dreams of that fateful day when Irminsul burned, he finds himself hating his colleagues and their mocking pretence of 'humanity'.

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