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Bam gets sad when he gets wasted. He gets sad and then he calls Knoxville or one of his ex girlfriends and he cries. He thinks that this didn’t always happen, but it does now. He used to just get wasted and have sex or get wasted and then get wasted even more. But now he just got wasted and cried, and then considered the options of killings himself. But he never did, he just thinks about it until he’s too fucked up to think, or until Knoxville comes over and consoles him. If he’s lucky Knoxville will wrap his arms around him and just hold him. He liked nights like those; but too bad they were no longer. He thinks maybe if he got a little less wasted or stayed the partier- or maybe just maybe he was a bit more like Steve-O that maybe Knoxville still would like him. Maybe things wouldn’t be so fucked. Maybe he just needed another drink; to fight back calling Knoxville again. Even though he had a restraining order; and he’s well more than certain that he even got a new number.