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1. I could have been wild, I could have been free, (but nature played this trick on me) by vy_cookie

   Fandoms: SFTH Roleplay Backstage (Discord Server RPF), Original Work  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   02 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Pandora (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)/Pumpkin Queen (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Unrequited Pierre (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)/Pandora (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • V/Vy (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Pierre (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Pandora (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Pumpkin Queen (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Original Characters
   • Rowe (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Emelin (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Kerosene/Ren (SFTH Roleplay Backstage)
   • Not Beta Read
   • War
   • Alternate Universe
   • The Grand Gaus War
   • Gender Issues
   • Internalized Transphobia
   • mentions of rape/noncon
   • Serious Injuries
   • Diary/Journal
   • diary format
   • Childhood Trauma
   • does it count as childhood trauma if mc is still a kid? idk
   • V/Vy (SFTH Roleplay Backstage) Needs A Hug
   • Angst
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Characters after V are only mentioned
   • Character Study
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicidal Thoughts

   Summary

   A collection of diary entries from one of the youngest soldiers fighting in the Grand Gaus War, [redacted] also known as V.

   Series

   • Part 3 of V's mission to make sfthrpcord a canonical ao3 tag (RPF Fics)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,624

   Chapters:

   19/?

   Kudos:

   6

   Hits:

   28