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    "How do you know you're talking to an extroverted engineer? He looks at your shoes when he's talking to you."

    Adopt their costumes and pageantry. Form yourself into something quaint but harmless. With his scruff and plaid and social awkwardness and lack of eye contact, Will Graham is, for the first time in his life, normal.

    The FBI agents and psychologists knocking on his doorstep won't change that.

    AU: Instead of going into law enforcement, Will decides to major in computer science in college instead. Partially inspired by Mr. Robot (only by premise - there is no Mr. Robot plotline).

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    In limbo after Sam goes to Stanford and John heads out on a solo hunt, and short on cash, Dean takes a job that just may be more dangerous than the one he already has: crab fishing in the Bering Sea. This is not quite a crossover with "Deadliest Catch," but borderline.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    A lot of things went wrong that day, and, I guess, not a lot of things have gone right since that day. It was the beginning of the end for me. A part of me died that night and the rest felt like it died in the weeks and months that followed  

     
    Dean Winchester doesn't remember the week before he woke up in a hospital with a tube down his throat. He doesn't know what happened and no one will tell him. The doctor, instead, insists that he needs time to remember, insists that healing shouldn't be rushed. And, insists that this needs to be done somewhere that isn't at home.

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    Psychiatric Facility AU, where Cas and Dean help each other heal and remember what it means to really live.
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    To be honest, I think I just so desperately needed them to go to therapy that I wrote it myself.

     

    Now Complete

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    26 Feb 2026

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    absolutely stunning, gives me hope while i myself am hospitalized ❤️‍🩹

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    Sure, Dean’s cursed to die—cursed to have his breath stolen from him—on his twenty-fourth birthday. Uh-huh, thanks for that, Mom. Some real Rapunzel bullshit, there.

    But here’s the thing: Dean’s a hunter. He’s got iron around his neck, jade on his wrists, and Latin on his tongue. Ain’t no fucking curse gonna take him and then move on to Sammy after.

    He doesn’t expect that his curse has a name.

    But what kind of name is ‘Castiel,’ anyway?

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Dean's always loved books.

    (OR: You know how Dean Winchester is an autodidact who built an EMF machine out of a Walkman, got his GED just because, knows the difference and nuances in Vonnegut's works, is good at strategy and LARPs, easily references Tolstoy and ancient Greek fables, and has a huge pop culture knowledge base because he soaks up everything like a sponge? Me too. And you know how Supernatural usually wants us to pretend that's not true? Yeah ... how about fuck that?

    A #DeanStudies fic that proposes Dean has an interior life, a brain in his head, and the urge to do better. Oh and, of course, it fixes the finale!)

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    18 Jan 2026