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Tommy struggles to adjust after an accident at work leaves him unable to fly due to permanent hearing loss.
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- Part 4 of BuckTommy Angst Week
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30 May 2026
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Buck forgot what he was looking for the moment his fingers closed around the velvety ring box he’d shoved in the back of his junk drawer all those months ago. When he’d first thrown it in there, he’d been positive that its presence would haunt him.
And at first it had. Every time he’d gone to get a rubber band or a takeout menu from the drawer or shoved an unopened package of compostable flatware in because he never knew when he might need then or hid another medical bill he never expected to live long enough to pay from himself as though hiding it could make it go away, he’d had to make a concerted effort not to look at the box.
And eventually he’d not-looked at it enough that he’d stopped seeing it. And then the detritus of his life had shoved the box further and further towards the back of the drawer until he couldn’t see it anymore.
But now it was in his hand.
The box Tommy had refused to take back when Buck had told Tommy he couldn’t get married. That he couldn’t force Tommy to tie himself to Buck in sickness and in health when they were staring down the barrel of far more sickness than health. The kind of sickness that was likely to part them with death
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- Part 3 of BuckTommy Angst Week
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30 May 2026
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Tommy can’t breathe. His palms tingle. Sweat, cold and slick, coats his upper lip. It feels like a giant has reached down and wrapped its fist around his chest, trapping the air in his lungs.
He can’t breathe.
He barely registers the pain of his knees hitting the rooftop as he fights his way out of his flight helmet trying to get fresh air to his lungs.
“Woah, Kinard! What’s happening?” Donato’s there. She sounds like she’s underwater.
“What happened?” That’s Gonzalez, sounding equally garbled.
Tommy can’t say anything. Can barely even hear his crew above the rushing of his own blood. He squeezes his eyes shut and tries not to see the patient’s face: one of the two they’d flown in from a multi-vehicle pile-up. One half of a couple who so desperately wanted to tell his boyfriend he loved him.
Tries not to think of Ev-Buckley superimposed over the patient – so full of awe and earnestness, a recipe for heartbreak.
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Tommy has a panic attack after seeing Buck on a call and then hearing a patient's story about how he met his boyfriend
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- Part 2 of BuckTommy Angst Week
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30 May 2026
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Buck goes to Sal's house on a day that the three of them were supposed to have together time.
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- Part 16 of regressed buck series
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29 May 2026
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Tommy learns something new about Buck.
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27 May 2026