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  1. Public Bookmark 19

    Tell Jack I Said Hi by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    19 Nov 2025

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    When Charles said he’s completely okay with homosexuality and some of his friends were gay, he literally meant it. He partially meant Carlos Sainz, his teammate, with his make-believe Chinese boyfriend named Jack.

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    08 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

    Too Busy Bein' Yours To Fall For Somebody New by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    22 Jul 2024

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    Carlos having a midlife crisis over Lando and Charles.
    Lots of mental breakdowns.

    Updates-not frequent at all. Chapters are being posted slowly (#losingmywilltoliveanyways)

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

    playing video games by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    28 Nov 2025

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    Only when the elevator shuts them off from the rest of the world does Oscar realize what he’s done. The sudden silence is loud in his ears, as Carlos leans back against the wall opposite him and closes his eyes.

    He gets the chance to look at him, really look at him, the curve of his eyes, the slant of his nose, the line of his throat. There’s a strange energy in this interaction that hasn’t been there before, one that Carlos seems entirely unaware of.

    Maybe Oscar’s going crazy.

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    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

    Red no more by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    09 Mar 2025

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    "Fuck Ferrari, fuck that bald French man, fuck their bosses, fuck everything red!
    You deserved everything you accomplished, while they never deserved you as a person, as a driver. They can go to hell for all I care!"

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    05 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 39

    unconsciously yours, by

    Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

    19 Feb 2025

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    He remembered the race—P3, not bad. Then the celebration. The blinding lights of the strip, the taste of alcohol, the deafening music, the laughter. And then… red. The glare of red. That was sharper, harsher, and distinctly less celebratory.

     

    What had happened after that? He tried to dig through the haze, but the more he tried, the worse his headache became. Aspirin. He needed aspirin. And maybe a gallon of water.

     

    He tried to shift, but his body protested with a symphony of soreness. Every movement was a struggle, every muscle screaming for mercy. Still, as uncomfortable as the soreness was, it was the pounding in his head that truly made him want to curl into a ball and never move again.

    But then he felt it.

     

    A weight across his torso, warm and heavy, pinning him down.

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    05 Jun 2026