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1. I Hate How Much I Love You, Boy by KhiaReads

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   14 Dec 2025

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Episode: s01e04 Rose (Heated Rivalry)
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Autism Spectrum
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Hair-pulling
   • Sub Shane Hollander
   • Subspace
   • Anxiety Disorder
   • Aftercare
   • Frottage
   • Hand Jobs
   • Non-Sexual Intimacy
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Canon Rewrite
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

   Summary

   Ilya knows fleeting nights, club lights, and nameless bodies—never letting anyone close enough to glimpse what’s beneath. Permanence isn’t for him, yet Shane makes him want to make room. Alternate ending to episode 4: Ilya calls Shane by name for the first time, sending Shane into a spiral, but allows Ilya to be there for him.

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