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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    After Jamil’s overblot, Kalim slowly becomes more independent, and the space between them quietly grows as they go through school and eventually graduate. Years later, Jamil finally opens a letter Kalim left behind, revealing what was never said out loud before they parted.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Alhaitham has a growing sense that he has fallen into quicksand. The Kaveh in his mind is grotesquely greedy, no longer satisfied to preoccupy only passing thoughts. He conquers Alhaitham’s dreams when he sleeps. He forces mirages of Kaveh to appear in public spaces where he could not possibly be. He beguilingly recounts sweet conversations that haven’t happened, interactions that the real Kaveh would surely recoil at.

    He begins to notice everything — Kaveh’s quirks, his mannerisms, his turn of phrase. When the clips in his hair are placed out of order. How he stretches when he’s stiff; neck right, left, right, arm right, arm left, exhale. The drumming of his pencil against the page in thought. The way he leans slightly more to his left side when he laughs so hard he could cry.

    The tightness in his chest at the thought and sight of Kaveh expands slowly at first, then quickly, then opens him up completely with uncontrollable force.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Kaveh is so, so beautiful. It’s a thought that rolls around his head like a marble, constantly circling the drain of his spine. He feels it as deeply as a wound. Alhaitham wants to sweep that soft hair out of his eyes, kiss a trail from his hip to his ankle, trace over the bridge of his nose. He wants to stay when they’re done, he wants to wake up and pull Kaveh to his chest, he wants, wants, wants.

     

    It’s some sick kind of torture, being so greedy for something within reach, unable to keep it. To watch Kaveh’s eyelids flutter with a soft touch, just before steeling again. To watch him want something Alhaitham is desperate to give, and be refused every time.

     

    Kaveh's life is on a downward spiral. In an attempt to drag himself out of this pit of romantic stress and creative flatline, Kaveh takes a commission to restore a dilapidated settlement in the desert. Just a little time to think, that's all.

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    He refrained from labeling their unprotected trysts per Alhaitham’s request, yet still kissed him ‘goodbye’ before work, awoke in warm, shared sheets, and took his compliments with a deep blush.

    Then Kaveh fell pregnant—of course it was never going to end well.

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    01 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    five times alhaitham almost confesses (and one time he does)

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    31 May 2026