shua_lovee
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Joshua’s life as an idol should be predictable: rehearsals, recordings, fan events, smiles for the cameras. But between the lights and applause, everything is fracturing. His relationship with Jeonghan is tense, a fragile dance of denial and unspoken emotions. Rumors, public scrutiny, and his own insecurities leave Joshua questioning his worth not just as a performer, but as a person.
And then there’s his health, slowly but surely declining with every late night and mounting expectation. Only his manager knows the truth, and the line between care and control is dangerously thin.
In a world where every note is measured, every glance is judged, and every mistake could unravel him, Joshua must navigate the strings of his own fragility and decide whether to keep playing the role everyone expects, or break free entirely.
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06 Sep 2026
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Jeonghan may not have been the perfect boyfriend, but to Joshua, he was everything he ever needed. Jeonghan loved him, and to Joshua, that love was all that mattered.
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11 Apr 2026
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Ever since he started university, attention followed him around like it had signed a lease. He did not even try that hard. He would just show up, smile once, and suddenly people were gravitating toward him. It was effortless.
Well. Effortless with everyone except one person.
Yoon fucking Jeonghan.
And honestly? Joshua was perfectly fine with that. Joshua hated him too.
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21 Feb 2026
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“That’s Hong Jisoo: your partner, Mr. Yoon,” the doctor reveals.
“I’m gay?” Jeonghan squeaks.
Jisoo stands stunned on his spot. This isn’t exactly how he had imagined his day when he by chance saved a stranger. What had he gotten himself into?
Aka the fake boyfriend AU no one asked for 😄
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11 Feb 2026
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Joshua and Jeonghan are best friends, bound by a lifetime of quiet devotion. Joshua's fragile heart found its unwavering anchor in Jeonghan, his fierce protector.
But when an arranged marriage forces them into a vow neither chose, and Jeonghan’s heart belongs to someone else, their bond is put to the ultimate test.
Love, loyalty, and unspoken feelings collide in a future they never planned.
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31 Oct 2025