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"You were magnificent, Satoru Gojo. I shall never forget you for as long as I live."
Those were the final words Satoru heard before even the last shimmers of dreams had stopped along with his heart. His body hit the ground and darkness swallowed his vision. There was a pause before a heavy sense of nothingness creeped into his psyche and he finally felt his body letting him go.
So, what else was there to do, but wait? He waited to find out what the afterlife had in store for him. Heaven? Hell? Reincarnation? Nirvana? There had to be something to it all, right? As time with no sense of reference pressed on, it was becoming clear: apparently not. He was met with only a deep, cold and dark silence and the familiar feeling of literally nothing.
He might have blinked in his confusion, but it was hard to tell if his eyelids moved or not. There was nothing to sense or use as a reference here. No direction, no sights, smells, feelings — no anything. What was it he was even waiting for? It didn't seem like he had anything left to do, right? Nothing left undone? No secrets to worry about? Was he going to be a ghost? That'd be better than being a monster at least.
So he continued to wait for something to change, floating in the vast emptiness. After a time of some length, he became vaguely aware of a sound, the voice of a woman he didn't recognize.
"...thrice cursed and twice blessed,
I bind... eternal rest.
In death...
Your breath returns.....
... I grant you rise,
As my life fades, your soul defies...
....I pay the price,
Your life for mine..."
Her voice was so gentle — the sound felt like a breeze whispering right beside his ear. The words were spoken with genuine kindness, something that he certainly wasn't accustomed to. Her voice trailed off as she finished her incantation and suddenly his lungs burned. His heart surged, beating hard in his chest, and his eyes shot open.
Pushing himself up onto his elbows, he squinted as his eyes adjusted to the dim light. The sun was just barely filtering in from behind dark, heavy shades behind him. It was hard and cold against his rear and his fingers tapped on some kind of metal beneath him. Glancing around the room after his eyes adjusted and then down he realized that, not only was he completely nude, also he was sat on a table used for a kotsuage.
Beside him on the wooden counter surrounding the table's edge was an upturned and cracked open urn. He pushed at it with his fingers curiously, gripping the side and turning the opening in his direction. It was empty, as he expected. It had to be his own urn — there was no way it wasn't. That was the only explanation for everything that was happening. He'd come back to life and the thing was left empty.
Clearing his throat, his breath caught on the inhale and left him coughing at the dryness. He swung his legs over the table, giving his chest a pat. His feet touched something warm and weighted causing him to recoil slightly and pull them back up. Satoru blinked, his vision slowly focusing as he fully came to his senses.
A woman’s body lay crumpled on the cold tile floor where his feet had landed. Her skin was pale and dull and her eyes were held open and glassy. Her throat had been viciously slit with a knife that lay near her hand, the gaping wound still raw on her throat though the blood had long since stopped flowing. The crimson trail on her neck was stark against her pallor, a grotesque necklace of death.
His heart hammered as he stared at her, the world tilting and spinning in his mind. She didn’t move and yet there was a strange familiarity about her that twisted in his stomach. Her brown hair, soft and silky, cascaded behind her head like a dark halo. She was small, almost fragile looking, though something about her suggested she was around his age. But who was she? He'd never met this woman — he'd definitely remember her.
Satoru's mind raced, trying to piece together the fragments of his memory. He remembered the incantation. The echo of it still lingered in his ears like a solemn chant that resonated with a power beyond his understanding. The words of a vow, spoken in a voice kind, but one that had drawn him back from the abyss. It hit him all at once — the horror of it. She had brought him back! But why?!
His gaze drifted to her hand, her fingers curled tightly around something. Gently, he crouched down, his own hands trembling as he pried her stiff fingers apart. Nestled in her palm was a necklace, crude and simple, yet unmistakably important. The thin silver chain had a silver rounded pendant hung on it, about the width of two fingers and an inch long. It was sealed tight and had been dipped in her blood which had long since dried and congealed to stick to the smooth sides of rhe pendant.
As he stared at the drying redness on the pendant, a wave of unease rolled over him. This wasn’t just some relic — this was a piece of her, a piece of the life she had sacrificed for him. His eyes drifted back to her palm and he noticed writing scrawled in dark, permanent marker.
"Basement Use it Go back."
Satoru’s blood ran cold. Go back? To where? He looked at her lifeless form again, dread and guilt gnawing at him. She had done this for him — given her life, her very soul, to bring him back. But why? The answers seemed just out of reach, buried beneath the weight of her sacrifice.
He clutched the amulet tightly, the silver chain rough against his palm. Satoru swallowed hard, his mind a mess of confusion and guilt. He was alive, yes, but had only the cold weight of the amulet in his hand and the chilling directive left behind by a woman who had given everything for him. He remained crouched beside her lifeless body, the amulet heavy in his hand for longer than he'd meant. Gently he reached out to slide her eyelids closed. His fingertips brushed her long eyelashes when he pulled his hand back and he paused.
It was time to leave. In the very least, he knew he couldn't stay there. The air in the room felt stifling and the guilt was closing in on him. His eyes swept the room searching for something to cover himself and in the corner, neatly folded atop a wooden stool, were clothes — a plain dark blue hoodie, a pair of jeans and some chap looking sneakers. They were simple, unassuming, but they felt like a lifeline in the midst of the surreal situation that he found himself in. He glanced back at the woman. Had she left these for him? She must have planned this out if she had.
He rose slowly, his movements deliberate and cautious, as if any sudden action might shatter the fragile veil between life and death that he now walked. The jeans were a bit snug, but they worked well enough. The hoodie slipped over his head easily, the fabric soft against his skin, offering a small comfort in its warmth. He tugged the hood up over his white hair, tucking it away from sight.
"Better than nothing," he muttered to himself, though the words felt hollow. The clothes were just a mask, a thin veneer of normalcy.
Satoru took one last look at the room. This was a place meant for cremation, for the final rites of the dead. The irony wasn’t lost on him. This was a place of endings and grief, yet for him, it was a twisted beginning. The woman’s body lay still, her eyes now closed in a peaceful finality that contrasted sharply with the violent wound at her throat. Though he wished he did, he had no words to offer her, no prayers, only a silent promise to find out why she had done this and why she had given her life to pull him back.
He slipped out of the building, the winter air outside cooler and fresher, as it washed over him. The sky was overcast, a dull gray that matched his mood. He glanced around, trying to place his surroundings. The architecture, the layout of the streets— it all felt vaguely familiar.
And then it clicked. Kyoto. Of course. It made sense! The Gojo estate was in Kyoto, nestled hidden and deep within the city’s protective boundaries. The realization brought with it a strange sense of relief.
He kept his hood up as he walked through his home town streets, head down, blending into the crowd as best he could. The people around him moved in their own daily rhythms, unaware of the resurrected man walking among them, grappling with a reality that made no sense to him. The further he walked, the more his thoughts swirled. What did she want him to do? What was so important to a stranger that she came to him specifically?
He felt like a ghost in his own city, a man out of time and place. Satoru moved through the streets with purpose, though his thoughts were anything but clear. He needed to get back to the headquarters at quickly as possible, to the basement as she'd instructed. Perhaps there, he would find answers — or at the very least, a clue to what he was meant to do now.
He slipped into a narrow alley, away from prying eyes. Letting his eyelids close, his white lashes brushed against his cheeks as he focused on the familiar gates, the ancient trees, the energy that permeated the air itself. With a sharp intake of breath, he let his power flow through him, the space around him warping, folding as he bent it to his will. In an instant, the alley disappeared, replaced by the familiar surroundings of the woods surrounding the secretive buildings hidden in the middle of Tokyo.
The air here felt different like it was charged with a sense of history, of power. It was comforting, in a way, though his mind was anything but at ease. The quietness of the place felt almost accusatory. With his hood still pulled low, Satoru stepped forward, his mind racing, even as the school grounds remained eerily silent around him. He had returned, but the journey was far from over. In fact, it had only just begun.