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    Crowley had always known Aziraphale to feel Love. There were other emotions, too, at the beginning - always from people, places, things. Besotted as he is, Crowley can't seem to keep up with concealing his failings while trying to teach himself the same trick.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    After asking Aziraphale a strange question, Crowley disappears. Can Aziraphale work out what happened to him? And more importantly, can he save him before it's too late?

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    “No.” Aziraphale sat up, throwing his senses wide, searching, seeking, all the way to the edges of the world. “Crowley!” His frantic cry, amplified by his angelic power, rippled through the minds of every being with even the slightest occult sensitivity. Miles away, Anathema sat up in bed, and reached in panic for her lover when she felt the new absence in the world. Down the street from Jasmine Cottage, Adam Young tumbled from his covers, reaching out himself with what remained of his power. What he found was so terrible he fled from it, running to climb into bed with his parents like he hadn’t since he’d been very small.

    “No,” the angel said again, his voice small and lost amid the stacks of lonely books. “No.” He pushed himself up with trembling hands, climbed to his feet, and didn’t stop running until he stood outside the door to Crowley’s Mayfair flat.

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    21 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    It's fine that he's married—until it isn't. So Ed takes off on a train for points west to collect himself, and collect wisdom from some old friends, sending dispatches back home to Ma in the form of pithy postcards he finds along the way.

    Basically: sometimes you have to leave just so you can come home again.

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    one thousand years ago, Lis/Ghostalservice won a fic commission from me as part of Our Flag Means Pride's fundraiser. i wish i had written this faster, but time makes fools of us all. i adore you, you make me laugh every day. i hope you like these words about trains and postcards. xoxoxox

    big BIG thanks to KnivesInFeet and @tightenupmate for the thoughtful and speedy beta!

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    30 Oct 2025

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    The one where thesmallestchurch kills it. Again.

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    What if Stede had seen Ed leaving Jackie'z in 2x7 and intercepted him? What if they hooked up about it?

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    14 Jun 2025

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    Lovely alt ending to Season 2 without any of that break-up and murder nonsense.

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ed eats a lot of oranges.

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    07 Jun 2025

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    When you feel like a good cry.