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    Shane says he likes the kind of quiet it gets in a tent up north. It’s different from the cottage, Shane explains. Here it’s kind of like being underwater, but up there it feels like sticking your head into a cloud. He gets embarrassed. I don’t know. Shane and his preferred types of quiet. God, Ilya could just eat him alive.

    Shane takes Ilya on a morning hike.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane gets a snack in Regina and ends up in a stairwell with Ilya Rozanov. A month later he takes three dozen different pregnancy tests that all say the same thing.

    And no one can ever know.

    Except Ilya isn't blind. He isn't stupid. He can do math. And Shane Hollander's sheltered daughter looks like him.

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    Scott was lying, boneless and content, across Kip’s lap when it happened.

    Edmonton and Anaheim were fighting it out 2-2 in the third period and Scott watched with a sudden premonition of disaster as one of the Anaheim defensemen went down on the ice during a scrum. Bright red blood flashed across the white ice, a skate cut, and Scott lunged for the TV remote.

    The screen went black, but the damage was done. “Oh my god,” Kip said, his face shocked and pale.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Today he sits on his bed and looks at his phone and does not text Max again because he's already texted Max, this morning, a message that took eleven minutes to write because he kept second-guessing the punctuation.

    Good luck!!!

    Three exclamation marks. He'd stared at three exclamation marks for approximately six minutes before deciding that swimming is an exciting sport and exclamation marks convey excitement and Max is the kind of person who uses exclamation marks freely and without apparent anxiety, so three is probably fine.

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    15 Jun 2026