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Ivan’s not afraid. He’s not afraid but his hands were trembling and his breaths were shallow and he found himself wishing won’t you look at me, please?
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Hyuna was a fool.
She saw bright hair and the prettiest smile and cursed her weak heart as she found herself saying, “Follow me,”
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Some small, awful and cruel part of her just wanted to shake Till. To shout that Ivan was still here, that he would get another chance. Ivan would heal, he would live, they would enjoy things together. They could be happy. But Mizi? She would spend the rest of her life wishing for even just one more conversation. She would spend the rest of her life wishing she could just hold Sua once more. She would spend the rest of her life wishing and wishing, to say I’m sorry, to say I love you, to say I wanted to grow old with you and sing our duets together and plant some real flowers and let you braid my hair.
She hated that she was so cruel.
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A story of healing and of healing each other.
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02 Aug 2026
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Strong arms locked around Till, holding him back, but the insanity came in violent spasms. He needed to hear his voice again. Sickness festered in his gut until it coursed through his constricted throat; it burned as his voice clawed out. “I…van…”
His hand lashed out again, viciously pointing, panic boiling in his chest. “Iva…n.”
✿ Or: Eight years after the Alien Stage was blown up, Till found some semblance of peace with the rebels. But, of course, fate decides to fuck with him. He searches for Ivan.
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28 Jul 2026
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“Till, you’re alive?”
It worked. Did his plan work?
He wasn’t dead?
Was he dreaming then?
Had he gone mad?
“Yeah,” Till drew a smiley face onto his arm with X’s for eyes.
“I’m alive?” He felt around his face. Was he truly alive?
Till paused his doodling to shoot the most bewildered look at Ivan, “No, you’re dead.”
“Wait really?” His heart plummeted. Then how was this all possible?
“Oh my god,” he face-palmed, “I was joking. You’re clearly alive, idiot.”
“I am?” He let out a relieved sigh. But then where was the alien stage?
“Did you perchance leave your one functioning braincell in the cafeteria?” Till scowled at him.
One moment he was facing off Till. He was dying. But the next he wakes up in some high school where nothing makes sense anymore. He’s alive, so is Till. But how are they both alive? And what the hell is Sua doing here? Ivan has to adapt to his new life while trying to understand, well, everything.
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26 Jul 2026
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Ivan and Sua were captivated by how their universes shined on the ice. They were by far their biggest fans. They were angels and the dark haired duo were entranced by their beauty and elegance. They had issues looking anywhere else but at them.
Basically a figure skater Till and Mizi au with their ceo partners
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23 Jul 2026
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This is an au I've been rolling around in my head ever since Io was first introduced.
Let her be a rebel and let Till have a childhood.- Words:
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22 Jul 2026