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1. Shane Hollander goes Casual (so cool and unbothered) by Self_cursed

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Shane Hollander & Original Character(s)
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • David Hollander
   • Original Characters
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • he can’t cope with it
   • Sad Shane Hollander
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • But he is scared Russian man
   • feelings so scary
   • avoidant attachment style is so much easier
   • until now
   • Possessive Ilya Rozanov
   • Jealous Ilya Rozanov
   • Jealous Shane Hollander
   • Insecure Shane Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • me too
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • The spiral that never stops spiralling
   • I can’t tag
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Queer Themes
   • A Journey
   • I will hold your hand
   • Safe Sane and Consensual
   • Sex Positive
   • No bottom was harmed through this Hoe Phase
   • Edit: tops are being emotionally tortured but they are safe and sound
   • You could say that:
   • Shane Hollander Walks Ilya Rozanov Like A Dog
   • He just didn't notice it

   Summary

   Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

   It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

   He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

    

   Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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