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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Buck cradles him, almost, moves Eddie’s head to rest gently in the crevice of his elbow. He doesn’t stop touching him, feather-light all over, from his cheek to his hair to his waist to his thigh and all the way back up again. Like he’s trying to fit a lifetime of love in a single movement. Like he’s finally starting to accept that this is all they’ve been allowed. Like he can see the color draining from Eddie’s face despite him just having been shocked back to life.

    Buck and Eddie get trapped in an elevator.

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    07 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Three things happen as Eddie walks through the door of the dentist’s office:

    1. the entire waiting room turns to look at him as if they were expecting a celebrity

    2. the flustered receptionist looks up, sees Eddie, and says “oh thank god”

    3. what is unmistakably Buck’s voice booms down the hall, slurred, but clear as day

    Or, Buck gets his wisdom teeth removed. He loves his family *very* loudly.

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    07 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    "Fuck. We really have to get out of here." Eddie croaks out, emotion clogging up in his throat.

    This… this can't be it.

    After everything Eddie's gotten out of, this can't be how it ends. In a stupid fucking elevator that doesn't want to work and without getting a chance to see his kid go off to college, and without knowing if Athena's okay. Without going to Baby Nash's first birthday, without seeing Buck love and treat Theo the same way he has treated Chris.

    Without telling Buck how he feels.

    Without hugging his kid and telling him how he loves him and that he didn't mean to go this way.

    He sits up a little straighter at the last two, the tugging in his chest doubling over with the pain in his lower abdomen. He hisses in pain while trying to face Buck, head still leaning against the elevator wall.

    Can Eddie leave with one less regret?
    ____________________________

    Or, Buck and Eddie are stuck in an elevator. Only one of them has a gunshot wound.

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    07 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    “I was… I was supposed to be finding my joy.

    “Did it work?” Buck asks.

    “That was the start of it, took a while… but… I found it now.” He loosely wraps a hand around Buck’s wrist, holding on.

    “That’s good, that’s really good, buddy.”

    “It’s been really good, I’ve been so good,” Eddie continues, “So it’s okay.”

    Oh– Buck’s breath hitches. He thinks he’s going to die.

    “I’ve made my peace with it.” Eddie nods ever so slightly. “I got to be happy for a while.”

    “Stop that. You can be happy for the rest of your life, Eddie.” Buck moves his hand from where it cradles Eddie’s head, to his pulse point where he holds his fingers to feel the thready beating, then cards them through Eddie’s hair again. “The rest of your long life, because we’re getting out of here. Together.”

    “Together…” Eddie mumbles, smiling slightly, “Together would be nice.”

     

    Or, Buck finds Eddie in the elevator.
    (9x18 spec)

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    07 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “You came for me.”
    “Always.”

    In the aftermath of Bobby’s death, the 118 faces another impossible night when Athena is shot and an active shooter locks down the hospital. Trapped in a stalled elevator with a bleeding Eddie Diaz, Buck is forced to confront the terrifying possibility of losing the person he loves most.

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    06 May 2026