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give me toothaches (just from kissin' me) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom
29 Jan 2020
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OR, 5 times bucky kissed an avenger and one time he kissed a g-ddamn tank with a face.
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Steve wasn’t wrong, really: he’ll kiss anyone. He loves, fiercely, wildly, with abandon, and he wants everyone to know it, to feel it. The ache of starvation is familiar to him. It’s the worst sort of emptiness. Feeling unloved can drive anyone dark places.
He’d kiss fucking Thanos on his raisiny lips if it meant his heart would’ve warmed and he wouldn’t’ve snapped.
But, this. Feeling Steve’s breath, one of his hairy shins lodged between Bucky’s feet. Looking at the freckles on Steve’s knuckles. Even having trudged through that pain like a mentorless Dante, frozen into the ice with three-headed Lucifer, is made worth it.
Getting here now. That’s what— matters.
He wouldn’t trade that for all the kisses in the world.
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- Part 1 of 'til the end of the line, baby
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13 May 2026
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ill with want by orphan_account
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
31 Mar 2020
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“Mm. Sweet,” Steve mumbles.
“That’s me,” Bucky says. “I’m so sweet that I’m about to go get you a bowl of soup, which I brought you, and I’m gonna sit right here until you finish it. Then you’re gonna sleep, and I’m gonna sit right here and watch because my awareness is the only thing to keep you from croaking, ever. And I’m not gonna move from this spot until your ma claps my ears. Because the second you can— fill your damn lungs properly, the second your fever is down, I’m—” Bucky cuts off. He can sweet talk any girl in all of Brooklyn, but this is Steve.
“What are you gonnda do, Buck?” Steve says.
“I’m gonna kiss you so g-ddamn stupid that you won’t be able to talk right for a week,” Bucky says.
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- Part 2 of 'til the end of the line, baby
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13 May 2026
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“Buck?”
“It’s fine,” Bucky says. “Go back to sleep.”
And during previous nights, Steve would’ve listened. This time, he doesn’t.
He opens Bucky’s door. “I have a glass of water for you,” he says. “Can I come in?”
There’s no answer, which is Buckyspeak for ‘yes’. Steve knows, because if it had been a no, a knife would have been lodged in the doorframe by now.
Or: Steve and Bucky try to find their way back to each other, when they both don't know where their road actually started.
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11 May 2026
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The Same River, Twice (The Man Is Still Left with His Hands) by amoneth, dorian_burberrycanary
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Feb 2023
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Steve had meant to stay forever and didn’t last a year. He meant to return right back to when he left, but that doesn’t work out the way he planned either.
Turns out a lot can happen in nine months.
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Steve didn’t need his first month back to make him aware of just how many degrees forgiveness comes in, but some lessons feel new each time. Getting a text from Sam asking him to Delacroix for the weekend feels like one tick closer and Steve’ll take it.
He’s texting back when Sam adds, Bucky will be there.
And Steve? Steve’ll take that, too.
A post-The Falcon and The Winter Soldier Stucky Endgame fix-it where a lot needs fixing.
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11 May 2026
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The kind of guy you save by Lizardbeth for andibeth82
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
11 Jul 2014
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At first Sam just wants to help Barnes because of Steve. He knows it's going to be hard. Dangerous. Maybe even foolish.
He's going to do it anyway.
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09 May 2026