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some kill, some steal (some break your heart) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Jun 2022
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Dazai was not normal and the absence of humanity and and emotion in his eyes proved that. Because Dazai's eyes looked dead. They always did, that's why no one noticed. If they did they would have noticed, that to him, suicide was never a joke. Despite a decade of failed and foiled attempts, Dazai still tried. He knew he would win in this gamble of life and death one day.
______Basically me creating Soukoku angst to torture yall and myself.
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i've dug two graves for us, my dear by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Jun 2022
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Chuuya knew Dazai. He knew him more than anyone ever did or could. That's why he knew when that dumbass texted him, it wasn't a joke.
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i was lost within the darkness (but then i found you) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Aug 2022
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Atsushi sees the news of the headmaster's death, he doesn't take it well. Nakajima Atsushi breaks but luckily someone is there to pick up the pieces.
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Dazai wishes to die for his birthday. The Agency and his partner wish the opposite.
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cause i'm a young man built to fall by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Jun 2022
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Dazai finally succeeds
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nobody said it was easy (no one ever said it would be this hard) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Jul 2022
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"Odasaku is dead"
The words feel foreign to his tongue as he speaks in a blank, utterly monotone voice. His eyes are no different as emotionless, dark yet horrifically empty eyes stay locked onto the makeshift grave in front of him.
Or, Dazai's call to Ango after Oda's death.
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all the patience that i've got (it's not enough to save me) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Jul 2022
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Was it Dazai who didn't notice? was the blank look on Chuuya's face actually concern? did the shine and softness in Odasaku's eyes hold worry as well?
Dazai didn't know. He doesn't know.
And now.. after leaving it all behind. Dazai doesn't think he wants to know.
Or, three times the Agency worry about Dazai, and one time they actually do something about it.
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Dazai put the bottle to his mouth, throwing his head back and taking it all in one go. He smiled at the empty bottle before letting it fall down the building, just like he would in a matter of time.
Or, Dazai calls Chuuya while being drunk and before killing himself.
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suicide (in your arms tonight) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Jul 2022
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Chuuya gaped at him for a second. The audacity this man had to use him, Nakahara Chuuya, the Port Mafia's most prominent executive, as a coat hanger. How dare he just walk into Chuuya's apartment and act like it was his own!?
Or, Dazai comes to Chuuya's apartment to see him one last time and Chuuya realises his intentions.
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a war so dangerous, yet so beautiful by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
14 Jul 2022
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The reason Dazai had rushed to the bar Chuuya was at, was because despite leaving everything behind, Dazai never ignored Chuuya. So, when he received a morbid voice message from his former partner, Dazai didn't waste a second before rushing to his location.
Or, Dazai is in hiding after leaving the Port Mafia, he gets a text, thinks Chuuya is in danger, and rushes to him
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The same boy who called him a Chibi earlier entered the classroom before coming and taking a seat right next to him. Chuuya took a deep breath, maybe he didn't mean it earlier and it was just a slip of the ton-
"So, the tiny Chibi isn't a seventh grader?"
Oh for the love of God. Was it too late to change schools again?
Or, Nakahara Chuuya transfers to a new school, and it's everything like he expects it to be.
Well... mostly. If you can ignore the stupidly cute bandaged freak that keeps annoying him.
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Previously named 'i knew you were trouble when you walked in (so shame on me for falling in love)'
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- Part 11 of i see you as you see yourself through all the books you read.
- Part 1 of The Book's creation of AUs
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The sniper easily moved around them, aiming perfectly each time yet failing due their skills and abilities. Atsushi easily defended Akutagawa's back and Akutagawa, vice versa. Gunshots echoed in the broken shell of a mall while the two young adults fought. The new Double Black were fighting in an unbeatable way.
Or, Akutagawa says something he regrets, and Atsushi gets shot
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you were my home (you were my everything) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Jul 2022
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As soon as he went home and saw the tear-stained note stating an apology and the ruins of his car, Nakahara Chuuya realised that Dazai Osamu had left him, and he was never coming back.
Or, Chuuya learns of Dazai's betrayal
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always the moon (never the sun) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Jul 2022
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The stars were shining brightly, the moon almost taunting Chuuya with it's beauty. He didn't know that Dazai would value his moon so less, he didn't know he would mean so little to Dazai.
Or, Chuuya compares himself to Oda, compares a moon to the sun
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It sounds stupid, but Dazai can see himself as the black stain on the ceiling. A darkness staining the side of light, a single abomination in a world of humans.
Or, Dazai's thoughts reign his existence
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our little fantasy (it shattered like my heart) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Jul 2022
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Chuuya glared at the snowglobe sitting on his table with tears in his eyes, as if doing so would bring Dazai back.
Or, Chuuya after Dazai's departure
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it's hard to lose a chosen one. by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Jul 2022
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The two weeks of unexplained absence was fine. Chuuya wouldn't have been this mad if Dazai had actually defected. But to go as far as pranking him that he was dead? hell no.
Or, Dazai commits suicide after leaving the port mafia, Chuuya recieves the news.
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i can't save us, my atlantis, we fall (we built this town on shaky ground) by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
08 Aug 2022
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They won the war, at what cost? they won the battle, yet still lost everything they ever fought for.
Or, the aftermath of the war
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At first, it was the shock. He stood there, jaw slacked and beautiful gold and purple eyes wide in disbelief. Then hit the realisation. As he stared at the familiar dark-haired man standing less than ten meters away from him, alive.
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the only mistake, that we didn't make... was run by EmeraldEclipse
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Aug 2022
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Right next to him, leaning his back to a rock, sits a familiar-looking asshole covered in blood and bruises, his bandages stained red and clothes covered in dirt and dust.
Or, Dazai and Chuuya have a heart to heart conversation on the verge of death
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