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   it's lonely at the center of the universe by Ironicspoon

   Fandoms: NCT (Band), NCT Wish  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Maeda Riku/Oh Sion
   • Maeda Riku (NCT)
   • Oh Sion
   • Kim Daeyoung | Jaehee
   • Tokuno Yushi
   • Non Idol AU
   • riku is bipolar
   • sion is a music producer
   • slightly ooc please hold my hand and trust me
   • background daengyut
   • meet cute kind of
   • dating apps
   • Strangers to Lovers
   • Bipolar Disorder
   • Manic Episodes
   • PLEASE READ NOTES FOR SPECIFIC TWS
   • Heavy Angst
   • Healing
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Instability
   • therapy happens dont worry
   • growing pains and self acceptance
   • daeng and riku are besties
   • when you recklessly move in with your long distance situationship and fall in love: the fic
   • age gap
   • sion is 39 and riku is 27
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Learning to Love Each Other
   • Marriage Proposal
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Hyung Kink
   • Praise Kink
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Hand Jobs
   • Fingers in Mouth
   • Spitting in Mouth
   • Overstimulation
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • Prostate Massage
   • sion gets to have a big dick as a treat for riku
   • Spanking
   • Squirting
   • bareback
   • unsafe sex after an attempt at safe sex is made
   • Explicit Consent
   • if i missed any tags please let me know thank you
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Falling In Love
   • Creampie
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • riku learns to love himself thats kind of the whole deal
   • sion is an angel boyfriend and riku is trying his very best

   Summary

   Riku is twenty-seven and very mentally stable when he comes across Oh Sion, thirty-nine, on a dating app: in Seoul for the weekend. Dom vers. Kind of hoping for more of a date tho hahahaha sorry. 

   But Sion stands him up on a date and Riku's just gonna block him and forget it ever happened at all just like he’s supposed to - after all, Maeda Riku needs his life to stay painfully, painfully boring no matter what it takes. He needs it to be boring and stable and nothing about falling for some older guy who lives in Gwangju and lies about how good his baseball team is reeks of stability. Right? Right. 

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   In which Riku, eight years into being diagnosed bipolar, learns how to get a little better. And maybe he lands himself a nice guy on the way. But that's just a nice bonus.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   67,099

   Chapters:

   6/6

   Comments:

   35

   Kudos:

   191

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