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    “I was going to ask you to join me," you huff, "but after that little stunt I might rather drown you instead.”

    “A risk I’m willing to take, fortunately for you," Astarion purrs. "It would be the nicest drowning I’ve had by far."

    It might be funny if he were joking.

    You don’t think he’s joking.

    Astarion carries the weight of two hundred terrible years. You do your best to ease the strain.

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    The darkness in the kennel is thick, suffocating. It reeks of rat piss and molding hay. Every instinct screams danger, though Halsin cannot yet make out what hunts him. His darkvision does not pierce the deepest corners, but he knows—oh, he knows—

    There’s something hungry here.

    After saving the world, Tav turns their attention to dismantling Cazador Szarr. But what they discover in the bowels of the Szarr palace is far more than a single corrupt noble.

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    Tav pulls Astarion's face into the crook of his neck and there, the vampire inhales faster than he can get the breaths in. The smell; blood below the skin and sweat sat on top of it. His tongue is out before he realizes, lapping over the area, dragging up any taste he can get.

    Tav’s other hand presses into the small of his back, arching Astarion into him, making him whine at the feeling of the cock shifting inside him, until Astarion’s chest is flush against Tav’s.

    “Feed.”

    When the Shadow-Cursed lands lack suitable prey, Astarion distracts himself from the hunger with sex until he can’t anymore.

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    “You sound like a child fumbling around with his first crush,” Astarion snips. “Those are just—those little quirks are just—”

    “What,” Enoki interjects swiftly. “Not sexy enough for you? Everything you do just has to be so erotic, all the time?

    Astarion’s mouth snaps shut immediately and his jaw goes rigid; his face freezes, his entire body freezes, and it’s in that very moment that Enoki realizes he’s not only found a nerve, not only struck it, but traipsed across it like a blinded bear.

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    The mirror scene, told from the perspective of stubborn jackasses.

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    Sometimes Astarion had to remind himself that there was a difference between a master and a leader. He expected much of what Tar’eon did to be that of an iron fist, like a master talking to his slaves, especially with his intimidating build, but he was…gentle. Disgustingly so, in Astarion's opinion.

     

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    Astarion found himself often surprised by his heroic companion. He had one goal. To become the favoured companion of the group, to earn the Tieflings loyalty, to make Tar'eons strength his own. Yet Tar'eon isn't like the usual target of his manipulations. Despite his naivety, he does not seem gullible. There is something very wrong with their 'leader' to begin with. Astarion isn't sure if he wants to control it or eradicate the threat it posed. But can he really do either when Tar'eon himself seems so...unwaveringly kind?

    That devil is getting into his head, while others get into Tar'eons. He doesn't appreciate not having the upperhand after years of being at the disadvantage. He will find a way to make him see.

    He is the one he should be listening to. Astarion would make it so, no matter the means.

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