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1. for love, and nothing less by Tara_Wing

   Fandoms: Origins SMP  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   24 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Technoblade & Phil Watson | Philza
   • Cara | CaptainPuffy & Phil Watson | Philza
   • Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Phil Watson | Philza
   • Cara | CaptainPuffy
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Mental Institutions
   • Hospitalization
   • Technoblade Needs Help (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Rabbit Hybrid Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Crow Hybrid Phil Watson | Philza
   • Good Parent Phil Watson | Philza
   • Foster Child Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Social Worker Cara | CaptainPuffy
   • Past Sexual Abuse
   • Therapy
   • Sexual Assault
   • (non-graphic)
   • Blood and Injury
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Hopeful Ending
   • CHARACTERS NOT CONTENT CREATORS

   Summary

   Everything is too much all the time, and it hurts and Techno doesn’t know how to not be the thing that they all made him into.
   Cassius is in prison, for a very long time. It’s over. It should be over.
   It doesn’t feel like it’s over.
   He wants to die. He can’t bear it anymore and he wants it over and he wants to die so he doesn’t have to feel this pain anymore.

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   Series

   • Part 5 of so different from this hell i lived in

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   English

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