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1. All that I compromised To feel another high (I've got to keep it down tonight) by Thecoffewitch

   Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen, M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   04 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Charles Leclerc/Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Lando Norris & Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Pierre Gasly & Charles Leclerc
   • Carlos Sainz Jr & Max Verstappen
   • Fernando Alonso & Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Sergio Pérez & Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Daniel Ricciardo & Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Lando Norris & Daniel Ricciardo
   • Lewis Hamilton & Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Daniel Ricciardo/Max Verstappen
   • Lando Norris/Oscar Piastri
   • implied
   • Carlos Sainz Jr & Carlos Sainz Sr
   • Oliver Bearman & Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Charles Leclerc
   • Lando Norris
   • Pierre Gasly
   • Max Verstappen
   • Fernando Alonso (Formula 1 RPF)
   • Sergio Pérez
   • Daniel Ricciardo
   • Alexander Albon
   • Yuki Tsunoda
   • George Russell (Formula 1 RPF)
   • Kevin Magnussen
   • Oscar Piastri
   • Lance Stroll
   • Esteban Ocon
   • Blanca Sainz
   • Ana Sainz
   • Reyes Vazquez de Castro
   • Carlos Sainz Sr
   • Frédéric "Fred" Vasseur
   • Christian Horner
   • Torger "Toto" Wolff
   • Nico Hülkenberg
   • Carlos Oñoro
   • Sebastian Vettel
   • Character Study
   • Carlos Sainz Jr Needs a Hug
   • Protective Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Hurt Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Charles Leclerc Needs a Hug
   • Lando Norris and Carlos Sainz Jr are best friends
   • Fernando Alonso acting as Carlos Sainz Jr Parental Figure
   • Eating Disorders
   • binge eating
   • Self Confidence Issues
   • Carlos Sainz Jr doesn't leave Ferrari
   • Charles Leclerc Loves Carlos Sainz Jr
   • Getting Together
   • Social Media
   • Slow Burn
   • Healing
   • supportive f1 grid
   • Grid Dad Lewis Hamilton (Formula 1 RPF)
   • Drive to Survive (TV)
   • Toxic Friendships
   • Religious Guilt
   • This fic gets dark
   • Carlos Sainz Sr's A+ Parenting
   • Carlos Sainz Jr centric
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Verbal Abuse
   • Emotional Hurt
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Idiots in Love
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Tags Are Hard
   • Carlos Sainz Jr has an Eating Dissorder
   • Carlos Sainz Jr Acting as Oliver Bearman's Parental Figure

   Summary

   So maybe he couldn’t control his car, the result of a race, or being considered a shadow for every Scuderia he drove for. Maybe the universe wanted to keep him an ocean apart from where the conflict kept escalating so he couldn’t intervene. But this? This was his to change and, even better, a chance to take the reins.

   To take control.

   Series

   • Part 5 of I promise you this, I'll always look out for you

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