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Jackie Taylor was a born leader. She knew how to control a crowd the same way she knew how to score a goal in the last minute of an important match. It had come as no surprise when she presented as an alpha, even though Mrs. Taylor had been so mortified Jackie had been beaten black and blue for ruining her picture-perfect family. Jackie had stayed at Shauna’s house for a whole month afterwards, scared to go back, hiding away in her room as Shauna’s mother nursed her back to health.
But only Mrs. Taylor had been taken aback by her only daughter’s new predicament. Everyone else knew.
Jackie was meant to rule, to command, to be an alpha. Coach Martinez had taken one look at her fierce eyes and had declared her the captain of the Yellowjackets right there and then.
“You, Taylor. I see the fire. You will keep them in check, captain.”
That had been years ago, but the statement remained true even before she presented. Jackie would calm the group whenever an inconvenience occurred and would help cheer them up every time they lost a match. And everyone, regardless of how they felt about her, would listen to her words. Even Taissa, who would always act like she hated her guts for simply breathing, would find herself agreeing and nodding along to all of Jackie’s pep talks.
When she had presented, it had only helped settle her position as leader of their group. The rest of the girls were omegas —except for a few lucky ones that were betas— so in a way it was expected of her.
What was not expected of her, however, was to help an omega in heat, no matter how much Misty insisted.
“It’s the only viable solution, Jackie,” she said, hands reaching over to push her glasses up the bridge of her nose. “Look around. Everyone else is an omega. Heats are painful for omegas, and there’s no way we’re gonna get rescued in time—”
“We’re never getting rescued,” Nat interrupted her, sitting on the floor with her arms propped against her knees.
As cynical as ever, Scatorccio. Shauna thought.
“Even worse, then! Travis is a beta, and Ben is one too. You are our only alpha. It has to be you.”
“Like hell it is,” Shauna said, gritting her teeth. They had recently discovered the cabin, and despite it being a haven of protection, Shauna suddenly felt the need to burn it to the ground. “She’s not going to do that.”
“Why the hell not?” Crystal asked. “Heats can literally kill omegas when they’re alone. The very least she can do is be there for us, even if there’s no sex involved.”
“Of course there’s not going to be any sex involved,” Shauna said, her voice high-pitched.
“I will help,” Jackie said, with a heaviness that told Shauna she was not happy with the outcome. But it was Jackie, leader Jackie, who cared a little too much about everyone— she would take one for the team and do whatever she could to ease the pain. “But Shauna is right. I’m not going to… with any of you. Especially during your heats, without suppressants. An omega can’t consent during a heat. It wouldn’t be right.”
“What if we consent before our heat?” Mari asked, because of course she would fucking ask. She was already eyeing Jackie like she was a tree she wanted to climb. And if anyone was climbing that tree, it was Shauna, or so help her god, she would burn the world down to a crisp.
Like hell you are going to have sex with my Jackie, Shauna thought.
“No sex,” Jackie said, raising her hands. Shauna had to try really hard to not chuckle at Mari’s downfallen face. “Pregnancies are the last thing we need right now.”
“What? Are you that effective, Taylor? Because your aim wasn’t that good with the shotgun,” Nat said, giving her a teasing smirk.
Jackie’s face turned red. “Wha— no— I don’t— No!”
Natalie chuckled. Shauna wanted to wipe that pretty smile with the sole of her boot until there was nothing left of her perfect white teeth.
“So it’s settled, then,” Misty said. “When our heats come, you will be there for us.” The blonde clapped her hands, jumping slightly on her feet.
To Misty, Jackie agreeing was a small victory— a weight lifted from their shoulders. Shauna knew, rationally, that the conversation needed to happen. She had heard Akilah and Gen murmuring to themselves during dinner, mentally counting down how far their heats were. It was a silent knowledge— the clock kept ticking, and no one had suppressants. It was a matter of time before one of the omegas went into heat, and doing so alone, without proper nutrition or an alpha to be there for them…
They would be burying bodies soon if their captain didn’t step in. Jackie knew it. Shauna knew it. Everyone fucking knew it.
But still. Shauna wasn’t one to ever listen to her rational thoughts, especially when it involved Jackie. To her, Misty’s words were nothing more than an inconvenience— the thought of having to share Jackie with others, in such a secluded space, knowing they would be all over her as soon as their pheromones started to kick in… oh, it felt like a punch right in the gut.
Jackie was hers. It was an axiom.
Roses were red, the sky was blue, and Jackie Taylor belonged to Shauna Shipman.
She had been hers since they were five, and they got dressed in Mrs. Taylor’s fancy clothes to get married. They had worn matching dresses, the ends pooling at their feet because they were not tall enough for them, and even tried to apply makeup on the other. They had stood before a makeshift altar in the garden, and they had said ‘I do’ to each other, Jackie’s teddy bear as their sole witness.
Ever since, Shauna had felt ownership over her best friend, an ownership that Jackie never tried to subdue or even deny.
They had stayed loyal to their oath, never letting anyone get in between them. Not even stupid Jeff, the boy who used to have a crush on Jackie a few years prior, managed to take away Jackie’s undying affection from Shauna. He had come and gone from their lives like a tumbleweed.
“What do you think of all of this, Shauna?” Taissa asked.
Shauna knew why she was talking to her, right there in front of everyone. She was asking for her permission, her blessing— whatever the fuck it was.
“I think no one better get any funny thoughts in their heads during their heat.” She gave Mari a meaningful look. “Because I will grab the shotgun and stack all your bodies up nicely for the crows.”
The threat was clear: Jackie was off-limits. Or as off-limits as she could be, given the circumstances.
No one dared counter Shauna’s words. They knew she wasn’t bluffing— she was crazy enough to actually murder everyone sans Jackie and her. And they knew she would be successful if she went along with her plan: she was deadly efficient when taking her revenge on someone who had stepped over the lines she had clearly drawn.
“Alright,” Mari said, getting up. She had the nerve to look defeated at Shauna’s words. “I’ll start making dinner.”
“Rabbit or deer?” Travis asked.
“Pigeon stew!”
Everyone groaned.
Of course, fucking Mari had to be the first one to go on heat.
Because why the fuck wouldn’t she? She had probably done something to accelerate her heat. Taissa had called her a paranoid freak when she had told her her suspicions, but Taissa fucking ate dirt and had a girlfriend everyone knew to stay off from, so what the fuck did she know about catty women who had the biggest crush on her— her best friend?
Nothing. Taissa knew nothing. She should stick to her dirt and her girlfriend and leave the fucking fight to her.
“You’re gonna hurt your neck.”
Nat stood in front of her, watching as Shauna pressed her ear to the door of the bedroom, where Jackie and Mari were. She hadn’t left that position since they had walked in.
“Mind your fucking business,” she spat back, narrowing her eyes when she heard Mari moan.
Why the fuck was that bitch moaning? What was her fucking problem? Oh, she was going to cut off her tongue as soon as she got her far away from Jackie.
“Believe me, I wish I could,” Nat said, and Shauna rolled her eyes because, c’mon, Natalie, she was trying to hear in there, for fuck’s sake. “But if I want to hunt, I’m gonna need the shotgun.”
Oh, right.
After Mari had dragged Jackie into the bedroom, a little too giddy to be on heat and in fucking pain, Shauna had felt her eye twitch. She had heard Mari’s laugh and she had gotten up, reaching for the weapon before anyone could stop her. Once the shotgun was in her hands, no one dared move.
Only Taissa did, approaching her as if she were a wild animal. “Put that down, Shauna,” she softly said. “You might hurt Jackie.”
The prospect of accidentally harming Jackie as she tried to get to Mari was enough for her to lower the shotgun and put the strap over her shoulder. She had resigned herself to listening through the door, and even if she looked pathetic, no one made any comment.
“I want it back fast.”
“Damn, girl,” Nat chuckled. It seemed all she did was chuckle. It was getting on Shauna's nerves. “Relax. You guys are not even mated.”
“Yet.”
“Mother of god.” Natalie put the strap over her shoulder. “Calm down. You look like a rabid dog.”
“Go hunt some fucking rabbits and—” her breath caught in her throat when she heard Mari moaning again “—and that’s it. I’m going in.”
“Shauna, no!” Taissa screamed, holding her back. Everyone else pretended to be busy. “You know how territorial omegas get on their heats.”
“Territorial?” Shauna’s eyelid twitched. “I’m going to show you territorial.”
“Go for a walk, uh?” Taissa said, placating. “Why don’t you go hunting with Nat today?”
“Fuck no,” both Natalie and Shauna said in unison.
“Damn, I was just trying to help,” Taissa said, looking genuinely offended by their reaction. “You might upset Jackie if you go blasting through the door. The smell of another omega could trigger her rut or make her go feral. You know how dangerous that can be for alphas without proper medical attention.”
“Fine,” Shauna said, crossing her arms. She rested her back against the door and slid through it until her butt hit the floor, trying to be as dramatic as possible. “But I’m not eating dinner today. I think I’m gonna throw up.”
“It’s not like Mari can go out to make food. She’s too busy with Jackie,” Nat mused, smirking when Shauna tried to reach for the shotgun.
“Fucking go,” Taissa said, exasperated, pushing the blonde towards the door.
When she heard Mari talk, she slammed her head against the door, successfully silencing them.
Three days.
Three whole days.
Seventy-two fucking hours.
That was how long it took Mari to go through her heat.
Three days without Jackie.
Shauna was going insane, and in turn was driving everyone else in the cabin insane.
When the door finally opened, all the girls sprawled on the floor cheered and clapped. Van kneeled down and pretended to pray, as if thanking God for sparing them from that torture. Shauna rolled her eyes, looking at Mari from her place in the ground. Jackie left shortly after, and she got up.
“Hey.” Jackie smiled at her best friend as soon as she saw her.
“Took you fucking long enough,” Shauna said, hands on her hips.
“I’m sorry,” she replied. “Mari was—”
“Don’t say her name,” Shauna chided her. “And— god, you stink.”
“Yeah.” Jackie raised an arm and smelled her clothes. “Ma— she was constantly scenting me. It was weird.”
Shauna made an indignant sound, as if she had just choked on a chicken bone, and pulled at Jackie’s hand. She grabbed her backpack she had put together for the occasion.
“Where are we going?”
“To the lake. You’re going to wash away that awful smell, or I’m killing someone.”
Jackie followed without putting up a fight. She knew how Shauna was; she had known her her entire life, after all. She was… protective of Jackie. It never bothered her, not even when she lost friends along the way because they couldn’t stand Shauna’s constant presence; she would never change anything about Shauna, not even her —quite annoying— flaws.
She wasn’t sure how it all started, but since she had been capable of retaining memories, Shauna had always been possessive. It extended to everything she considered her own: her books, her toys, her clothes— hell, even her cologne. She once got pissed when she smelled it on another girl’s body.
The thing was, Shauna also considered Jackie as her property.
Jackie knew, somewhere deep inside, that Shauna’s actions were wrong and probably a little bit toxic. But she understood Shauna in a way no one else did. She knew she had never had much to call her own, and she knew the way her father would scream at her and destroy her things whenever he got drunk and pissed. She had used so much scotch tape to put back together the pages in Shauna’s diary it was almost intrinsic to her.
She would always fix Shauna’s mistakes. She would always mend her broken pieces.
Jackie had been the one to actually propose the idea of the wedding to Shauna after she came to her house running and crying, babbling about how her daddy had left and she was alone.
“No one sticks around.” She cried against Jackie’s shoulder, shaking like a lone leaf against the autumn air.
“I will,” Jackie promised, holding onto her shirt. “I’m never leaving you, Shauna.”
“That’s what daddy used to say,” Shauna cried. “And he left anyway.”
“Not if we get married,” Jackie said, with the pure innocence of a five-year-old who had no clue on how the world worked. But Shauna was crying, and this time there was no scotch tape that could fix her. And she was desperate to cheer her up— she would walk through fire to see her smile.
“What?”
“Marriage is for life,” Jackie said against her neck. “If we get married, you will never lose me. We can always be together. You will never be afraid of being alone.”
And Shauna was afraid of many things, but never of the prospect of living life alone. She knew Jackie would always be with her.
So what if Shauna was possessive? What if she was a little bit crazy? What if she almost killed that girl who asked Jackie on a date because she fucking cut the brakes of her car? She was still her Shauna, broken and sweet Shauna, and she would take her as she was.
“Take off your clothes,” Shauna ordered when they reached the lake.
“Wowza, Shipman,” Jackie said, reaching out to grab the girl’s hand. “Shouldn’t you ask me on a date first?”
“Take them off. I’m going to wash them.”
“They won’t dry off in time,” Jackie said, even though she was already taking off her shirt. She tilted her head to the side, and Shauna caught on to her attempt to be inconspicuous at a speed that should have been embarrassing.
“What is it?” Shauna asked, throwing to the ground the small backpack she had over her shoulder. She crossed her arms, and Jackie sighed.
“Before I show you.” Jackie raised her hands to soothe Shauna. “Promise me you’re not gonna kill Mari.”
“Don’t say her name.”
“Promise, Shauna.”
Shauna sighed, defeated, as if she had been asked to stop petting the cute little puppy at the animal shelter. “I promise, Jackie.”
The alpha moved her head to the opposite side, allowing Shauna sight of it. Her breath caught in her throat when she stared into the skin there.
A hickey. A fucking hickey. Mari had given her Jackie a hickey—
“I’m going to kill her.”
Her voice was eerily calm. It didn’t feel like an outburst of anger; it felt like a promise with too much finality.
“C’mon, Ship.” Jackie held her hands. “Don’t be dramatic, okay? She was… well, you know omegas. She wanted to have sex… but I said no!” She rushed to say when Shauna gave her a hollow look. “I said no. A resounding no. But she was…” Her cheeks turned red. “She was horny,” she whispered the last word, as if it were a secret. “And so I thought maybe this would help her. And it did. She went to sleep afterwards.”
Shauna felt the Earth stop spinning. Her breath was stuck in her throat. Her hands were shaking. She couldn’t believe Jackie’s words. “Excuse me?”
“Um— what?”
“You let her mark you?” Shauna asked with deadly fury.
“Shauna, she was in heat—”
“Would you have fucked her?” Shauna asked. “If she wasn’t in heat and she threw herself at you, would you?”
“No!”
“So why the fuck would you let her mark you like a dog?”
Only I can do that, she wanted to add.
“Because she was burning up, Shauna!” Jackie raised her tone. “And she was about to go into overheat, and I was fucking scared. Because ever since the crash, I’ve done nothing. I feel useless constantly! And the one thing I actually could help with, the one thing no one else could do, I was going to fail at. I’m supposed to help, and I couldn’t even touch her without wanting to throw up. It made me feel like a fucking failure.”
“You’re not a failure,” Shauna said. She walked into Jackie’s space and raised a hand, drying away tears the alpha didn’t know she had spilled.
“I feel like one,” Jackie confessed. “All the time. I… I don’t know what the fuck I should do. I’m not good at anything. Alphas should help Omegas, not the other way around.” She sobbed. “When Misty proposed spending the heat with all of them, I clung onto it because at least there was something no one could be better at because no one else could do it. It was like a lifeline. I felt useful for once, and then when I actually had to pull up my weight, Mari was about to die in my arms because I couldn’t touch her without thinking about you.”
Shauna gasped, her hand freezing over her cheek. She looked into hazel eyes and blinked.
“So yes, I let her give me a hickey— I let her mark me, and I let her hump me like a cowboy girl for three days, and I told her everything she wanted to hear because it was what was expected of me, but I never stopped thinking about you. She was all over me, and all I could smell was your scent, still clinging to me like a lifeline.”
Shauna dropped the shirt Jackie had previously taken off, and she jumped into her arms. She hugged her, strong and fast, all arms twisted together awkwardly. It stole the breath out of Jackie’s lungs, but Shauna only hugged her tighter when she heard her gasp.
She couldn’t believe Jackie was finally breaking the silence over their known yet unspoken mutual feelings for each other.
“I love you, Shauna,” Jackie whispered. “And I don’t care how many omegas mark me. I only want your teeth piercing my skin.”
Shauna wanted to sob. She wanted to fall to the ground and cry in relief, and she also wanted to jump up and down as she screamed. But most importantly, she wanted to kiss her stupid mouth and never let her go.
“Go clean yourself up,” she whispered back. “We are not having our first kiss while you stink of Mari.”
“Our first kiss was when we were five,” Jackie said. She pulled away, smirking that smile that was for Shauna’s eyes only. “Remember? After our wedding. You said that’s what brides do.”
Of course Shauna remembered. It was one of her fondest memories from her childhood. Still…
“I didn’t think you would remember,” Shauna confessed.
“‘Course I do,” Jackie said, slightly offended. “Every girl remembers her first kiss.”
“Go wash yourself,” Shauna demanded.
Jackie took off her white pants, and Shauna pretended not to notice the damp mark on her thigh. It stared back at her, as if it were mocking her.
I let her hump me like a cowgirl for three days.
Shauna grabbed the pants, calculating in her mind just how much trouble she would be in if she set them on fire. Winter was approaching fast, and every piece of clothing would be appreciated and venerated. Still… She would have to clean them multiple times and wear them for a few days before she let Jackie even think of putting them on again.
“Holy cow!” Jackie’s voice took her out of her musing.
“What is it?” Shauna asked, dropping the clothes into a pile by her feet.
“The water is freezing,” Jackie complained.
Shauna rolled her eyes. Very mature. “You better scrub yourself clean fast, then.”
Jackie gave her a smirk. “Wanna come over and warm me up?”
Shauna walked over to the lake, removing her shirt on the way. After Jackie’s confession, she just wanted to be close to her. She left the shirt close to her backpack, trying not to feel self-conscious about Jackie’s stare on her. Shaky hands worked on the clasp of her pants, pulling down the zipper in a smooth motion.
Once she was in her underwear, she turned around. Jackie stared from inside the lake, smiling at her. The blonde whistled when Shauna moved closer, and the omega rolled her eyes.
Shauna felt stupid for feeling insecure— it was just Jackie, her Jackie, the one who cleaned up her dirty tissues whenever she was sick, the one who washed off vomit from her shirt and hair the first time they got drunk, the one who saw her for who she was. Everyone else could judge her, but Jackie would never.
“Won’t you look at that?” Jackie said, swimming over to her. “If it isn’t the most beautiful girl in the entire world.”
Shauna chuckled, feeling the water cover her chest. “Shut up,” she murmured.
Once they were face-to-face, Jackie smiled at her. It was a soft and secretive smile, one she always gave Shauna when they were alone. Jackie’s arms searched for her amongst the water, and soon warm hands rested on Shauna’s hips. The water was cold, but the fire in Jackie’s eyes warmed her up nicely.
“You stink of her.” Shauna frowned.
“I’m sorry,” Jackie whispered, pulling her closer. “I know… you don’t like this whole thing, but… It’s a necessity.”
“You don’t need to keep apologizing,” Shauna replied, hands emerging from the water to rest on Jackie’s shoulders. “I understand. I know it’s not up to you.”
“I still made you upset,” Jackie murmured, avoiding her eyes. “I don’t like it when you’re upset. It makes me sad.”
Shauna caressed her cheeks softly. “It’s fine, Jax. Really.”
“You sure?”
Shauna smiled. “I’m more than sure.” She left a kiss on Jackie’s cheek, close to her lips. Jackie hummed in agreement.
“I love you,” Jackie said. Saying those words to Shauna was as easy as breathing, although it took her breath away whenever Shauna responded with a smile.
“I love you too, silly.”
Jackie’s hands descended from Shauna’s hips, landing on the back of her thighs. She pushed upward, making Shauna let out a small scream as she held onto the alpha’s shoulders for leverage.
“Jackie!” Shauna gasped. The girl smirked, forcing Shauna’s legs to be wrapped around her waist.
“Much better,” Jackie whispered, kissing the omega’s shoulder.
“What’s gotten into you?” Shauna asked.
“I’ve missed you,” Jackie confessed. “I could feel you right behind the door, and knowing I couldn’t reach you broke my heart.”
Shauna suddenly felt awful. Jackie had been groped and marked for three days straight by an omega that wasn’t her omega, after weeks of feeling like a total failure as an alpha. The distress and emotional pain must have been unbearable, and the only thing Shauna had done when Jackie so clearly had wanted comfort was to treat her harshly.
“My Jax,” Shauna whispered, kissing Jackie’s side of the head. “Baby, I’ve missed you too. So much. I’m sorry. It must’ve been awful.”
“Well…” Jackie shrugged her shoulders. “It wasn’t pleasant.”
“I sure hope it wasn’t,” Shauna interrupted, but there was no fire in her voice, only teasing that made Jackie chuckle.
“But it was bearable, because I knew you were close,” Jackie continued. “I could feel you on the other side of the door. It was almost like it was you.”
“When it’s me…” Shauna hesitated, trying to find the right words. “Would you… want to, y’know? Go all the way?”
“No,” Jackie said. Her tone was firm and left no room for arguments.
Shauna tried not to show how much her response had hurt her. “Okay.”
“No— I don’t mean I don't want to have sex with you,” Jackie hurried to explain when she took notice of Shauna’s crestfallen look. “But I meant it when I said I don’t want to have sex with an omega on heat. It feels like taking advantage of them. You know how the alphas talk about it back at school; you can ask an omega to do whatever you want when they're in heat, and they’d obey you. I don’t want to force myself onto anyone. Especially because there’s literally no other option but me.”
“There would never be another option for me,” Shauna declared, pressing their noses together. “Either here, lost in the woods, or back home with hundreds of alphas around, you would still be my choice.”
“And you mine.”
“So?” Shauna raised an eyebrow. “Does that change your opinion?”
“If… if you want to, like seriously want to, of course,” Jackie whispered. “But I… we— I’ve never, y’know, and neither have you. And I want our first time to be special and not forced by your heat.”
Shauna looked at her fondly. She raised a hand from where it was resting against the alpha’s shoulders and put it on Jackie’s face.
“You’re cute,” Shauna said. “Did you know that?”
“I’ve heard it once or twice.” Jackie smirked.
Shauna finally leaned down and pressed her mouth into Jackie’s lips; they were big and warm and soft, just like her eyes. A chill went down her spine at the feeling. She wanted to kiss her forever and never let her go.
“I love you,” she whispered, eagerly. She held onto the back of Jackie’s neck and pushed her closer with a hunger she could no longer hide.
“Me too,” Jackie whispered. Her hands never strayed from their place in Shauna’s thighs.
Too respectful. Too sweet. Shauna needed more.
“Please,” Shauna begged. She wasn’t sure what she wanted, and by the look on Jackie’s face, neither did she.
“Shauna?” Jackie asked, concerned. “What is it?”
“I need you,” she whispered, biting down on the lobule of her ear. “So much.”
Shauna’s hands traveled south to grasp Jackie’s hands. She pushed them up until they were flush against her ass. Jackie tensed, trying to free her hands. Shauna groaned and dug her fingernails into the alpha’s wrists, keeping her in place.
“Shauna…”
“Enough with the catholic guilt,” Shauna chastened. “You’re not ruining my virtue or being indecent by touching what’s yours.”
Touching what’s yours. Shauna was hers. Jackie felt a sickening thrill at those words. She had spent so much time telling Shauna she belonged to her she hadn’t stopped to think how much she wanted to hear those same words coming out of the omega’s mouth.
“Mine,” she whispered. She intended it to be a question but knew it was unnecessary— Shauna was Jackie’s, and Jackie was Shauna’s. Anyone who couldn’t see that was simply lying to themselves.
“Yours.”
The next kiss was hungry and wild and probably would’ve made anyone watching cringe because it was all teeth and saliva and harsh pushing— no way it could ever feel good.
Oh, but it felt good. Fucking glorious. Jackie wanted to shrink herself and live in Shauna’s mouth forever, stuck like toffee on her teeth. Never to be gone, always her flavor on her mouth.
Shauna tried to pull away and stand on her own, but Jackie didn’t allow her. Her hands gripped her ass hard, forcing her to grind on the blonde’s stomach. “Shore,” Shauna demanded, always the one to have the upper hand even in circumstances such as this one. Jackie went willingly, walking blindly toward dry land. “There’s a blanket,” she murmured against the other woman’s jaw.
“Isn’t it bad to have sex on the beach?” Jackie asked absentmindedly. Despite her clear skepticism, she followed Shauna’s orders.
Look at your alpha, Shipman. You are supposed to do as she says, not the other way around.
“No.”
“What if sand gets, y’know…” Jackie finally put her down, but she didn’t let her step away. Her hands were on her backside, on her back, on her neck— everywhere she could reach. “Inside of your…”
Shauna rolled her eyes. “I’ll live.” She pushed Jackie down to the blanket, not giving her time to gather her bearings before she was straddling her stomach.
“Hi.” Jackie smiled up at her.
“Take it off,” Shauna demanded, sneaking a finger on the waistband of her boxers. Jackie sat up, hands going to Shauna’s back. Her fingers touched soft skin, traveling north until they reached her bra.
“Can I?” Jackie asked, leaving a kiss on her shoulder.
“Yes,” Shauna whispered breathlessly, copying her action to also take off Jackie’s bra.
“Hello, ladies.” Jackie smiled, eyes on Shauna’s uncovered boobs.
“Shut up,” Shauna replied, with no real bite to it. She grabbed Jackie’s chin and forced her face up, connecting their lips in a brushing kiss. Jackie’s hands went to her back, pushing them together until their skins met.
“God.” Jackie pulled away, out of breath. She kissed Shauna’s cheek and traveled south, her lips purposely avoiding her neck. She knew if she were to kiss her there, she would lose all sense of control and just bite and mark and—
“Jackie,” Shauna begged in a choked moan. Her hands were in Jackie’s hair, pushing her down. Jackie went willingly, lips expertly finding one of her nipples and sucking it into her mouth. “Fuck.”
Jackie closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of Shauna’s skin close to her, her warmth all over her. She could drown in her smell and die a happy woman. She kept her administration on Shauna’s chest, one of her hands going up to grab the free nipple in between her fingers. Shauna threw her head back, moaning at the pleasure Jackie was giving her.
“Like that,” Shauna spoke, out of breath. “Take this off.”
Shauna pulled at Jackie’s boxers until they abandoned her hips, sticking to her thighs and not allowing them to go further because of the posture. Shauna’s hand quickly grabbed Jackie’s member, squeezing it tentatively.
Jackie’s reaction was immediate; she pulled away from Shauna’s chest and gasped, looking up at Shauna with her mouth open and hooded eyes that shone with want. When Shauna ran her thumb over it until she reached the tip, Jackie closed her eyes as she tried to regain control. She put her head on Shauna’s shoulder, gasping for air.
“Fuck,” she whispered. “Fuck, Shauna.”
Shauna squeezed again, and Jackie made a sound Shauna had never heard her make before. It was a mixture of pleasure and pain, so obscene she had to bite her bottom lip to not moan alongside her alpha.
“Let me do this,” Shauna whispered, sensing Jackie’s distress over the bubbling pleasure. She moved down on Jackie’s lap, positioning herself so she could lower her head.
Jackie stopped when she tried to go further down, both hands on her cheeks to push her up. “No,” she whispered. “You don’t have to.”
“I want to,” Shauna replied.
“This isn’t about me.” Jackie pushed her back on her lap, looking up at her with adoration. “Let me take care of you, please.”
Shauna found herself nodding at the plea. When Jackie turned them around and laid Shauna on the blanket, she didn’t fight her. Jackie kneeled between her legs, and her hands toyed with the fabric of Shauna’s panties.
Shauna slapped the hands away, pulling down her underwear by herself. “You don’t have to ask for permission,” she murmured. “I’ll tell you if you do something I don’t like.”
Jackie smirked, feeling her confidence return. She kissed Shauna’s inner thigh. “I doubt you’ll dislike what I’m gonna do to you.”
Shauna watched in awe as Jackie lowered herself between her legs, eyes on hers as she stuck her tongue out and licked her clit. “Fuck.” The omega’s eyes rolled to the back of her head, her body falling backwards and only stopping when it hit the blanket. One hand went down, fingers twisting into Jackie’s hair and pulling her against her. “More.”
Jackie obeyed. She started slow, a little hesitant at first, but Shauna’s moans encouraged her, making her pick up the pace. She pressed the tip of her tongue against Shauna’s entrance, unsure if the omega was okay with that, but Shauna simply groaned and moved her hips, successfully penetrating herself with Jackie’s tongue.
“Fuck,” Shauna cursed, pulling at Jackie’s hair. “Keep going.”
Jackie fucked her with her tongue, eyes raised to capture every single reaction she was causing in Shauna, noticing when she would let out a small, high-pitched scream and doing the same thing that had caused that reaction. When Shauna’s breath stuck in her throat and her hold tightened, Jackie knew she had succeeded.
Shauna came with a choked moan, back arching off the blanket. Jackie eased her through it, licking and sucking but careful not to touch her clit as to not overstimulate her.
“So,” Jackie said, moving so she was on top of Shauna, who kept gasping for air. She left a kiss on her left nipple and smirked at her. “Was it good?”
“Jesus, Jackie,” Shauna whispered. “Are you sure you’ve never done it before?”
Jackie giggled, kissing her cheek. Shauna raised a hand to clean Jackie’s chin, wet with her release, and smiled at her.
“Do you want to continue?” Jackie asked shyly.
“Of course,” Shauna said. “I’m not done with you yet.”
Shauna pulled their lips together, and she moaned at the taste of herself in Jackie’s mouth. Jackie groaned, humping into Shauna’s thigh. The feeling of Jackie’s member against her, so close to where she wanted it most, made her lose her mind momentarily.
“Please,” Shauna begged against her lips.
Jackie pulled away, both forearms on each side of Shauna’s head. She looked at her with adoration, pulling hair away from her face before she lowered her hand and grabbed her dick, positioning it until the tip was nudging her entrance. Shauna closed her eyes at the feeling, but Jackie put a hand on her cheek.
“Don’t,” she whispered. “I wanna look at you.” Shauna did as she asked and opened her eyes. Hazel and brown looked at each other as Jackie eased herself into Shauna. The first few inches entered her, and Shauna moaned against her mouth, careful not to let her eyelids close. “Good?” Jackie asked, freezing halfway through. “Do you want me to stop?”
“No,” Shauna’s hands went south, resting on Jackie’s hips. She forced them down, making Jackie push further into her. Jackie gasped, grabbing her cheeks for leverage as she opened her mouth. When Jackie was fully inside of her, she closed her eyes, her body tensing all over. Her head fell over next to Shauna’s, and she shook in pleasure.
“Fuck.” Jackie moaned as she came. “Shauna.”
Shauna closed her eyes and bit her lips, hands going up to dig her fingers into Jackie’s back. The feeling of Jackie on top of her, inside of her, her warm cum filling her up as she moaned her name over and over was enough to make her come as well. Fingernails pierced through the skin of Jackie’s back, and Shauna gasped against the alpha’s ear, hips moving on their own as she trembled in pleasure. “Fuck,” Shauna whispered.
Jackie raised her head, observing Shauna as she came down from her high. Her cheeks were red as she looked at her with shame. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I came too soon.”
“You’re still seem pretty hard to me.” To make her point stick, she squeezed Jackie, who was still deep inside of her. The alpha shivered at the feeling, eyes momentarily closing. “Fuck me, please.”
“Okay.” Jackie lowered herself into Shauna’s body, their chests meeting and making their nipples rub together. Jackie’s lips went to her neck, where she licked at the sweaty skin as she began to move her hips with fervor.
“Bite me,” Shauna begged, nails once more digging into her skin.
“No,” Jackie groaned, moving inside of her. She twisted her hips to one side, trying to find the perfect momentum, and the change of angle made Shauna gasp, pushing her down by the hips until they were fully pressed together.
“Right there,” Shauna whined. Jackie began to move again, paying no mind to the omega’s nails digging into her ass, and started to slam into her with ferocity, groaning against her skin. “Like that.”
Jackie maintained the pace, using her forearm to keep her balance as she slammed herself into Shauna like a madwoman. Her teeth grazed Shauna’s neck, but she didn’t dare to sink her teeth there.
“Please,” Shauna sobbed. “Mark me.”
“Bite me first,” Jackie said against her ear. “I want it—” Shauna rolled her hips, and Jackie momentarily saw stars. “I want you to do it first.”
Shauna wasted no time. She moved Jackie’s hair to the side, and her nose searched for that spot between her nape and her ear, the one place no alpha ever willingly showed— their most precious thing, their weakness, all offered willingly to her by Jackie. Shauna’s teeth bit down until they broke the skin, just like her nails had done moments before on the alpha’s tan back. Jackie moaned, eyes watering at the pleasure. Her pace became wonky, too lost in the feeling to be capable of even thinking properly.
“Fuck,” Jackie gasped at the sensation.
Shauna groaned when she tasted the blood on her tongue. The knowledge that Jackie was officially hers —that she belonged to her, in that moment and onwards, for everyone to see— made her eyes glow with love and affection. Few alphas ever let their omegas mark them, and even fewer let the omega take the first bite. But Jackie had let her, and she was still moving inside her so deliciously, pushing her cum further in, and— and Shauna was coming again with the metallic taste of Jackie in her mouth.
“Three times,” Jackie said playfully, pulling away when Shauna’s teeth abandoned her skin. “Not too bad, uh?”
“Could be better.”
Jackie smirked at that. She grabbed Shauna’s right leg and rested it on her shoulder. She changed positions, giving herself more room to move before she slammed into Shauna ruthlessly, pushing her down onto the ground in a way that should have hurt but didn’t. Her grunts of effort hit Shauna right in the ear, and she held onto Jackie’s biceps, her body incapable of withstanding so much pleasure.
“Bite me,” Shauna begged, sobbing. “Please, Jackie.”
“One more.” Jackie pressed their foreheads together, still moving inside of her relentlessly. “Come one more time, and I’ll bite you.”
Shauna ought to not have found those words as sexy as she did, but having Jackie on top of her, being so bossy, and taking complete control of the situation as if Shauna was a match she was focused on winning turned her on in a way she didn’t know was possible. Her nails dug deep, making Jackie bleed just like she had done on her neck, and the thought of the alpha being so visibly hers for all to see made her cry out.
“Jackie,” Shauna gasped as she came. Jackie finally slowed her pace, giving her time to recover. She kissed her calf, still slung over her shoulder, and watched patiently. Once she came down, she set her leg back around her waist and moved closer.
“Four.” Jackie’s smirk was the first thing Shauna saw when she opened her eyes. She touched her nose with hers, caressing it lovingly. “I love you.”
“Bite me,” Shauna said instead, moving her head to the side.
Jackie snorted against her cheek, kissing her jaw. “Are you sure?” She asked, lips grazing the most vulnerable place in her neck.
“Please.”
Jackie bit down, and Shauna gasped. Her eyes, unfocused, stared at the sky. She could feel it— Jackie’s saliva entering her body, altering the chemistry of her being and forever bonding them together as one. Whereas an omega’s bite was nothing but a symbolic gesture of their bond, an alpha’s bite was special: it connected two individuals as one forever, changing the omega’s scent so it was a mixture of both their scents together. From that point forward, everyone would know Shauna belonged to Jackie, and despite her bite doing nothing but leaving a small mark, every omega who got too close would also know Jackie was hers.
She belonged to Jackie until her dying day. She was hers, and she would forever carry her scent on her.
Shauna came hard when Jackie pulled away and licked the blood that had been spilled by her teeth, officiating the mating.
“My omega,” Jackie whispered, licking the new mark again. Her hips twitched, and soon she was coming inside of Shauna. Shauna milked her dry, eagerly taking everything her alpha had to give her.
“Mine,” Shauna said, her finger touching the mark. It was slowly fading, unlike her own, which was setting into place. But Shauna didn’t mind; she would spend eternity marking Jackie over and over again.
“Yours.” Jackie rested their foreheads together and began moving inside of her again. She wasn’t harsh or fast this time; it was a slow pace, meant to show just how much she loved her. “I’m yours forever, Shauna.”
“Me too,” Shauna said, putting her hair away from her face. “Keep going,” she whispered.
Jackie listened to her and picked up the pace a little. She was gasping against her lips, clearly spent from all the exercise she had done, but she was still persistent on satisfying Shauna.
“I love you,” Jackie whispered. Her forehead was sweaty when she rested it on top of hers, but Shauna only closed her eyes and enjoyed the feeling of Jackie inside of her, of Jackie moving inside of her at a slow yet steady pace, meant to make her feel good.
“I love you too,” Shauna responded, looking into her hazel eyes.
“You think you can come again?” Jackie asked. “I can pull out now if you want.”
“Don’t you dare,” Shauna growled, pushing her further into her. Jackie chuckled, moving until her lips were on Shauna’s neck.
“Okay.”
When Jackie’s lips caressed the still tender mark, Shauna tensed, her body subconsciously freezing as she came. She squeezed Jackie hard, hand on her nape. “I want you to come inside again,” Shauna begged. “I wanna feel you. Fill me up to the brim.”
Jackie, always one to do as Shauna asked, came at the omega’s words, spilling herself inside of Shauna. “Fuck,” she gasped. “You’re so hot.”
Jackie began to move again, clearly not done yet, but Shauna hissed in pain when Jackie rubbed her clit with her middle finger. She grabbed her wrist, and the girl stopped moving immediately. “Too much,” Shauna explained.
“I’m sorry.” Jackie apologized, kissing her nipple. She pulled away completely, watching with sadness as her seed escaped Shauna’s pussy. She pushed some of it back inside with her finger, the primal need to have Shauna filled with her taking over, but she quickly stopped when Shauna twitched in clear discomfort. “Sorry,” she repeated. “I just can’t get enough of you.”
“Clearly,” Shauna commented, eyes on Jackie’s still erect length.
Jackie rolled her eyes, moving to grab her discarded shirt. She used it to clean Shauna, careful not to touch where she was still sensitive, and then cleaned herself.
Shauna couldn’t help but feel smug at the action— another omega had scented Jackie, but now her cum was on that very same shirt, mixed with Jackie’s release. Everyone would know just what had happened simply by smelling the piece of cloth.
“How was it?” Jackie asked, lying next to her. Her lips moved against her cheek, her arm lazily on top of Shauna’s stomach.
“Earth shattering.” Shauna turned, smiling at her.
“We should get cleaned up,” Jackie said, but made no move to pull away.
“Later.”
“Okay,” Jackie gave in, kissing her mark. Shauna hummed in delight. “My back hurts. And I’m pretty sure you also sank your nails in my ass.”
“Guilty as charged,” Shauna said. There was blood on her teeth when she smiled, and Jackie found it endearing. “I just can’t get enough of you.”
Jackie rolled her eyes. She kissed Shauna’s mark again, and the omega smiled at the sky.
So what if she had to withstand all the omegas around throwing themselves at Jackie? Only Shauna could have all of her.
To her, it was more than enough, at least for the time being.