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- The Terror (TV 2018) (70)
- Good Omens (TV) (35)
- The Magnus Archives (Podcast) (6)
- The OA (TV) (6)
- Our Flag Means Death (TV) (6)
Recent works
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all this blue to get to you by attheborder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
05 May 2026
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AU where Jay really doesn't remember. Matt and the cover band take to the road in a high-stakes adventure to reach him and get his memories back before it's too late.
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my impeccable disorder by attheborder
Fandoms: Mile End Kicks (2026), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
24 Apr 2026
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"it’s canon that grace made out with jay mccaroll backstage at a tokyo police club show in 2008" — Chandler Levack, April 22, 2026
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the current that carried me by attheborder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
30 Mar 2026
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Lightning.
The current.
Oh, God.
Matt remembers.
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have you in my dreams tonight by attheborder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 Mar 2026
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He hadn’t made a move back then because he was stupid and he had not been planning on making a move, ever, because he was scared. He wasn’t scared now, though. His Jay was downstairs. This Jay had been looking at him so sweetly, trustingly, before he slipped back under the covers. It was a whole different thing, right?
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every exit an entrance somewhere else by attheborder for Magost
Fandoms: Rosencrantz & Guildenstern are Dead - Stoppard
17 Dec 2025
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Death, a boat, et cetera.
Recent series
Recent bookmarks
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so twisted fate by slowmoon
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 Jun 2026
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There are no windows in the Skydome’s cramped detention room so nobody gets the moment that Jay’s nose starts bleeding, dripping heavily into his lap. His hands are still cuffed behind his back. He tries to wipe the blood off on his shoulder and succeeds in smearing it across his lips, over his left cheek. It keeps dripping like a leaky faucet.
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06 Jun 2026
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Somehow, Matt has become an adult before Jay. He goes on runs, lifts, cooks at home, reads, takes more than 2 showers a week, goes out on the weekends, does his laundry consistently. It drives Jay crazy. It's not fair. He goes back to sleep, pulling the covers over his head, hoping that maybe he'll disappear.
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05 Jun 2026
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combat baby, come back by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
29 May 2026
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The whiteboard is the catalyst, but it really isn’t. It tips over a series of dominoes that lead to Jay’s bedroom, get under his feet, and walk him out the door. But, in the morning after, when the whiteboard has that big, capital D ‘Don’t’ on it, and Matt won’t be honest about having written it, despite it clearly being his handwriting, the whiteboard isn’t the catalyst, because Matt gets up on the couch and erases it, and it’s almost like it wasn’t there to begin with.
A retro/prospective on Jay McCarrol's fame.
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- Part 1 of puts you there where things are hollow
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05 Jun 2026
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Okay. Fine. Whatever. He's going to get it over with. Jay's going to kiss him. He's going to kiss Matt. Honestly, it'll probably be really normal. Or like, just kind of gross, because Matt is kind of gross. They did everything together. He had only been nervous earlier because it was going to be so public. His heart was only hammering because he'd just been running for like fifteen minutes. Fifteen minutes is a long time for someone to run continuously.
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oh my god Jay get up GET UP!
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02 Jun 2026
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cinéma verité by falteringstar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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On July 11, 2025, Canadian singer-songwriter Jay McCarrol was arrested for the murder of Luke Lalonde, a member of his live band. He was charged with second degree murder and sentenced to 8 years of incarceration in a federal correctional facility.
Famously, despite damning and public video evidence and multiple eyewitness accounts, McCarrol has denied any and all connection to the crime.
On December 25, 2026, Jon “Matt” Johnson was arrested on charges of domestic terrorism. He was sentenced to 12 years of incarceration in the same facility.
The audio you are about to hear was recorded in the Collins Bay Multilevel Correctional Institution between the dates of February 19 and March 3, 2027.*
*Certain sections have been edited for brevity.
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02 Jun 2026