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   I might be crazy for loving you by Anonymous

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Jul 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Major Character Death
   • Dazai Osamu/Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • he died tho
   • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Sigma (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Armed Detective Agency Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Port Mafia Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • maybe - Character
   • Hunting Dogs Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Fukuchi Ouchi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Bram Stoker (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Koda Aya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • they're mentioned I think
   • Bungou Stray Dogs Season 5 Spoilers
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • HUGE Canon Divergence
   • Mentioned Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Fyodor dies in this
   • I'm Sorry
   • maybe I'll write a fic where he doesn't die
   • (but like if you want that then just read Canon)
   • who said that
   • Idiots in Love
   • which is funny cus they're so smart
   • just not in this
   • Platonic Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • How Do I Tag
   • Fuck Canon
   • Boys In Love
   • Mentioned Fukuchi Ouchi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • because he died too - Freeform
   • sorry :(
   • I've read the manga guys
   • I'm just pretending it doesn't exist
   • Sigma is So Done (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakahara Chuuya is So Done (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • chuuya and dazai are besties in this fic
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers
   • Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Armed Detective Agency Member Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu is Bad at Feelings (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Caring Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Soft Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • i think
   • Nikolai Gogol Needs Therapy (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • they all do
   • Nikolai Gogol is Bad at Feelings (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • fucking idiots
   • the main character death is Fyodor and fukuchi dw
   • should i tag this as angst?
   • Angst
   • or attempt at some
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Angst
   • No beta we die like Odasaku
   • of course this isn't beta
   • I'm probably gonna forget these tags exist...
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   A sane man who pretends to be insane to escape the cage of reality.

   A monster who pretends to be human to escape the cage of his mind.

   And the story of how they fell in love.

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   Or

   After Fyodor's death, Nikolai doesn't know what to do with himself. The only man who understood him was dead, what's the point of living in a world that alienates him? While he slowly spirals into depression, he gets an idea.

   In an attempt to grieve and salvage his broken mind, He seeks out the man who is the most similar to Fydor, the man who killed his best friend, Dazai Osamu.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   460

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Collections:

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   Comments:

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   30 Dec 2025