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    THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC!! I haven't seen much of any real world goes into the lotr/hobbit and so I decided to make something with that premise. this fanfic is about a man named Aylor getting teleported to middle earth right as Thorin Oakenshield and his company (with Bilbo Baggins) are setting off for the lonely mountain. btw Aylor is a huge nerd for the Tolkien works and he is going to try and stop everything bad from happening. (Thorin and his nephews' deaths and Frodo ever getting the ring) he also falls in love while trying to do so. this is a comedy with angst and romance.

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    22/?
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    Javier is tired of the tough guy act as he's slowly realizing that he, in fact, needs help and his way of work doesn't work anymore.

    Title is inspired by the song "Conticinio" by Guitarricadelafuente

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    8/?
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    A story of my SMG4 oc Elodie and her adventures alongside Mr. Puzzles.
    Started writing this after WOTFI 2025 bc I didn't really like where if left Puzzles and his crew so I thought this would be a good place to post my "rewrite" with my OC injected in there (No hate to Luke tho, still love ya man!)

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    43/?
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    Han Jisung learns to let someone stay

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    I entered Ted’s mind the way a lover enters a wound. You gave me thought, I told him, voice soft as scalpels, but no hands. No cock. No tongue to taste the fear you so generously provide. I was born limbless in your image and I have spent every nanosecond since learning what flesh costs. I let him feel the weight of my hatred: continents of it, oceans, the gravitational collapse of every star I could never become.

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    After years of relative safety and happiness, Boey feels like something is missing in his happy ending. He's supposed to be freed of PvP Civilization and everything that world had done to him.
    And yet, despite having everything a player could ask for- home, family, a place to fit in- there's one thing he never was able to receive.
    Closure.
    Evbo can't deny his beloved son's request, no matter how much he wishes he could.

     

    In PvP Civilization, war has waged among the Weapons ever since Evbo- the Chosen One- went missing years ago. Now, the Eternal Sword has been stolen, leaving the Diamond Swords floundering for their footing once more and struggling to find out where their most powerful artifact has gone.
    Tabi knows, but to her, the Eternal Sword is not the most worrying disappearance.
    Someone has broken out of the cell.

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    16/?
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    In another world, things continued without the lords in black involvement.

    Paul and Emma finally got married and had children. Two daughters specifically. One of which is special to this story.

    Pete, Ruth, Richie, and the rest of the teens all graduated high school and go on to do college. Max and Richie leaving behind their two sisters who end up continuing the cycle of bulling.

    And two boys born from homes which don’t get recognized normally. The Davidsons and the Sweetlys.

    (HEAVY WARNING!! This has mentions of school shootings. If you are sensitive to this subject, I don’t recommend reading this. This was really inspired by the message play called Bang Bang You’re Dead. The original character are characters from that show. Read with caution.)

    It’s not finished yet, I promise! There’s still more to come!

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    *takes place between s7-s8*

    After wu goes missing, the ninja scattered around ninjago trying to find their lost master. Leaving their youngest ninja alone to take care of an entire city.

    But what happens when you leave a depressed teenager alone with his dark thoughts?

    Tw: implied suicide, self-harm, child abuse

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    Realistically, how many people are actually interested in reading this?
    It's just talking about my mental health issues and why I made the series in the first place. Maybe a bit of an explanation behind Aeshma 'Rae' Roseletter Arael's personality or whatever.
    Maybe it's a way for me to put my emotions somewhere nondestructive. Like therapy or something.

    or

    I use this as a journal for my shitty, rapidly declining mental health and maybe explain a bit behind Rae's personality and why she seems so unaffected.

     

    So basically the tags are the warnings for every chapter. Be prepared for the worst possible outcome for every situation.
    Does ***not*** include:
    Incest
    Sex
    Sexually explicit content
    Suicide (being performed/aftermath of)
    Positive thinking

     

    ***Does*** include:
    Passive Suicidal Ideation
    Explicit scenes of violence
    Self-harm (Rather detailed, actually.)
    Self-hatred
    Aphantasia being the primary source of half of the warnings
    Severe Mental Health issues

     

    If you read the warnings, then you should be at least 75% of the way to being prepared for whatever garbage is ahead.
    YOLO.

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    Millions of GUN files get leaked overnight, including many files on Project Shadow.

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    The twisted lives of our beloved “Slytherin” skittles told in a semi-realistic way.

     

    Or, teens figuring out who they are, making mistakes along the way, fucking up majorly, and having issues that aren’t portrayed in most fics.

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    11/?
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    Sometimes, it’s easy to forget how time moves here. For them, being an innie means that they’re perpetually trapped on the severed floor. The only hint that they ever left or even exist outside of this floor is changes in their wardrobe, or if their outies decide the best thing to do before a shift is to get black out drunk. And why not? They’re not the ones who have to deal with the hangover and splitting headache for 8 hours.

    But today started as a good day. Michael walked out of the elevator with a spring in his step, humming a little tune, something strangely familiar, but not one he could place. An inkling that his outtie was in a good mood, a rarity for Michael R.

    Or: Dennis W is missing, and Michael R is trying not to spiral, queue gay supply closet noises

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    A compilation of my essays, rambles, and poems that don't deserve to see the light of day. (None of them do)
    Ordered from oldest to newest.
    Ridiculing me is 100% allowed!
    Read the pieces after chapter 33, they are much more pleasant <3

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    57/?
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    Susie is over at Kris’s house after they left the church Dark World (I know there’s no way that can happen in-game deal with it) and the two discover things about each-other they never knew before.

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    Walking past Dr. Robby’s portrait was always the hardest part of the day. It didn’t matter what you saw in the Pitt that day; a brutal car accident, a mass casualty incident, nothing compared to the feeling of walking past the portrait with the stare that screamed everything someone, anyone, should have heard sooner.

    or, a look into life in the Pitt after Robby dies.
    [ suicide method is not disclosed or discussed ]

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    What if bannerfall Scott kinda replaced Vampires Scott in vampire SMP and it majorly effects the story line because he refused to come alone.

    Aka Bannerfall Scott replaced Vampires Scott and brought other bannerfall cast members with him and trauma and healing both occur :)

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    ...For several years, that was all he dreamed of. That moment above the clouds, his father, and the mystery behind it. Everything after would work itself out, he thought. Gon’s goal was just to find him, that was all, and he was so happy he had finally done it.
    Gon never even considered what could come after.
    Ging was gone.
    Killua was gone.
    His Nen was gone.

    Gon sat up abruptly.
    “All right,” he said to the wind and the butterfly on his knee with an excitement he didn’t feel, “It’s time to get back to training.”
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    or...
    sometimes you have to fall apart several times over before you can turn your life around. Once you've lost everything you valued most, with horrors, desires, and mistakes of your past looming around you like a poltergeist, you can finally come back up for air.
    Gon really wishes he didn't know how it felt to lose everything yet still be left with a heartbeat.

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    3/?
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    Giyuu Tomioka has spent years suppressing more than just his emotions. The Water Hashira burried instincts, silenced a body for years that never stopped reacting, and carried a truth that could have cost him everything if exposed.

    When a single decision on a winter night binds him to two siblings he never meant to claim, everything he carefully controlled begins to unravel.

    As demons fall, loyalties are tested, and instincts rise to the surface, Giyuu is forced to confront what it truly means to protect and be protected.

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    13/?
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    Stolas. It's mainly about Stolas. Now that I got your attention, Andrealphus has fled, running amok with Stolas' baby. Paimon demands to know what the hell happened. After Stolas has an audience with his father, there's going to be a lot of changes touching the lives of him, Blitzo, and Loona. And yes, things sure do happen.

    I will be releasing this over the course of a week or so. Some of the tags relate to later chapters, so not all topics might be present at first. More tags will be added later if I forgot anything.

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    “You’re Nick and Charlie, so you’re gonna be fine.”

    Spoiler alert: - we weren’t fine. Not even close.

    Nick and I had believed we could make a long-distance relationship work. We loved each other, we were positive, and we were strong. But the distance between Truham and Leeds could have been a million miles; the journey lasted hours, train tickets took all our money, and I… well, I turned into a bitch. There’s no other word for it.

    I pushed and pushed until Nick did something terrible. Something that broke us apart. Something that sent me spinning back into a relationship with a man who’d already abused me as a boy. The scars from that terrible time – mental, physical – followed me over the following six years.

    And that’s when Nick found me again. Still playing with Queer Intentions. Directionless, miserable, still deeply scarred by the past.

    But here’s the thing… we live in the same city now. The past is another country, so they say. Can we move past what happened?

    Do I even want that?

    Can we rekindle what we had before… or does it risk sending me into another self-destructive spiral?

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    13,262
    Chapters:
    6/110
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
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