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    He broke Buck’s heart.

    He knows it. Knows it like he knows the weight of his own turnout gear, like he knows the precise way to steady himself when the ground gives way beneath him. It’s a fact, a simple and devastating truth that follows him everywhere, no matter how much distance he puts between them.

    What happened in that bathroom, Buck pushing him against the door, kissing him like it was the only way to make sure it had been real, that wasn’t some desperate attempt to get Eddie to come back. It wasn’t even about convincing Eddie to be with him, not really. It was Buck needing to know, to feel it, to confirm that Eddie had been there, that Eddie had wanted it, that it hadn’t all been some fever dream conjured up by his hopelessly romantic, self destructive heart.

    And, maybe, just a little, it was about hurting Eddie because Eddie hurt him first. Which, God, isn’t that just heartbreaking?

    Or; Eddie and Buck have sex the night before he moves back to El Paso for good.

    Each chapter follows a year in Eddie’s life as he makes his way back to Buck.

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    Buck could eat.

    Set directly after the grenade shift.

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  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    Lance gets stuck in the worst traffic jam ever. Luckily, it's made interesting by a certain mullet-sporting motorcyclist.

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    27 Feb 2020

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    SO GOOD

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Lance is thinking about how he is so glad that he ended up coming to this party. Internally, he is thanking his friends for dragging him to this not-so-stupid frat party. If it meant experiencing this, he’d come here a hundred times— Being stuck in a closet with a man he's never met before was unexpected but definitely not unwelcome.

    part two

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    11 Sep 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    When Keith is hired as Mr. McClain’s personal assistant, it becomes clear that the job is primarily keeping his wild card son Lance in check. And Lance’s favorite pastime just so happens to be pushing Keith’s every button. So when Lance suggests Keith needs to get laid, Keith fires right back with a suggestion that crosses the threshold of the unknown for the two of them.

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    19 Apr 2021