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is he dead....! by beebisbeeble
Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)
29 Apr 2026
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short little thing set post dawtde . this fic is like my child i left in the grocery store and never came back to sorry
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you show up, soulmark out, ruining shit by saintsaint
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
07 Feb 2022
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It’s just… the phrase on his arm, man. Not handwriting like everyone else’s but pixel-perfect Speedwriter font. Not the standard black but a weirdly intense deep blue, like it’d been color-picked from a digital paint palette instead of anything in nature. Not spaced normally but with a weird line break in it, like whoever would one day say it to him couldn’t remember the words they were saying as they were fucking saying them. His stupid soulmark:
can i see your
passport?
Gordon and Benrey are soulmates. Somehow, this makes everything worse. -
A Touch Shorter by saintsaint
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
23 Oct 2020
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It turns out that the HEV suit makes Gordon look taller than he actually is. Benrey loses his goddamn mind.
Bookmarked by beebisbeeble
29 May 2026
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FLAILS AROUND ON THE FLOOR . UUAGHGHGGHHHHUOuGAHHHHHhhHJ gordon inchman
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What do you do if someone wronged you and nobody seems to really care about it? Do you just swallow that shit & move on? Or do you start throwing your weight around??
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Benrey wakes up on the tramline heading to Sector C after dying. Badly. Something is wrong, the game is acting strange, and Gordon isn't here.Why isn't Gordon here?
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- Part 1 of Throwing your weight around
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All Possible Worlds by beethekid
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
01 Jun 2026
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It's been a year since his fateful simulator run, and Gordon Freeman has long since returned to the truth of his real life: PhD dropout, living alone, holding onto his research tech job at Black Mesa by a thread. But when his AI companions arrive at his employee dorm, inexplicably in the flesh, they bring a dire warning that will once again upend Gordon's entire reality. As they set off in search of a mysterious technology from Black Mesa's defunct rival company, everything would be a hell of a lot easier if they weren't also on the run from the authorities.
Oh, and if the science team hadn't decided to bring Benrey along. Fuck.
[ACT 1 COMPLETE! Future acts in progress.]
Bookmarked by beebisbeeble
27 May 2026
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH heart emoji
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What It Means To Be A Free Man by rae_bees, sapphx_chu
Fandoms: Half-Life (Video Games), Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series), Mindverse, freeman's mind, Half Life // Full Regret, Freemanverse - Fandom, gordonverse - Fandom
08 Jun 2025
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“Well yeah,” Red huffs, crossing his arms. Freeman swears he hears a “duh” thrown in for extra effect, but that might just be in his head. “You’re both either clones sent to kill me or alternate versions of myself, also sent to kill me.”
He punctuates it with a shrug, accompanied by a challenging look. Yellow in fact challenges it, with an impressively disappointed facepalm that sounds like it hurt as much to do as it was to witness. He can feel his parents guilting him for going across the country for college all over again. “Okay! Okay. Why are— Why do all the options include your murder, exactly?”
Freeman nods along with that completely valid question, pretending that the thought of his own murder had not been the first thing to cross his mind when meeting the duplicates. Red sends him a dirty glare, like he knows the truth. Whether or not it’s just some sort of inherent instinct that comes with being the same person, or if he’s randomly got the ability to read minds is anyone’s guess.
Imagine that, versions of him with superpowers.
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Gordon Freeman meets himself. Ten times, in fact. Now he's not sure what's more likely to kill him; the end of the world or these maniacs.
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- Part 1 of The Freemen
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Bookmarked by beebisbeeble
27 May 2026
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AAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH this is genuinely so fire

