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  1. Rec *

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    Ilya decides to become Kip's friend, and everything that comes with it.

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    22 Jul 2026

  2. Rec *

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    “Yay!” Ilya giggles and throws his head back, settling back into the pillows. He smiles dreamily at Shane. “I’m glad I didn’t kill myself.”
    Shane freezes and Scott stiffens. His words come out slowly, horrified by what he’s just heard. Maybe it was a fluke or an offhanded dead joke. “What did you say?”

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    Ilya suffers a concussion and while high on pain medication, he accidentally reveals his attempt the previous summer.

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    19 Jul 2026

  3. Rec *

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    After stopping Ilya from jumping off a bridge, Scott and Kip take him in. Over the next couple of weeks, they learn about the horrors Ilya has had to endure and hopefully, they can give him the safety he needs.

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Rec *

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    It was supposed to be a good day. Ilya loves his boyfriend. He loves hanging out with David and Yuna. Scott and Kip were in Ottawa for a visit. And Ilya knows he’s supposed to be happy but… he can’t. He feels like he’s drowning in tar.

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    19 Jul 2026

  5. Rec *

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    Shane and Ilya invite Scott and Kip up to the cottage for a much needed vacation. It's meant to be a fun relaxing weekend and Ilya plans on making everything perfect. It's been over a year since Ilya stopped hurting himself, but an accidental kitchen mishap nearly sends him spiraling. Good thing Scott and Kip are there to help him through it.

    Sequel to Showing Up For Him but can be read as a standalone.
    (I promise it's a lot more lighthearted than the summary sounds.)

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    19 Jul 2026