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1. They Don't Have A Word For What We Are by andabatae

   Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars, The Last Jedi  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   21 May 2019

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Kylo Ren/Rey
   • Rey/Ben Solo
   • Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
   • Poe Dameron/Finn/Rose Tico
   • Kylo Ren
   • Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
   • Rey (Star Wars)
   • Ben Solo
   • Poe Dameron
   • Leia Organa
   • Rose Tico
   • Finn (Star Wars)
   • Armitage Hux
   • Paul
   • Han Solo
   • Luke Skywalker
   • Snoke (Star Wars)
   • Chewbacca (Star Wars)
   • BB-8 (Star Wars)
   • C-3PO (Star Wars)
   • R2-D2 (Star Wars)
   • Porg(s) (Star Wars)
   • Kylo Ren Has Issues
   • Kylo Ren Needs a Hug
   • Virgin Kylo Ren
   • Rey Needs A Hug
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Post-Star Wars: The Last Jedi
   • Virgin Rey (Star Wars)
   • Angst and Feels
   • Smut
   • My First Smut
   • Force Bond (Star Wars)
   • Sexual Tension
   • The Force Ships It
   • Mutual Masturbation
   • Gratuitous Smut
   • Kylo Ren Pain Train
   • Rey Pain Train
   • slow burn? what's that?
   • Inappropriate Use of the Force
   • A little butt stuff
   • Spanking
   • Inappropriate Use of Lightsabers
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Orgasm Denial
   • everyone's a switch in space
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • seriously where did this fucking fluff come from
   • consensual fight fucking
   • so much sex omg
   • Glove Kink
   • soft yet violent
   • healthy communication but not right away
   • StormRosePilot confirmed
   • Devoted Reylo
   • Devoted Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
   • seriously not a slow burn
   • it heats up in chapter 2 and escalates from there
   • Forced Orgasm
   • Light BDSM
   • Torture
   • Angst
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Dirty Talk
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Kylo Ren Redemption
   • Cunnilingus
   • Blow Jobs
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Vaginal Fingering

   Summary

   After Crait, Rey retreats to Jakku to grapple with her past... and her unwelcome attraction to Kylo Ren.

   --

   Kylo Ren was a monster. A murderer. So why couldn’t she stop thinking about him?

   Rey was already a bad Jedi, so in the dark of the AT-AT that had sheltered her during her vulnerable years, she gave in to the allure of the fantasy. Kylo Ren’s tall frame and big hands, his dark hair and hungry eyes. His desperation as he’d said “Please.” The sheer size of him, combined with the peek at his vulnerabilities she’d gotten from this strange, antagonistic Force bond.

   As if she’d summoned him, his consciousness brushed against her own, dark and tempting.

   You hate me, he said in her mind.

   There wasn’t a word to encompass how she felt about him. Yes, she agreed, ignoring the twinge of guilt.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Canonverse Fics

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