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1. tell me something real by BlueberryMoons

   Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   25 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Xia Yizhou | Caleb/You
   • Xia Yizhou | Caleb & Reader
   • Xia Yizhou | Caleb/Original Female Character(s)
   • Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • Li Shen | Zayne
   • Qin Che | Sylus
   • Reader Is Not MC
   • mc exists
   • Slow Burn
   • ish?
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Reader Has Issues
   • and ocd
   • And Autism
   • Protective Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • Possessive Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • reader is into it
   • Smut
   • Explicit Sex
   • religious trauma?
   • heavy self insert on my part
   • Oral Sex
   • Penetrative Sex
   • Soft sex
   • Rough Sex
   • Panic Attacks
   • Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • canon adjacent
   • College
   • The explosion will happen
   • Colonel Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • Reader has an evol
   • Semi-Public Sex
   • they are both freaks
   • Obsessive Behavior
   • From both of them
   • Codependency
   • Manipulative Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • Reader is into dw
   • first half of this is college friends to lovers
   • second half is angst and depression
   • Happy Ending
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Aftercare
   • it gets good before it gets worst
   • I wrote the entirety of this as a tired college student in the span of one month
   • just pretend there’s no plot holes
   • No beta we die like grandma
   • Sickeningly Sweet Fluff
   • Time Skips
   • Soft Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • Chubby Reader-Insert
   • No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert

   Summary

   You’d always believed growing up you weren’t destined for relationships of any kind. That whoever created you made you without the intention of love or to be loved. You’ve spent your whole life watching from the sidelines.

   That is until you meet Caleb in a random Chinese restaurant nestled in a small Italian city and your whole turns upside down.

   OR

   Caleb x Reader insert. In a universe where mc exists but you’re not her.

   Disclaimer: Not technically an AU. Canon things happen.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   145,092

   Chapters:

   18/?

   Comments:

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