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    “You want to live with me,” Mike repeated, dumbly.

    “Yes, that’s what I just said, Mike.”

    “With me?”

    Will made another annoyed sound. “I’m going to change my mind if you don’t stop.”

    Mike and Will haven't talked in two years. But when Will calls Mike from his little NYC apartment, letting him know that he's just gone through a breakup and he needs a new roommate, can they repair their relationship after all this time?

    or: Mike and Will's friendship had been seemingly ended by a fight. Mike still lives with his parents while Will makes a name for himself in NYC. However, Will reaching out gives them the chance to be friends again... and more than that, too, if Mike can figure himself out.

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    "“Please–” The word is choked out, pathetic and useless.

    “Even your thoughts are disgusting.”

    He shakes his head, pressing his hands down against his ears harder.

    “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” He repeats, his voice cracks, and his throat locks. A sharp pain strikes the back of his head. Painful, yet familiar.

    “Please— I’m normal, I’m sorry.” He sobs, his eyes shut tight. He curls his body onto itself even more. The pain on his head returns, then it pounds onto his back. He cries out."

     

    Will Byers doesn't like who he is. Afraid of his own feelings, haunted by voices that sound too much like his father, and trapped in memories that never quite fade, Will struggles to convince himself that he's normal.

    or

    Will Byers loves Mike Wheeler and is scared of who he is.

    Set in season 3

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    Soon it's never more
    When you've got to pay for promises
    Made in the night...

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    Lance is deep in the bouts of his depression, upset that Allura left him but he can't bring himself to leave the new Altea to visit anyone or go out anymore. Yet Keith comes to cheer him up, which wasn't expected because he doesn't think anyone would come out here to visit him.

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    Simon needed a distraction. A really, really, good distraction.

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    Alastor makes a split-second decision, unfounded in logic and dripping in venom the second he snatches Vox up in his sharp claws. He holds him still, close to his face so he can watch the alarm that crosses his dying opponent’s face. His eyes are wide, unfocused, but twitching like he doesn’t know where to look. 

    “Al- wh-what are-”

    “Not yet, old chum.” Alastor croons as he stares the man in the eye, “You’ll be dying on my terms, but not just quite yet.”

    or///; Alastor nurses a suicidal Vox back to health. They nearly kill each other in the process.

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    Filthy. The word echoes in Abel's mind. It's not wrong, is it? He's the first murder victim and he's letting himself be bound and plowed by a serial killer.

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    Ezra Laurent-McAllister was once inseparable from Shane Hollander until one kiss, one confession, and one moment of silence shattered everything. Branded by rumors and crushed by homophobia, Ezra chose survival over honesty, burying his sexuality and leaving Canada behind to rebuild his life in New York.

    Years later, he returns as the New York Admirals' top center, forced into a brutal rivalry with Shane's Montreal team and dragged into the league's most infamous feud between Shane and Illya Rozanov. Ezra wants nothing to do with the past, but the ice has a memory, and Illya sees what Shane lost long before Shane does.

    Caught between guilt, obsession, and unspoken truth, Ezra must decide whether faith, love, and identity can coexist in a world that once demanded his silence or if survival will always come at a cost.

    Ezra x Shane x Ilya

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    Punz takes care of Dream after his Prison stay.
    It is hard. Both make mistakes. Both misunderstand.
    Both are trying.
    It should have worked. Both should have learned, both should have healed.

    They didn't.
    It hurts.

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    Obi-Wan would do anything to protect his people, so he and Fox had very easily come to an arrangement that did not need to be verbalised to be obvious.

    Fox would forgive the Jedi for certain breaches, extend his protection to them and offer him a few privileges, and in return Obi-Wan would provide him with a relationship as perfect and idyllic as possible to keep him happy.

    It was a win-win situation.

    The only problem Obi-Wan had very quickly identified with this arrangement was the following, and it was inevitable: Fox's interest in him would not last forever.

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    “Welcome to the Devildom, MC.” said a tall man. At least he appeared huge to you since you were still on the floor.

    Despite that you still made no effort to move, struggling to process what was happening. Were you awake? You felt awake. Maybe you were kidnapped overnight and brought to a church to be offered as a sacrifice. Or maybe the Harry Potter fans were actually onto something and you’d subconsciously shifted to another reality after another night of hating your routine.

    (You didn’t know what was scarier, getting kidnapped or the possibility that the people thirsting over Draco Malfoy were right.)

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    welcome to a retelling of Obey Me! through the eyes of a troubled teen. i will not hesitate to hate on your fave brother btw.

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    In the final moments that Bunnyx keeps coming back to while trying to stop the end of the world, she realizes that even with all of her powers, she cannot do it.

    She pinpoints the cause of it to Marinette deciding death was better than living. Of course, it isn't accurate.

    Worse comes to worst, and soon she has to take help from Damian Wayne, the not-so-civilian boyfriend of Marinette Dupain-Cheng.

    Will he be able to save her (and the world too)?

    Will she be able to save herself?

    Or:
    Marinette spirals deep into depression and self harm and eventually suicides.
    Bunnyx believes her death is what causes everybody else's death, so she gives Damian a chance to save her.
    But Damian's seen it happen last time. Who's to say it won't happen again?

    (Changed summary, title and a lot of other stuff, things went in a different direction)

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    "you can get out of this. you helped me, atsushi. now it's my turn to help you."

    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    byakko (the tiger) should have sustained this boy for a while longer.

    suddenly, it fails him.

    but kyouka izumi and the ada refuse to do the same to him.

     

    or...

     

    atsushi has an ed (2 that are intertwined actually) and his found family helps him through it slowly and steadily without him realizing it :)

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    Climbing out of the Abyss, Hornet and Lace are both exhausted and battered, physically and emotionally. The two of them struggle with their own internal conflicts. Hornet for the first time in a very long time is not alone. She doesn't know what to do when she is faced with feelings she hasn’t let herself feel in so long, courtesy of her new silken companion Lace. She is also reeling from seeing her sibling Ghost, while also processing everything she has been through since reaching Pharloom. Lace has gotten her wish and is finally free from her mother's grasp. Now she has a chance to be herself, but ages spent under her mother's control have left her grappling with her own nature. A nature that she feels her mother has cursed her with. She now has to deal with her past, while spending time with the Spider she loathed, but is finding herself enjoying the company of. The two bugs must grow from their past and forge a new future together in their practically infinite lifespan.

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    16/?
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    The grass is green over here,
    Good thing it's not ruined with beer.

    The wild is quiet at night,
    Nobody is partying with all their might.

    You can see the stars so clearly,
    No stairs that sound so eerie.

    Some trees are on fire,
    But at least there's no deadly wire.

    A forest can hold many,
    But you can only hold a pretty penny.

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    What if Till tried to learn about Ivan from a younger age? Would they learn to communicate and get along better? One things for certain, he can't escape and leave Mizi behind. But he won't just let Ivan's hand go and run back to Anakt Garden, the least he can do is give him an explanation. But damn, Ivan can be persuasive when he wants to be.

    OR

    Till escapes with Ivan after Ivan promises that they will return to rescue Mizi and Sua one day.

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    Cecil erases Moe's self-depreciation through body worship and tender touches. (Mar. 4)

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    “Maybe what you really need is a friend, not a lover.”

    Astarion’s eyes flutter with surprise. “I-I would like that. I’ve held more people than I can count. An infinite parade of lovers. But a friend?” He pauses on the question and his face becomes crestfallen. “I can’t think of a single one.”

    He puts his hand out to Effy, to which she happily accepts.

    “Until you,” he says with a smile that only she’s ever seen.

    Ever since that moment the two remained friends and even got an apartment together in the lower city shortly after the defeat of the Netherbrain. It’s been several months and Effy is happily living with her vampire bestie but Astarion’s been acting different lately…

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    She did the journey. She faced the challenges. She met mentors and friends, and defeated the villain. She became just like the heroes of her childhood stories she had always dreamed to be.
    But where her heroes found a happy ending and renewed strength, she found only fear, pain and a broken life. Maybe she was the problem.
    -
    my take on what happened to Hilda after BW, and her journey of recovery.

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    Stuck, stuck, stuck in the chilling woods. Warmed only by the affection of someone who shouldn't exist. You need them, they need you.

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    4/8
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