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    if you are hungry then take note by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    11 May 2021

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    beloved—my brutal ephemeral monument :

    if you are hungry then take note of my fleshycontiguousbody,

    my ocean, my confidence scheme—

    won't you eat? won't it be well? won't your mouth

    tremble fervently at the betrayal of my breast,

    my proun, my enterprise?

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    12 May 2026

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    Orange Juice by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    05 Jun 2026

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    Another “Cas comes back” fic. Because I believe in happy endings (even if you have to wade through pools of angst to get there).

    “We wouldn’t trade you for the world, Cas. And I know you’re into all the self-sacrificing bullshit, but maybe it’s time to just settle down and let people—” he almost says love “—care about you.”

    New chapter every Friday!

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    In Through the Out Door by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    10 Jan 2021

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    In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.

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    "No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.

    Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.

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    The Goldenrod Revisions by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    24 Jan 2021

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    A rewrite of Supernatural’s final two episodes, expanded into a five episode arc - in which Chuck needs to be defeated, Castiel deserves to be saved, and the characters in this story get a very different ending.

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    Casanova (Fucked Me Over) by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    25 Feb 2018

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    Castiel has a six-year-long argument with God. Dean can't fix it, but he can definitely blame himself. (Sam can't believe he has to live through this story twice.)

    A love story.

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    11 May 2025