HyacinthusAlas
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I don't want to talk about anything / Lay on your lap when I'm crying by HyacinthusAlas
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
08 May 2026
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Neil considers this for a moment. His hand returns to Todd’s head, now resting on the back of his hair. “You’re not just Todd,” he finally says, voice quiet and as level as he can keep it (which, frankly, wasn’t very). “You’re our Todd.”
“…our… our Todd?”
“Yeah. Keating’s, the Poets’… mine.” Neil’s hand runs through the boy’s hair, gentle and slow. “Not theirs, never theirs… You’re smart, you're kind... Todd, you're the best poet I know."//
OR: Todd Anderson got a poor grade on his history final-- with that in tandem with recent family stress, his anxiety boils over. Neil Perry finds him crying in the bathroom and brings him some comfort.
Fic title from "anything" by Adrianne Lenker
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neil perry is a city guy through and through.
being forced to spend the summer at a farm somewhere in the middle of texan nowhere sounds like a nightmare, but neil can hardly say not to his father. and as if the glaring sun and country boredom weren't enough, the farmer's son is an annoying asshole.
and very attracive.
OR: anderperry but on a farm. yeehaw.
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When Todd and Neil’s radiator breaks, they end up agreeing to share a bed until it gets either repaired or replaced. Emotions are repressed and then promptly spewed out. That’s it. That’s the fic.
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The Mountain Is You by ItsAlwaysYesWithYou_3 for HyacinthusAlas
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
06 Aug 2026
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Neil really was just looking for Todd’s poetry anthology.
He had every intention of actually studying for once and keeping his grades up, but finding a book full of poems about himself kind of derailed those plans... -
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On the freezing eve of the play, Todd and Neil share a twin mattress and the strong, sweet taste of wine. While Neil poetically whispers about a future he'll never know, Todd finally learns what it means to want to be alive. Even if only until the next day.
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the only girl i'd ever love is neil in drag, by VmpirsWillNvrHurtU
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
14 Jul 2026
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12 seconds or so too late (Todd counted under his breath), Neil stumbled onto the stage. For a second, everything was fine. Todd leaned forward in his seat anticipatingly, waiting for the first line, ready to mouth along as he always did. It was fine, until it wasn’t. Todd felt his stomach do the most embarrassing flip as he stared, dumbfounded, at his roommate up on the stage.
or, neil perry gets cast as the female lead in a play. Todd has a devastating realisation in the audience that the way he feels about Neil may be a little more than "just friends" as he stares at him in drag.