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This bastard. This bastard stood and looked at ShuYi with the same look of contempt as before. Like all those years when they were together.
He slowly approached through the crowd of dancing people, like a shark smelling blood in the water.
All his phrases about ShuYi's imperfection, about his stupidity and unattractiveness, about how he would not achieve anything, floated up in ShuYi's thoughts. Then his affectionate words, "kitten, come on, you know that you are the smartest. Help me with this term paper, I'm tired", "Why are you dressed like that, have you seen your body? Put on something oversized, I'm ashamed next to a skeleton" and so on.
3 years in small frames flashed before ShuYi's eyes while this bastard approached him.
And he could not move, standing rooted to the spot.
"ShuYi, what a pleasant meeting," Nan Chi smiled with a grin, coming closer than he should have.
ShuYi narrowed his eyes, he wanted to say many words that had been spinning around in his head for two whole years after they broke up, and he realized that he had been abused, collecting his life and self-esteem bit by bit and now being a completely different person.
But his tongue seemed to be glued to the roof of his mouth, refusing to move.
"Why are you silent, haven't you missed me at all, kitten?" the guy grinned, raising his hand and running his fingertips over ShuYi's jaw.
ShuYi's whole body trembled with rage, but just as he was about to do something, bastard’s hand was hit and the idiot was pushed back.
"Get out of here, bastard," Zhe Yu shouted, and Bing Wei hugged ShuYi's shoulder, asking how he was.
"Easy, easy, I just wanted to see if poor ShuYi died of loneliness without my love and care. Until next time," the idiot chuckled, winking, and disappeared into the crowd, and only when he was out of sight, ShuYi seemed to come out of hypnosis.
"ShuYi, are you okay?" asked Zhe Yu, and the guy rushed into the crowd, growling "I'll show him how good I am without him!", but his friends grabbed his arms, grabbing their things and leading him outside.
"Forget him. He's not worth your time. We met to celebrate your new job and to get you laid, and for that we need a good mood," smiled the ever-positive Bing Wei, and ShuYi bit his lip, nodding.
It's true. That bastard had already wasted too much time from his life to continue wasting time now.
They finally walked into a bar two blocks away and ordered drinks. The guys were constantly discussing something, laughing, and ShuYi mostly drank silently, unable to get that idiot's phrase out of his head.
Without his care and love. How dare that idiot even say such a thing.
Only after breaking up with him did ShuYi start to breathe, live, develop.
Started to think about himself, and about what he wanted. Only after him.
And he wanted to tell him this to his face so much, with every glass of beer he drank, regretting more and more that they did not stay in that bar.
He did not like to dance, but his friends dragged him to the dance floor, and apparently this atmosphere and alcohol in his blood added emancipation, freedom, relaxation to him.
He saw the looks of other guys and girls on himself, basked in this attention, proving to himself once again that he was not at all what Nan Chi had hammered into his head.
That he was actually handsome, desirable. Several guys were coming up to him, hugging him around the waist, whispering something in his ear, rubbing their semi-hard cocks against his ass, and he was flirting with them, driving them even more crazy until they were horny, moaning puppies.
His shirt was soaking wet with sweat, his legs were vibrating from dancing, there was a noise in his ears, and there were warm hands on his waist, as if trying to tear his clothes apart to get to his body. Yes, he liked the feeling of himself more this way.
"ShuYi, go home, tomorrow is your day. Work. The first one. Gotta go," drunken Zhe Yu barely uttered, tugging his hand off the dance floor, and the guy who was rubbing against ShuYi's ass at that time shouted indignantly, but fell silent when Zhe Yu showed his biceps.
ShuYi grinned at his friends and barely dragged himself to their table to get his things. His friends were right, he wouldn't mind having some fun today, but he'd wasted a lot of time after meeting that bastard, and now he really needed to get home to get ready for his first day at work. Which he'd gotten himself despite his father's offers to put him somewhere. It made him feel strong, knew what he was capable of.
They somehow called each other a taxi, and as ShuYi was barely dragging his feet into the apartment, thoughts of Nan Chi came back to his mind.
That bastard.
How ShuYi wanted to tell him everything, to show him, to prove that he was happy now, without him, so that that freak would bite his elbows and cry for the rest of his miserable life from regret.
Suddenly, a brilliant idea came to him. He still knew his number by heart, even though he'd blocked him and deleted their entire chat. But what was stopping him from unblocking and writing?
No thi ng.
So ShuYi opened the phone, entered the number, remembering "learn my number by heart so that you can tell where you are in any situation. This is out of concern," and lay down on the bed on his stomach, leaning on his elbows and sending messages one after another, as thoughts went.
"You know what
Fuck you
I'm great without you
I'm fucking wonderful without you
I got a job
I do what I want, not what you make me do
I look fucking great
I live separately
And I'm happy.
Happy without you
So fuck you!!!!!!!!!"
He smiled. It was such a relief.
But suddenly Nan Chi's phrase "no one will want you except me" popped into his head. It's a pity they didn't stay in the first bar and that bastard didn't see all those guys rubbing all over him. But never mind, ShuYi had a better idea.
He took off his pants, climbed into the closet, barely keeping his feet, and took out the secret box.
He pulled out the straps, tightening them around his hips, then put on a white shirt so that it hung just above his butt. He put the phone on the nightstand, pressing video and twisting as sexily as possible.
He stopped the recording, watching the video, at the moments where he could see his thighs in garters and a little of his boxers, covered on top by a shirt, but his face is not visible, so that this bastard does not blackmail him.
He took a screenshot, cropped the frame and went back to the chat.
"I hope your dick falls off while you're jerking off to the perfect me," he wrote, attaching a photo and sending it, chuckling ominously.
Then he somehow set the alarm on his phone and passed out just like that.
***
As soon as the alarm rang, ShiDe smiled. He went to bed early yesterday and was full of energy to start a new day. One of the last days before his promotion. The guy brushed his teeth, put on shorts and a T-shirt and went for a run, breathing in the fresh morning air and enjoying the complete silence, broken by the chirping of birds. This was his favorite time of day, when the streets were not yet filled with exhaust fumes from cars and scurrying people, he felt so calm in his soul, and on the other hand, he felt cheerful.
After the run, the guy took a shower, had breakfast, put on his work suit - he was sure that appearance is extremely important for the impression of a person. And since he was soon being transferred to a new department, to a higher position, he needed to look sharp all the time.
He styled his hair, poured himself some coffee in a thermos mug and headed to work. Of course, during the time on the subway his appearance became a little worse, but still he looked decent for a Monday morning. More decent than many who barely drag themselves to the office after a fun weekend.
The team here was quite young, but full of ideas, apparently, the company focused on hiring college and university graduates in order to grow specialists for itself. And he was one of them, working here for six months, but already expanding his knowledge and applying the theory learned in college in practice.
"Good morning, ShiDe!" Yu Xin shouted, entering with a huge smile, and he responded in kind, turning on the computer and the Internet on his phone at the same time.
He had recently took this rule - to turn on the Internet only 15 minutes before work, so as not to waste his morning energy and mood on a bunch of news and chats.
The coffee in his thermos was already starting to cool down, and he began to drink it faster, frowning from what seemed like a thousand notifications from a messenger from an unknown number.
Maybe spam or a new client - he thought, clicking on the chat and frowning even more from the strange messages.
Apparently, someone mixed up the numbers and sent him a whole angry canvas instead of his ex. At the end there was a picture, blurry, with an arrow down for downloading, but ShiDe did not dare open it, having read the attached message.
And yet his finger did not obey, clicking on the arrow, and the next second all the coffee burst out of his mouth like a shower onto the table and the screen, because what was in the photo... what was in the photo...
"ShiDe! What happened? Are you okay?" several colleagues ran up, and he locked the phone so quickly that he felt the knuckle of his thumb crunch.
"Yeah, shit, sorry," he muttered, standing up, taking the napkins from the girls and trying to wipe the monitor and keyboard, praying that they wouldn't get ruined by the moisture.
He washed his hands, noticing a few yellow-brown stains on his white shirt and cursed himself. Just right for a good impression.
Everyone had already started doing their tasks, and he too loaded the program, looking at his code over and over again, because his thoughts were still in that chat.
He didn't know if he should text the guy that he was wrong or not? On the one hand, these messages were clearly sent while drunk, and maybe the guy would even be glad that they didn't reach his ex. But on the other hand, if he realized that he sent them to a stranger, then... Still, no one would want to be in his place.
And yet, ShiDe couldn't. His hand stopped obeying him again (maybe it was time for an MRI of the brain), grabbing the phone and opening the chat.
"Hello! Um... You have the wrong number, unfortunately. Don't worry, I will delete your messages! Have a nice day," he bit his lip, wondering if he should add anything else, he wanted to support the poor guy, "I hope you are really happy, because if he treated you like that, then he is a piece of shit," ShiDe sent, and slapped himself in the face. What right did he have to write such things to strangers? What... God, he is an idiot. He needed to delete everything immediately.
"ShiDe, please come here," the boss shouted, and the guy cursed again, locking the phone and walking into Yu Zhen Xuan's office. He really hoped it wasn't because he'd spit coffee all over the equipment, damn.
"Called?" he asked, wincing at the stupidity of his question.
The boss nodded at him.
"We're getting a new employee today. He'll be working in your place after you transfer, so you'll show him around and train him," the man said, and ShiDe nodded. Well, now he'll get to meet the new employee in a stained shirt. This was just amazing. This day couldn't get any worse.
He went back to his desk, opening his phone to delete his messages, but there were already 10 new ones, and he suddenly broke out in a sweat.
"fuck
In what sense?
How wrong?
I know this number by heart
Nan Chi, I'm tired of your games
Seriously
Fuck you
Delete all messages
Don't text me anymore"
ShiDe rolled his eyes. His calm morning was gradually turning into irritation.
"I'm not Nan Chi. I told you right away. And this is definitely my number, not his. I bought it half a year ago when I came back from studying in America," he wrote, not knowing why he had revealed so much personal information, but he didn't like being accused of lying, and tried to prove the opposite in every possible way.
"And why don't I believe you? Maybe because I know you're lying like you breathe?" came next, and ShiDe exhaled loudly, looking around.
Everyone was busy with work, fortunately not noticing how he was texting in the middle of the workday. He took his mug and went to the kitchen, putting on the kettle and opening the front camera, once again slicking his hair and adjusting his stained shirt, and then pressed record.
"I'm not lying to you. I'm really not your... What's his name... Nan Chi. I'm ShiDe, see? Shi- De," he raised his eyebrows to be convincing, then watched the video again, poured himself some coffee and returned to his desk, sending the video to the guy.
And finally deciding to start working, but his phone vibrated again, and his stupid hand grabbed it again, unlocking it.
"Fuck"
"I'll text you later"
ShiDe shook his head, putting the device aside, and turned his gaze to the monitor.
"One moment of attention!" Yuxin shouted, and ShiDe groaned. Apparently, he won't be able to work at all today.
He turned his gaze to the girl, but she was not alone, next to her stood a tall, thin, handsome guy, impeccably dressed in a three-piece suit, nervously looking around, although he tried to look collected and serious. Damn, ShiDe hoped that it was not their..
"This is our new employee ShuYi! Please love and favor!" Yuxin shouted, and everyone clapped, and ShiDe turned to the monitor so as not to stare at the guy. Damn.
He needed to pull himself together and act like a friendly colleague, and not like a creep who fell in love at first sight. But this ShuYi.. He was.. He was insanely handsome.. Maybe the most handsome guy in the world..
"And this is Gao ShiDe, he will be training you," he heard behind him, closed his eyes for a second, preparing himself, then put on a welcoming smile and turned around.
Only the guy's face suddenly turned white for some reason, his beautiful eyes (oh god with a mole under one of them), widened, and his beautiful plump lips parted in an O. He had a mole.. And plump luscious lips. And eyes..
ShiDe caught a short circuit. And only after a few moments he realized that the guy still looked like he saw a ghost. Why was he reacting to him like that? Maybe because of the stains on his shirt or..? God, why?
"Do you know each other?" Yuxin asked, and ShiDe shook his head. He would definitely remember this angel incarnate if he met him somewhere.
But ShuYi suddenly blushed, closing his mouth with a click and looking away, whispered quietly "n-no".
Maybe he had problems with pressure drops? Or something else. He was too weird, and ShiDe didn't know what the hell to do.
"Well, that's great, then you'll get to know each other! Have a seat, settle in, we're glad to have you on our team!" Yuxin shouted cheerfully, rolling out a chair and pushing on the guy's shoulders until he plopped down in the chair, still looking very scared.
***
Shuyi didn't know how his fate could be so... mocking. How in two days all his self-confidence and stateliness had dissolved, turning him into a mute statue. How could this happen to him and why?
At least he thanked his drunk self last night that his face was not visible in the photo he sent. So this ShiDe couldn't have known it was him. The main thing was not to give it away himself, damn it, with his behavior.
"Well, um... glad to welcome you to our team. Today, they're still making your access and account, so come closer, I'll show you on my computer," ShiDe said, smiling with a slight blush on his cheeks, and ShuYi nodded, swallowing.
How did this guy even have this number? He said he bought it half a year ago. So that bastard Nan Chi blocked the SIM card as soon as they broke up, and after a while, the operator added this number for sale again? What was the likelihood that the new owner would be his new colleague. And SUCH a colleague at that. How could this happen? This wasn't some kind of drama, honestly! Why?
"Hey, don't be so nervous. Let's go make coffee first," ShiDe pulled him out of his thoughts, looking so openly and smiling, and ShuYi concentrated his gaze on his face.
This guy was really handsome, coffee-colored eyes, perfect face shape, hairdo, and that mole on his dry lips that were moistening by the tongue before his eyes.. If they had met at the bar yesterday, he would have definitely instantly forgotten about Nan Chi, and everything in the world..
"ShuYi?" the guy asked, and ShuYi closed his eyes, wishing for the ancient gods to come to life, split the earth in half, and for him to fall right into it. He cleared his throat, opening his eyes again.
"I'm sorry, I didn't get enough sleep, and.. yeah, let's make," he smiled tightly. Although there was still confusion and some worry in ShiDe's eyes, he smiled too, nodding and standing up from the table.
"This is our kitchen. We have tea and coffee, and various snacks. Would you like some coffee?" the guy asked, and ShuYi nodded. Maybe this third mug would help him ease the crazy headache from his hangover. This time he had definitely given up drinking. Once and for all.
"What kind do you like?" ShiDe asked, coming closer with a mug.
"Strong black, no sugar," he replied, holding out his hands for the mug, but ShiDe made a bored face, hiding the mug behind him.
"It's your first day. Let me spoil you," he said, turning away to the coffee machine, which was very timely, because ShuYi's eyebrows climbed up his forehead. Spoil him. He wondered if anyone had ever spoiled him in his life. He had always tried to achieve everything himself, always proved something to his father, to his classmates, to Nan Chi. And he was used to it, used to holding everything in his own hands and relying only on himself, but...
"Well, here's coffee!" ShiDe turned again, handing ShuYi a plate with a mug and a couple of cookies on it. ShuYi wanted to cry.
"I'm not drinking coffee anymore today," ShiDe interrupted his confusion, and ShuYi raised his eyebrows questioningly.
ShiDe covered his face with his hands, groaning, and then opened them, showing the blush on the apples of his cheeks. Damn, he was mega handsome.
"I drank coffee today, and then...", he looked away, his face turning even redder, "and then I read something, and I was really surprised", he started gesturing around with his hands, "basically my entire monitor, keyboard, and shirt are now covered in coffee. And that's enough coffee for today", he ruffled his hair in embarrassment, then cursed under his breath, trying to slick it back into place.
And ShuYi couldn't help but chuckle, seeing such a charming side of such a collected and serious guy at first glance. Maybe he didn't completely regret now that he had shocked him with his messages, because he was the one looking at this cute reaction now.
"This is not funnyyy...” ShiDe narrowed his eyes, pouting theatrically, and ShuYi couldn't help but start giggling.
This guy was something else.
"Tsk! Look, I'm his mentor, and he's already laughing at me! No respect!" ShiDe threw his hands up, and ShuYi's laughter grew even louder. His headache was throbbing in his temples, but this guy, this Guy!
"That's it, let's go to work!" ShiDe said decisively, making a serious face, although his lips were twitching from a suppressed smile, and he took ShuYi by the shoulders, turning him back to the workroom.
***
ShiDe felt like a stone had been lifted from his soul when ShuYi finally giggled. This sound was the most beautiful thing he had heard in his life, and the guy's eyes, shiny and narrowed from laughter, resembled cute crescents, and he made it a goal to amuse him more often.
They returned to their seats, and fortunately, ShuYi had already moved closer to him.
"Look, this is our main program, this is where we work. You are familiar with it, right? Where did you study?" he asked, turning to ShuYi, and feeling his breath catch from how close he was. He felt the puffs of air escaping from ShuYi's lips, drowned in the caramel sea of his widened, probably from the same, eyes, he..
ShuYi moved back a little, looking at his black monitor.
"At the state university, and you?" he asked quietly.
ShiDe also turned back to the monitor, feeling his heart beating like a bird in a cage, asking to get out. Probably today there were magnetic storms or a parade of planets, or something like that, because he hadn't experienced this for a long time.. maybe even never.
"I.. I studied in America, and six months ago I came back here," he answered, remembering that he told the same thing to that strange guy in the chat this morning. Was today a day of sharing personal information with strangers?
ShuYi simply hummed in response, and ShiDe wanted to slap himself in the face for acting like that, turning back to the monitor.
He showed all the main programs he used to ShuYi's constant "uh-huh" and finally decided to get to work, although he wanted to quit everything and just watch ShuYi all day long.
If he got paid for it, he would be the happiest man on earth.
He never liked it when someone stood next to him while he worked, and this was especially true now, when he was being watched by the most beautiful person on earth with the most beautiful eyes and smile. And a mole. Damn.
He scrolled up and down his code like an idiot, not even able to remember where he had stopped on Friday. Maybe ShuYi had hypnosis or something.
"So, are you okay?" Yu Zhen Xuan suddenly appeared next to him, and ShiDe jumped in surprise.
"Yes, thank you," ShuYi nodded, turning to him, and ShiDe stared at his boss with a pleading look in his eyes. Maybe he would take ShuYi to some kind of meeting, an introduction or something, so that ShiDe could at least collect his thoughts?
"Great. Work. ShuYi, you'll be getting an account and access in a few days, so keep an eye on ShiDe for now, maybe suggest your ideas," Yu Zhen Xuan said, and shit. ShiDe wanted to strangle him. For the first time in his life..
He needed to do something, somehow collect himself, but his brain refused to function at all. He definitely should get an MRI of his brain. He was definitely going to sign up for it after work today.
"Are you okay?" ShuYi asked, slightly wrinkling his eyebrows and tilting his head, and ShiDe realized that he was staring at something (to be precise, at the mole near his eye. It was kind of meditative).
"Yeah, sorry, the whole day has been a mess, I can't collect myself," he said the truth, and ShuYi smiled.
"Believe me, I have too. Maybe there's something with the planets? Mercury retrograde or something?" he said, chuckling, and ShiDe chuckled too, nodding.
Suddenly, ShuYi began to bring his face closer, looking straight into his eyes, and ShiDe literally felt all the hairs on his body stand on end, and his mouth go dry. His breathing quickened, and his gaze quickly twitched to those lips, and then back to those caramel eyes.
Oh god, it was dangerous for them to be like this, he was this close to kissing those plump lips, he was..
"Maybe we should make some more coffee? We can say that you are showing me something else," ShuYi whispered in his ear, and if ShiDe's dick twitched in his pants from that hot whisper and breath on his sensitive neck, then no one needed to know about it.
He chuckled, nodding nervously, trying to hide his reaction, and together they got up from the table, heading towards the kitchen.
ShiDe went back to making coffee, this time for both of them, to try and calm down, while ShuYi leaned his hands on the counter behind his back and watched him.
"What happened to you today, if it's not a secret?" the guy asked, and ShiDe's brain went into overdrive again, trying to figure out what he should tell and what he shouldn't. And trying not to remember that provocative photo in the state he was in now. Damn, well, now those legs and garters were in front of his eyes. Shit.
He swallowed, putting the second mug in the coffee machine.
"I just... everything was fine until I came to work. Then someone got drunk and mixed up the numbers and wrote me a whole bunch of messages, probably addressed to an ex, then I spat out coffee on the monitor, the keyboard and myself out of surprise, then a minute later the boss called me to tell me about the new employee, and then you came right away, and you...", he closed his mouth in time, almost giving away his crush at first sight. Fuck fuck fuck.
"I... are you uncomfortable with me?", asked as if a different person, not playful and confident, but modest and sad, and ShiDe turned around so abruptly to refute this that the hot coffee spilled out of both mugs in his hands, burning his fingers and dirtying the floor.
He whispered "fuck!" putting the mugs on the table and quickly turning on the ice water in the sink. And moments later, hearing that very sound - ShuYi's giggling.
And a few moments later, seeing the guy next to him in his peripheral vision.
"You're really having a bad day. Are you okay?" ShuYi laughed again, and ShiDe glared at him angrily.
"I was just going to say that I'm comfortable with you, but now I'm starting to change my mind," he muttered, feigning hurt, and ShuYi continued to giggle, placing his small hand on his shoulder (WHAT?!), rubbing it a few times, and then picked up the paper towels from the table and began to wipe the floor from the puddles of coffee.
"So, are you alive?" ShuYi asked, approaching him again, and ShiDe turned off the water, looking at his red, numb fingers - either from the boiling water or from the ice water.
Suddenly, black silky hair appeared in front of his eyes, and his hands were in the warmth of soft palms. ShiDe couldn't help but inhale the scent of ShuYi's hair and roll his eyes. Of course, he smelled perfect too.
"It seems fine. You can program," ShuYi raised his head, smiling, but still holding his hands in his. ShiDe thought that maybe he should also get an ultrasound of his heart, because it was beating somehow completely abnormally in close proximity to this guy.
"Thanks for the diagnosis, Dr. ShuYi," he replied, and the guy, fortunately, giggled again.
"Well, shall we go try working again?" he said, taking the mugs, and ShiDe grinned, walking after him. His crush was developing too quickly.
***
ShiDe was... unlike anyone else. He was very smart, which ShuYi realized when they finally got to work, and despite the fact that they were the same age, he was already solving problems at a higher level. A spark of rivalry even ignited inside ShuYi - he promised himself to overtake him in the complexity of tasks in a month, although for this he would have to study a lot at home himself.
ShiDe was also very handsome, which was clear from the morning video, but in real life his beauty was simply unearthly. Surely his girlfriend was a lucky girl, one in a million, who snatched such a guy.
He was also very funny, and after their strange communication in the morning, he seemed to stop being nervous, joking more and more, and ShuYi tried to restrain himself with all his might, so as not to be kicked out for this on his first working day.
It also seemed to him that sometimes ShiDe looked at him with some kind of... attraction. Looked at his lips and eyes, and he wanted to believe it, wanted to feel that he could be desirable for such a guy. But these were most likely his sick fantasies.
Luckily, the fourth coffee helped with the headache, and all ShuYi could concentrate on now was ShiDe's "hmm" while he wrote something in the code and his beautiful long fingers on the keyboard, which probably did a very good job in bed. ShuYi did not imagine, no, them around his throat, inside himself.. Damn, they would have reached so deep..
"Oh, lunch! Did you bring something or are we going to a cafe?" ShiDe smiled, and ShuYi almost choked, as if the guy could read his dirty thoughts right now.
"A cafe," he answered immediately, but then thought about it. ShiDe was forced to spend time with him, and he probably thought that he was obliged to hang out with him during breaks. But if he really had a girlfriend (99.9%), then she probably cooked him something tasty to go (He would cook for him. Maybe. If he learned how). And he didn't want the guy to exchange it for some cafe because of him.
ShiDe had already locked the computer and started to get up from his chair, but ShuYi tugged at his sleeve to make him sit back down.
"If you... if you have home-cooked food to go, then I'll go myself, you don't have to..."
ShiDe interrupted him with a grin. "Of course, sometimes I cook myself lunch, but that's usually when I've watched some TikToks, the rest of the time I have lunch at a cafe. It's really inexpensive here and quite tasty," he smiled, and that was good. That is, the likelihood that he was free increased. But for some reason ShuYi needed to know 100%, so he muttered, immediately blushing, "and your girlfriend doesn’t cook for you?"
ShiDe's gaze changed abruptly, his eyes narrowed slightly as if he was trying to read the subtext of those words, ShuYi could literally feel him getting into his thoughts and digging around, finding out all the details.
"No, I don't have a girlfriend," he said, his voice much lower than usual and almost a whisper, and ShuYi swallowed, feeling the pit of his stomach tickle in hope.. But just because he didn't have a girlfriend didn't necessarily mean that he was..
"I'm gay," the guy added, as if he was actually reading his mind, and ShuYi swallowed a groan. Did ShiDe really get the gist of the question right away? Or was he just such an open book? His father would definitely not approve. Or did ShiDe decide to clarify because he too felt this electricity between them and wanted to..
"Boys, are you going?" a girl asked, and they finally broke eye contact, quickly getting up from their chairs.
***
ShiDe tried not to think, or rather, tried not to hope that ShuYi also found him attractive, so as not to shatter his dreams into reality. But it really seemed to him that their attraction to each other was mutual. He noticed how the guy was glued to his hands and lips, how his eyes were shining. And this question... It couldn't have been for no reason, could it?
The whole office went into the cafe, filling trays with food and sitting down on both sides of the table. Of course, ShuYi was surrounded by girls, and ShiDe was only able to sit opposite him. And he didn't know if it was for the better or for the worse. Would he be able to catch himself in time and not stare at the guy all the time, giving himself away.
On the other hand, the girls, as usual, like on his first day, would start asking questions about all areas of life, and maybe he would find out... The answer to the question that was on his tongue 15 minutes ago.
After three minutes, he felt sorry for the guy. They had been asking about ShuYi's life since his birth, and apparently this had never happened to him before, because he looked at ShiDe with wide eyes and pleadingly.
"Okay, that's it, stop intimidating the guy on his first day at work. You'll get to know him during work. LingXiang, how was your date on Saturday?" he asked, and fortunately, the other girls suddenly turned their attention to her, starting to ask questions, and ShuYi's caramel eyes met ShiDe's again, this time with gratitude, and a small smile appeared on his plump lips.
ShiDe smiled back, winking and began to eat, as usual, disconnecting from the outside world, and not really listening to the girls' stories, only catching individual phrases. His thoughts were now occupied with much more important things.
He wondered what happened to that guy this morning? Did he get into any trouble? He wrote that he would write later, and there was still no message. ShiDe cursed himself once again for even replying to him. Maybe the man died of shame or got drunk again.. What if.. ShiDe suddenly stopped chewing. What if his ex found him, and.. Damn.
ShiDe took out his phone, opening the chat, and biting his lip, wrote:
"um.. are you okay?"
He felt a touch on his ankle and looked up sharply, seeing ShuYi glued to his phone. Probably also decided to escape from women's gossip. His food was practically untouched, and ShiDe was worried, because the guy looked pretty thin anyway. ShiDe really hoped that he didn't have a problem with food.
His phone vibrated, and he opened the chat.
"It's okay, sorry for disappearing. And sorry that you had to read all this and see..) I hope you weren't too disgusted"
ShiDe choked again, now embarrassing himself in front of the entire department, he also needed to make an appointment with an otolaryngologist.
How could he be disgusted? This was a shot hotter than anything he had ever seen in porn. Of course, it was wrong to objectify a person like that, but skinny milky legs in garters and a shirt that showed only the bottom of a delicious little ass...
He cleared his throat, embarrassed by his own thoughts and looked around, hoping that no one noticed his strange behavior and how his ears were burning. Only again his gaze rested on ShuYi's eyes, now as if slightly narrowed, as if shiny, as if defiant. As if he found out what ShiDe was thinking about so shamelessly in the middle of a common dinner. Damn.
ShiDe smiled feignedly, lowering his gaze again to the phone and thinking what to answer now.
"No, I wasn't disgusted..) It was a pretty cheerful morning, better than any alarm clock XD But seriously, I really hope that you're okay and that this idiot won't meet you anymore, because he's a jerk and not worthy.. I don't know you at all, but no one deserves to be with someone like that!" he sent, finally continuing to eat.
"Thank you) Did you delete the photo?" came next, and ShiDe bit his lip. Of course, with such a morning, he hadn't had time to do it yet. But now it was dangerous to scroll up the chat to delete the message, because if someone noticed..
"Sorry, I haven't had time yet. There are colleagues around. But as soon as I'm alone, I'll delete it right away. Don't worry)) I'll send you a screen recording"
He suddenly felt so ashamed. He probably sounded like a pervert now. He needed to delete it right away. But coffee, boss, ShuYi.. He quickly looked up, in case ShuYi needed to be saved again, but luckily the guy was on his phone, smiling, and that was good. Probably. If he was smiling, did that mean he had someone? ShiDe really hoped not, although the chances were slim. Such a perfect guy couldn't be alone for long, unless he wanted to be.
ShiDe grimaced, expecting the next message to be a fuck off, and when the phone vibrated, he carefully opened it.
"I was thinking.. You look and sound like a nice guy. So if you want, you can keep it.. ;)"
ShiDe thought his eyes would fall out at that moment. His brain short-circuited again. What was going on?
Suddenly, he felt a foot on his ankle again and looked up.
ShuYi nodded questioningly, his brows furrowed as if he was worried about his appearance, and ShiDe shook his head a little, coming to his senses and writing down in his mental list of plans that he would need to learn to control his facial expressions.
He smiled and waited for ShuYi to smile, then returned to the phone again. Only he didn't know what to say to that.
"Or am I not your type?" appeared before his eyes, and ShiDe swallowed.
How could he respond to that?
"Well.. we don't know each other and I haven't seen your face but.." he swallowed again, "but the photo is really.. hot..)", he sent, squinting and hoping that he didn't sound too creepy.
"Well, let's go, 10 minutes until lunch is over!" one of the employees shouted and they all started to get ready.
ShiDe felt his phone vibrating in his pants pocket, but he decided to focus on reality, ShuYi, who was walking next to him, asking about his life and trying to amuse him even more (in reality, to get all these dirty thoughts out of his head).
As soon as everyone returned to the office, ShuYi went to the toilet and ShiDe opened this weird chat.
"Hmm..
What if..
I'll send you something else, but will you send me something in return?)"
Wow..
ShiDe really didn't know how to act. Based on that photo and those messages, the guy was about his age. But... Doing virtual sex and sending nudes to a complete stranger, especially after he had already sent his face, was too... dangerous.
"Sorry, but I can't do this..(", he replied, remembering the words of a friend from college about taking risks in life. But he still wasn't ready to risk the money he had just started to have if he was blackmailed, or his reputation if his photos ended up online later.
"Eh.. too bad.. but do you mind talking like this then?" came next, and a weight was lifted from ShiDe's soul.
"No, I don't mind) You still haven't told me your name," he sent, and flinched when ShuYi plopped down on the seat next to him.
"So, shall we continue working?" the guy asked, immediately leaning into his personal space, and ShiDe swallowed nervously, nodding.
Okay, he needed to control himself.
***
ShuYi wasn't an evil person, you understand. But first of all, ShiDe admitted that he found him hot (okay, his legs and a bit of ass), and secondly, he looked super cute, blushing all shades of red, looking around when provocative messages came from an "unknown number".
And ShuYi couldn't stop himself. He wanted to tease him even more. He wanted to see to what state he could bring the guy to. He wanted.. Hell, of course, relationships in the office were usually forbidden, but they said that ShiDe was being transferred to another department soon, so even if they had something (and he wanted them to have something), it wouldn't hurt anyone. And why shouldn't he start now, right?
ShuYi quietly pulled out his phone, making sure ShiDe was engrossed in his code and wrote: "I'll tell you my name if we meet in person;) Are you at work now? Are you thinking about my photo? Does it not distract you?" he sent, quickly putting the phone away and moving closer to ShiDe again.
ShiDe’s phone vibrated, but he was finishing a piece of the cycle engrossed and did not immediately read the message. And ShuYi, like the little devil that he was, moved even closer, touching their hips. This is a normal movement, right? As if by accident. But with the prospect of further seduction.
A few moments later, ShiDe took the phone in his hand and seeing who the message was from, nervously glanced at ShuYi and turned away from him to read it.
ShuYi bit his lip with pleasure watching the guy's ears turn red and how he nervously swallowed, typing a reply. He felt the vibration of a new message, not opening it yet, wanting to see ShiDe's face when he turned around.
And oh, it was worth it, his cheeks were as red as his ears, and he glanced nervously at ShuYi, clearing his throat and turning back to the screen with the phrase, "where were we?"
ShuYi leaned forward, practically leaning on ShiDe to point to the farthest edge of his screen, and felt a sharp exhalation on his neck.
"And here, how did you make this function?" he asked, returning to his chair, and the poor guy was stunned for a few more moments before he began to explain.
ShuYi knew exactly what this function was, so he simply hummed in response, while ShiDe tried to explain everything from the very basics. How perfect he was, damn it.
Maybe that was why ShuYi was so attracted to him. His openness, his kindness, his calmness.
ShuYi imperceptibly leaned back, opening his phone.
"Well.. to be honest, it's a bit distracting. I have to train a new employee.. And this.. is kind of hard to get out of my head. Maybe we can continue tonight?..)", was the answer, and ShuYi sucked his lips into his mouth. God, he was such a good boy.
It seemed like the perfect time to drop the bomb.
"And if I were your new employee, what would you teach me? Maybe we could take a break in the toilet? Or stay in the office after work? I have a kink for office clothes ;)"
He sent, attaching a photo that he had prepared in the toilet after lunch.
***
ShiDe was going crazy. Definitely. This was one of the most stressful days of his life. He didn't know what to do with himself. He tried to explain the job to ShuYi, but his phone was vibrating from the messages of this stranger.
He was not a prude, of course, but he never sexted. Especially not at work.
He saw the notification on his phone screen again. Maybe he should have turned it off? But then he could have missed a call from work, damn.
ShiDe glanced at ShuYi, who seemed to be drinking coffee, so he had a minute to read this message and then really ask this guy to text him tonight. Or not text at all. Although he hadn't had sex in ages, and maybe something would have worked out with this guy, and will distract him from his crush on ShuYi, because he definitely had no chance with him. And falling in love with people at first sight was generally shameful for his age.
As soon as he opened the message, his breath caught in his throat. It was not enough. He didn't need to imagine that ShuYi was writing all this, that he wanted him.. His finger twitched, pressing the download button for the photo, and he felt trembling his lower abdomen. The picture showed a piece of the guy's torso, an unbuttoned white shirt down to the middle of his chest, and a nipple that was just slightly visible.
His skin was as milky as ShuYi's, and it didn't help stop these fantasies. Damn, damn, damn. This guy definitely knew how to drive him crazy.
ShiDe's fingers began to live again, and although he was going to write something like "let's really talk tonight", they wrote, "I would drag you into a stall, lick your neck, moving lower, playing with your nipples until you moaned, and if someone came into the bathroom, you would have to hold back your moans so as not to give us away."
It was only after ShiDe had sent the message that he seemed to come to his senses, not believing that he had written it at all. He noticed that his breathing had already become rapid, and his dick was half-hard, that his face was burning, and in his head there were now clear images of a half-naked ShuYi with shining eyes with him in a toilet stall.
No, this was.. This was not normal. He needed to somehow calm down. Somehow, somehow, magically get his brain back on track.
"ShiDe," the whisper of his name in that voice and the palm on his thigh made him jerk, turning his head and bumping noses with ShuYi, who immediately bent back, but only a little. And then he turned his gaze to ShiDe's lips and back to his eyes. Was he fucking kidding?
"Do you want some water? It's kind of hot in here," he said in a whisper, so hot and seductive, with a glint in his eyes, pushing the collar of his shirt aside with his finger, that ShiDe barely swallowed the moan escaping his throat.
He nodded, swallowing, feeling his cock twitch again. The guy stood up and bent down to his feet to stretch his back or something, but it looked like he was deliberately trying to get ShiDe insane.. Like he was deliberately teasing him so that he couldn't stand it, grabbed him and dragged him..
But ShuYi and the guy in the messages were two different people. It was his sick brain that started perceiving them as one person after the guy's message. He definitely needed to calm down, do something about it. BUT HOW?
His phone vibrated, but he refused to open the message. He refused. Although.. while ShuYi was not around..
"I'm sure I wouldn't be able to hold back my moans. You would have to occupy my mouth with your fingers.. Or something else ;) would you like?" the message read, and ShiDe swallowed his moan again in real life, blocking the phone.
Why did this guy write to imagine his colleague? Now ShiDe had images of ShuYi in his head with his fingers in his plump lips, and then in front of him, on his knees..
"I'm here," ShuYi whispered in his ear, placing the glass in front of him, and resting his palm on his thigh again, so close to his practically dripping cock. ShiDe twitched, biting his lip and squeezing his eyes shut. It was all too much.
"Hey, are you okay?" the new guy asked excitedly, starting to rub his thigh higher towards his leaking cock, and ShiDe jumped up, hitting his knee on the table with a bang, so loud that several colleagues turned to look at him. He hoped that he had covered his crotch without being noticed and rushed to the toilet, quietly saying to ShuYi, "I'll be right there."
Entering the room, he leaned his hands on the sink, looking into the mirror. His face was red, with beads of sweat above his eyebrows, his lips were slightly swollen, he didn't even notice how he was biting them.
What the hell were these two guys doing to him?
He looked down, seeing how his dick was sticking out of his pants quite noticeably and for the first time in his life he was not happy with its size. He needed to do something about it.
God, what a shame.
He walked into the stall, unbuttoning his pants and pulling them down to his knees. Then he decided he had nothing to lose, and to speed up the process, he pulled out his phone, opening the chat.
"Damn, what are you doing to me," he sent, spitting on his palm as he gently grabbed the hot, hard cock.
"Hm? What is it? Don't tell me you're in a toilet stall with a cock in your hand right now ;)"
ShiDe froze for a moment, looking around for cameras. This guy was either a creep, or a hacker who had hacked the phone, or a wizard, otherwise how could he..
"How did you know?.." he wrote.
"Fuck, are you serious? I didn't think that.. Fuck, ShiDe.. tell me how you do it. I want to imagine you," came next, and the guy bit his lip to hold back a groan.
"Although no, tell me what you'd do if I were with you. Please"
ShiDe rolled his eyes, starting to move his hand and type with his left.
"I would kiss you, bite your neck, suck it, so that my hickeys would peek out from behind your collar. I would touch you through your pants until I felt a spot of pre-cum through the fabric"
He sped up his hand, starting to curl the wrist at each rising and imagining the perfect ShuYi under his lips, his lips swollen from kisses, and a milky neck in his teeth.
"I wouldn't stand on ceremony for so long, we don't have much time, I would unbutton your belt and fly, immediately putting my hand inside and taking your hot cock with my little palm", appeared a message.
"Fuck!" ShiDe shouted in a whisper, feeling the pleasure vibrating in his lower abdomen, his legs shaking, he was already so close.
"and then?", he barely typed.
"then I would pull down your pants, squat down and take it in my mouth, imagine my burgundy lips from kissing you stretching around your cock "
"oh god", almost, almost, a couple more minutes..
"ShiDe, are you there? Yu Zhen Xuan is urgently asking to find you", a familiar voice was heard from outside the booth, and ShiDe bit his arm with all his might, squeezing his cock at the base so as not to cum at that moment. The universe definitely hated him today. Why did he have to do all this?
"ShiDe, are you okay? Should I bring you some pills or call a doctor?" ShuYi's worried gentle voice. It was mockery. The most cruel mockery.
"I... I'm fine, I'll be right there", he said, trying to control his breathing.
"really? Do you need help?" the guy asked again, and ShiDe felt his face burning and his dick twitching from the thoughts of how ShuYi would help him now. He squeezed his eyes shut, almost whining in despair.
"It's okay, I'll be there in two minutes, there was an urgent call, and I just came here," he lied through his teeth, and heard an exhalation.
"Okay, then I'll wait there, the boss said that something urgent," the guy repeated, and ShiDe could just hum in response, finally exhaling when he heard the door click shut.
Of course, he couldn't cum now, because he already lost the mood, and it would take him a few more minutes to get back into it, and he didn't have that time, so he hid his cock in his pants, trying to arrange it so that it would be minimally noticeable, and left the stall, going straight to the sink, washing his hands and face in ice water. He looked like a complete mess and was already thinking about really telling that he felt sick and asking to leave early. Because he didn't know how else to justify such an appearance.
The guy dried himself with paper towels, waved his hands at his face, hoping that the redness would go away from his skin by the time he got to his desk, and went out into the hallway.
When his phone vibrated in his pants, he wanted to throw it in the nearest trash can and say that he lost it, but his fingers pressed the message button themselves.
"Are you done?;)"
ShiDe growled.
"No. My new colleague came looking for me and I had to go back to my desk," he wrote with irritation (or frustration, call it what you will).
"Let's continue tonight, this is really not the place," he added, already approaching his desk.
"Well, since you're busy, I'd like to sit under your desk and hold your dick in my mouth while you work, how about that?)" came next, and he cursed again, blocking the phone without answering.
As he turned the corner where his desk was, he almost choked on his saliva. ShuYi was leaning his elbows on his desk, his perfect little ass sticking out in front of him, while Yu Zhen Xuan sat on a chair and wrote something down on a piece of paper.
Damn, will today and this seduction from both sides ever end?
He needed to calm down as quickly as possible, so he started thinking about all the non-sexual things in the world – the grandmother next door in a bathing suit in the garden, his history homework, the time he lost in an Olympiad at school.
Not that any of it helped, but at least his mind wasn't filled with images of ShuYi in the same position, only without pants and with his dick inside him.
"Oh, ShiDe, sit down," Yu Zhen Xuan said to him, and he sat down in ShuYi's place, next to that wiggling ass, but he tried not to think about it.
"ShiDe, look, I know your work day ends in 15 minutes, but unfortunately you have to stay late, you need to read the technical task, and sketch out a work plan so that you and ShuYi can split the code in the morning and start working on it together," he said, and ShiDe wanted to howl.
"Okay, sure," he smiled, hoping he looked friendly.
"Shuyi said he would stay with you to get the hang of it, so share with him too," the man said, clapping him on the shoulder and getting up from the table, leaving ShiDe to stare at one point in defeat and ask the gods or the universe or whatever it was that existed what he had done in his life or in the past to deserve all this.
Suddenly, two hands pressed into his shoulders, massaging them, right in the spots that were most tense from sitting down, and he groaned shamefully, looking around and blushing.
"Come on, ShiDe, let's work together quickly, and then you can go home," Shuyi whispered in his ear, massaging his shoulders a little more, and let go.
Wait, since when do colleagues massage each other's shoulders, damn.
It seems like he won't get out of here alive today. Definitely.
He moved to his work place, opening his mail and the technical task, and ShuYi again moved as close as possible to him, now with a notepad and pencil in his hands.
ShiDe read the document slowly, because firstly, everyone was leaving work, and they were constantly saying goodbye to them, and secondly, because ShuYi made little sounds, similar to sighs and moans here and there, when he understood something and wrote it down. And he also chewed the end of the pencil. And he ... He was the most distracting factor, and ShiDe was on edge.
He felt that as soon as he got home and touched his cock, he would cum in two seconds. He was so hot that he took off his tie and unbuttoned the first two buttons, rolled up his sleeves and almost went crazy when ShuYi did the same, now torturing ShiDe with the milky skin of his chest, his perfect long neck, so similar to that photo. And he tried his best not to connect it all with the photo from yesterday and not to imagine ShuYi in garters, but he was a weak, weak man.
He could barely keep himself from jumping on ShuYi right there, laying him on his back on the table, licking his body until he was shaking with desire, then turning him over onto his stomach, kissing his long legs from his ankles to his inner thighs, then his hole until he was begging to take him and sobbing. He was so on edge that he felt like a feral, crossing one leg over the other to somehow ease the tension of his bursting cock.
"Shit, I'm sorry," ShuYi cursed, dropping the pencil under ShiDe's table, leaning his hand on his thigh, spreading his legs and immediately diving down.
And why did the last message from that number pop up in ShiDe's mind at that moment? Would he finally be able to concentrate if his cock was trapped between those plush lips? If ShuYi would cock-warming him until he wrote out all the tasks and then fuck him on that table for being a good boy.
ShiDe wanted to cry, looking at him there, so close, knowing that it would never happen and that it was just his sick fantasy.
ShuYi finally found his damn pencil, turning his face to get out and staring at ShiDe's arousal. Of course.
His eyes widened and ShiDe cursed the day he was born. He had nowhere to run, he couldn't justify himself, he didn't know what to do. And his heart stopped when ShuYi pulled his phone out of his pants pocket. Great. He would call HR and report ShiDe for harassment. And it would be deserved. It would be deserved.
His phone vibrated and he was surprised at how quickly the HR department staff worked at this time of day. He pressed his lips into his mouth, looking resignedly at ShuYi still under his desk, and despite opening the message, only then turning his gaze to the screen.
"So, would you like to bring to life this idea?" the message read, and ShiDe felt the adrenaline rush into his blood, and sweat come out of every pore of his body. His eyes widened, and he turned his gaze to ShuYi. This couldn't be.. This couldn't.. Fucking.. Be..
There was a smirk on ShuYi's lips, and his eyes were shining.
This couldn't be. No. No. No.
He swallowed, typing.
"Is that you?"
And immediately seeing how the screen of the guy's phone lit up under the table.
No, no, no, no, fucking no.
ShuYi looked up from the screen at him, still smiling. His eyes seemed to be getting darker with each passing moment.
"yes or no?" he said in a low voice, crawling closer and placing his hands on his knees.
"oh FUCK," he cried out, throwing his head back, "how?" he groaned hysterically, afraid to look down. This was a dream. Or a nightmare.
Shuyi giggled, moving his palms higher and higher on his thighs, and his pelvis jerked up involuntarily, and his eyes dropped down.
Damn, what he had been imagining all day was not even a second close to what he saw in front of him now.
Shuyi's cheeks were the color of peonies, he was biting his lip with his pearly teeth, and his eyes.. his eyes were the hottest thing ShiDe had ever seen in his life. Half-closed, so beautiful and seductive.
He wanted him.. he wanted him so much..
"Probably fate," ShuYi whispered, raising an eyebrow, and ShiDe couldn't hold back any longer, pushing the chair back and falling to his knees in front of him, clutching his face in his hands.
"Do you really want this?" he asked in a whisper, and the answer was soft lips on his. One of them moaned loudly into the empty office, or maybe it was both of them, clinging to each other with their hands and connecting their lips again and again in a hungry, greedy kiss. ShiDe couldn't stop, couldn't stop for a moment, absorbing this ambrosia, this gift from the gods, that ShuYi's lips were.
When his sweet, coffee-flavored tongue touched ShiDe's tongue, he moaned again, starting to suck on it, intertwining it with his own, moving his hands lower and pulling ShuYi onto his lap, although it was not very comfortable.
Fuck, it felt like all his dreams had come true at once, like he'd opened his eyes from the hottest dream of his life and found himself inside him. Because that hot body fit perfectly in his arms, ShuYi's weight felt perfect on his lap and crotch, his nails perfectly squeezing and scratching his shoulders and back, his tongue, lips, sighs, moans, fuck.
"Fuck, what are you doing to me," he moaned, breaking the kiss and looking at ShuYi, and almost came from the sight of him. The guy already looked fucked out like a porn star, he was so hot, he was everything ShiDe could and could not dream of.
"Same question," ShuYi whispered into his lips, running his tongue over his lips, then letting him suck it in.
***
Fuck, ShuYi certainly wanted to know how much he could bring ShiDe to, but he definitely didn't expect THIS. It was like a switch had been flipped, like he wanted to eat ShuYi out completely. He threaded his fingers through the back of ShuYi's head and squeezed, forcing his head back and immediately biting into his neck.
ShuYi's eyes rolled back, and his whole body shook from it. He dug his nails into the boy's back harder to keep from falling backwards, even though he felt like he might faint.
"You're so fucking hot," ShiDe whispered before gently biting the juncture between his neck and shoulder, and ShuYi whined, pushing his hips forward and feeling his eyes grow wet. The boy continued to move lower, kissing and licking his collarbones, pushing him back like a doll and breathing hot air onto his nipple.
"Driving me crazy all day, fuck, ShuYi. You make me feral," ShiDe moaned before pulling the bud into his mouth, sucking it, licking it, biting it.
ShuYi felt his whole body vibrating with excitement, his shirt sticking to his lower back with sweat, his cock leaking from these caresses, from these words. No one had ever made him feel so desired, so sexy before. He didn't want it to end, but he also wanted.. He wanted them closer, more naked, hotter, body to body, skin to skin.
ShiDe seemed to read his thoughts, abruptly releasing the tortured burgundy nipple and pulling him back into a slippery hot kiss, simultaneously unbuttoning the remaining buttons on his shirt, and ShuYi unbuttoned his with shaking hands, finally placing his palm on the hot flesh.
Damn.
He broke the kiss, breathing raggedly and looking down at those perfect pumped up pectorals, running his palm lower, over the heaving chest, the abdominal muscles contracting from his touch, to the happy trail that went into his pants, from which the big hard cock was sticking out even so noticeably.
ShuYi touched it as if enchanted, and ShiDe's whole body trembled, and he let out a loud groan, jerking towards his hand. A moment later, his forehead rested against ShuYi's forehead.
"Baby, what do you want, tell me. I'm ready to do anything for you," he whispered, and ShuYi's breath caught. He didn't know what he wanted. He wanted everything. All of ShiDe, in every possible way. But he didn't know where to start.
He definitely wanted to cum, preferably quickly, but having sex in the office would be inconvenient and dangerous. He pulled ShiDe into a kiss, unbuttoning his belt and fly and finally taking his cock in his hand. He groaned again at its heat and hardness, smearing the precum with his thumb over the head and swallowing ShiDe's moan.
How beautiful he was, damn. Now, with his disheveled hair and rolled-up eyes, with wrinkled beautiful eyebrows and wide-open red kissed lips. He was a wet fantasy. In reality. And belonging only to Shuyi.
He pressed a little with his other hand on ShiDe's chest, and he leaned on his hands behind him, looking at him with a clouded look, with a question, with a plea, with a whole galaxy in his eyes.
ShuYi raised himself a little, hanging over him, leaning on his hand on the floor and starting to play with the guy's cock with his other hand, breathing hotly into his mouth, watching how he wanted to close his coffee-colored eyes from pleasure, but fought with himself, looking at ShuYi, watching him.
His cheeks were a beautiful pink shade, his eyes were filling with tears more and more, his whole body was shaking, his cock was pulsating in ShuYi's hand more and more, but he obediently still leaned on his hands, looking as if he was receiving both torture, because he could not touch ShuYi, and pleasure.
ShuYi thought that he could cum without touching himself, just looking at him, at this deity, in a pre-orgasmic madness. From his breathing, his moans, his eyes. He felt that ShiDe was close, so close, almost..
Suddenly the guy's hand squeezed his wrist, stopping him.
"I.. I want to do it together," ShiDe barely whispered, and..
"Fuck," he cursed, rising all the way to his knees and quickly unbuttoning his pants and pulling them down along with his boxers. He hissed as his wet and hot cock met the cold air, but ShiDe was already there, of course he was, kneeling opposite him as well and wrapping his hot, large hand around both of their cocks, his other hand wrapped around ShuYi's waist.
Damn, it was too much. ShuYi buried his face in his shoulder, holding onto it like a lifeline, shaking both from the knowledge that they were connected in the most intimate way and from the feeling of ShiDe's hot cock sliding over his cock, his hand finding the perfect pace, wrapping around at the perfect moments, again and again, and again.
"Oh god, oh god, oh god," he moaned, feeling the electricity run through his body, shaking, wetting ShiDe's shirt with his tears and drool, "Oh god, fuck, Shi-ShiDe,"
"Come on, come on, ShuYi, come on," a low voice vibrated through his subcortex, throwing ShuYi over the edge. His body began to convulse, he bit into ShiDe's shoulder to hold back a scream, pushing into the guy's hand, milking his orgasm while the guy's mouth was wide open, running down his neck, breathing hotly, licking the lines with the tip of his tongue.
ShuYi thought this orgasm would last forever, when he felt a new portion of liquid on his cock and stomach - now from ShiDe's cumming.
They fell to the floor, still pressed into each other, shaking into each other, breathing into each other, unable to come to their senses.
A few moments later, they heard the sound of a cart outside the office and jerked back, looking at each other with frightened eyes. Cleaners. They hadn't taken into account that cleaners worked in the evenings. Fuck.
The guys quickly jumped up, tucking their cocks, stained with their shared cum, into their pants, buttoning their shirts a couple of buttons, slicking their hair with their hands, and sat down in their chairs, fortunately, their backs were to the door.
Damn, ShuYi cursed himself again. Today, his brain was giving out too many crazy ideas. Maybe it was because of ShiDe, of course. How were they going to leave here? The cleaning lady would understand everything from their appearance, and from the smell, and if he had just settled in and could find another place to work, then there could be problems for ShiDe, and how could he have set him up like that because of his lack of sex, damn it.
The door opened, and they both turned their heads.
The cleaning lady widened her eyes a little, and ShuYi felt his face turn red in an instant.
"Sorry, we'll be done soon, and you can clean up here. Ten minutes, okay?" ShiDe said in a perfectly composed, sweet voice, as if he hadn't been moaning and groaning for the last thirty minutes. ShuYi turned to him, surprised. Who was this guy?
"Of course, ShiDe! Have a nice evening! I'll come by later! And thanks for the cakes the day before yesterday!" ShuYi heard from behind him, and his eyes widened even more as ShiDe nodded and smiled.
As the door closed, his gaze shifted to ShuYi.
"What?" he asked, still smiling.
"You... are you friends with everyone here?" ShuYi asked.
ShiDe giggled, shrugging, "I like hanging out with nice people."
Yeah, so he probably thought ShuYi was a nice person.
"Well, I guess we can't go through the technical task today, I'll do it tomorrow morning, let's get ready," ShiDe whispered, reaching out and stroking ShuYi's cheek.
"Hey, we'll do it together! I was the one distracting you all day.. and.. Now," he bit his lip, looking away out of shame.
ShiDe chuckled, taking his chin in his fingers and turning it towards himself.
"I'd love to say that I wouldn't mind such distractions, but I'm afraid I'll be out of a job then," the guy smiled so hard that micro wrinkles appeared at the corners of his eyes. Damn, he was divine.
"Okay, let's get together and discuss this after we get out of here," he said, kissing ShuYi's lips and rummaging through his bag.
***
When they had somehow wiped most of it off with wet wipes, tried to make themselves look presentable and went outside, a light autumn breeze blew and ShiDe finally seemed to sigh for the first time, as if his consciousness was starting to return.
Damn, what was today all about? What had they done, what did it all mean. And HOW did it all happen anyway. And what would happen now? He had too many unanswered questions.
"Sorry," he heard from the side, and he turned his head sharply towards ShuYi.
"For what?" he asked, wrinkling his eyebrows. His heart sank in fear, he really hoped that this wasn't some kind of test before promotion, otherwise all his plans for the future life..
ShuYi smiled sadly, rubbing his face with his palm and looking to the side.
"Sorry.. It.. I really sent you messages by accident. More accurately, I sent them to that bastard when I was drunk, and I was horrified when you responded and sent me your video. And when I saw five minutes later that you were my mentor here, I thought I would go crazy with shame," he chuckled again, "but you turned out to be so.. Calm and caring, and handsome.. And.. I don't know what came over me.. I just liked feeling so calm, so cheerful, and so.. desirable.. And you look really funny when you're embarrassed," he smiled, still afraid to look at ShiDe.
ShiDe swallowed, not understanding how all this was possible.
"Well.. yeah.. I know it sounds like a drama. But.. yeah," he smiled sadly.
"And.. wait," ShiDe covered his face with his hands and rubbed it harshly, trying to come to his senses.
"How long ago did you break up with him?" he finally asked, lowering his hands from his face.
ShuYi smirked in disgust, "Two years ago."
"And..", ShiDe shook his finger in the air again, "And what about yesterday..", his cheeks turned a little red again.
ShuYi closed his eyes, sucking in air through his teeth.
"Yesterday, my friends and I went out to celebrate my new job. And I met him there. And he.. He," ShuYi made quotation marks with his fingers in the air, "was worried about how I could live without him. So dependent and ugly, and.."
"What the fuck?!" ShiDe screamed, causing ShuYi to flinch from the loud sound and widen his eyes, "I mean.. you are the most beautiful person I have ever met!" he said, feeling the rage burning inside him. How could someone say such a thing to SHUYI, an angel incarnate.
ShuYi couldn't help but smile and the soft blush on his cheeks.
"That's probably why I came up with this idiotic plan to seduce you.. Because you wrote that the photo was hot and looked.. Looked like you liked me..", he said, looking at his shoes.
"Of course I like you," ShiDe said quietly, and ShuYi closed his eyes.
"And of course I find you attractive. I imagined you when he.. When you wrote me all those hot things," he whispered, taking the boy's face in his hands.
ShuYi's eyes suddenly flew open.
"Oh..", was all he could say.
"Oh..." ShiDe repeated, smiling with one corner of his lips, taking another step forward, "so now that we've sorted out the whole situation...", he whispered, swallowing the uncertainty before asking the next question, "then we can go to one of our places to get to know each other better, figure out why the universe decided to bring us together in such a sophisticated way and come to work early together tomorrow to actually work."
ShuYi grinned, nodding and pressing his sweet lips to his. "I'd like that," he whispered between kisses. And damn, how ShiDe would like it too.