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    “Actually,” he says. “Let’s buy a house.”

    “What?” Jack asks, eyes wide.

    “Let’s get a house,” Dean says. “Let’s find somewhere and--and live there. Somewhere with windows.”

    “Windows?” Jack says, like he’s never heard of such a thing.

    “Yeah,” Dean says. “How does that sound?” Jack drops his animal crackers and throws himself at Dean, wrapping his tiny arms around Dean’s waist.

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    Castiel has always known that there are things that Dean can’t say.

    So when he says "I love you," he never expects he'll hear it back.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “Shut up and listen,” Bobby says. “I ain’t calling about some monster, I’m calling about Castiel.”

    Dean freezes in place. “He’s alive?”

    “More’n that, Dean. He’s human.”

    On instinct, every atom in Dean’s body is on high alert. He starts moving, fingers already reaching for the keys he hangs up on a loose nail next to the door. “Where is he?”

     

    or, in which after lucifer hitches a ride to hell on sam's back, dean makes good on his promise to settle down. so what if it's with cas instead of lisa?

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.

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    Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Buck’s expression crumples. “They thought we were a couple,” he says. It’s not what Eddie was expecting, and he feels wrong-footed and on the defensive all over again. It had rubbed him wrong for a lot of reasons in the diner, in front of the sheriff, but he could take it from them. He can take it from someone, anyone else, and simmer over it later, but he can let it go, put it out of his mind. But he discovers now he can’t, he can’t, take it from Buck.

    Eddie isn’t sure what about it is worse. The fact that Buck wouldn’t have blinked an eye at this before, the nebulous before something went wrong, or that—

    If he was brave, he would say, Is it really that awful to you? Am I really that awful?

    “Yeah,” he says instead, voice as steady as he can get it, ignoring the deep, terrible feeling in his stomach, “so?”

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    24 Mar 2026