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The rule they never made by Strawberryjammochi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
16 Dec 2025
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Shane and Ilya never set boundaries, never asked for more, and never said what this was. When Shane realizes Ilya hasn’t been playing by rules they never made, he’s forced to confront the one thing he’s avoided for years: wanting something that actually matters.
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
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Everything was fine, right? Shame clung to him more tightly than sweat, than the smell of the club, than memories. Shame that he couldn't be grateful. Shame that something was missing within him. Shame that he'd tried to "fix" himself with someone else's body. And shame that always returned, unbidden, with a single name.
In short, Shane's thoughts on his night with Rose.
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i've been waiting my whole life to know i wanted you by literaryashtray
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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heavily exploring the pressure shane hollander’s under during his rookie szn—undereating, overexercising, missing home, being a baby-faced teenage phenom, and, of course, being mixed with an asian mom :p basically a character study into shane’s habits of restriction and self-punishment. he has denied himself every pleasure in life… up until ilya rozanov. he’s the one thing he can’t refuse.
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don’t wanna be young and sad another day longer by ecavery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Ilya has everything he is supposed to want.
It still isn’t enough to quiet the noise in his head.
When Shane hears it in his voice, he comes anyway.
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I Think I'll Regret This by joonslittle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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Shane drops.
and drops.
and drops
or: Shane drops after the infamous "we didn't even kiss" text, and it spirals deeper than he could have ever expected.
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Hollander was full of surprises. He was awkward, fumbling, and shy, but someone had taught him how to suck a cock like a champion, and Ilya’s size did not deter him. When Ilya tried to pull him off, to act the part of a gentleman and finish elsewhere, Hollander doubled down and ignored his warnings. He swallowed every drop and then peeled back, looking up with doe eyes, eager for approval.
“This is not your first time with a man?” Ilya asked, knowing the answer.
Hollander glanced away, tensing slightly. “Um, no. No, but it’s been a while—a long time.”
OR, Shane Hollander has a dark secret, and Ilya is desperate to learn it. (read the tags, please!)
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Hidden in Plain Sight by Ineffableoutpost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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5 times Ilya teases and flirts with Shane in public without getting caught, and 1 time they do get caught.
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Ilya slips up and Shane leaves, but the real mistake is leaving so much left unsaid.
Or, "Hollander. Hollander," but it means so much more than just a last name.
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Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey star of his generation — and the very definition of arrogance: spoiled, petty, and unpredictable. Shane Hollander is stuck in a dull routine, dreaming of the story that will turn his career upside down. When his boss sends him to spend two weeks shadowing Rozanov for an exclusive feature, Shane soon learns that following a star in crisis is far more complicated — and dangerous — than he ever imagined.
This could be the story that changes everything… or destroys everything they thought they knew.
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tucked beneath my muscle memory was you by downtheroadandupthehill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?
Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.
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After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.
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Shane Hollander’s life changed with his career ending hockey injury. It started again when Ilya Rozanov walked into his parents’ candy shop.
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A recessive Alpha and a stubborn Omega meet and fall in love.
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The Boston Boy by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Five times someone asked who Lily was, and one time Shane told the truth.
Or, “A Lesson in the Art of Subtlety,” presented by Shane Hollander, and witnessed by the Montreal Voyageurs.
(Inspired by the scene where Shane gets the dickpick and slams his phone down on the bed, and in ep4 when he aggressively tells Hayden he is going to visit a “friend”)
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- Part 3 of The Montreal Girl (Lily & Jane)
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“Are you actually fucking serious?”
The room once again falls silent. He stares at the floor, jaw locked, counting his breath like he's not trying to drown, so he doesn't fall apart. One. two. Three. One two. Three.
“You want me to–” Shane takes a breath in absolute disbelief, “-to confess to throwing a game?”or, Shane gets pissed at his teammates after they accuse him of throwing a game
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What if its not Shane who gets concussed, but Ilya instead? and a lot worse. This is primarily a hurt/comfort fic that has been on my mind constantly. Essentially Ilya gets hurt in a game against the Voyagers, and our poor anxious baby Shane goes to pieces. Everything is exposed on the Ice...
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My garden, forever by jrweeny
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander was generally not a man who took many risks. He found what he wanted to do at a very young age and he knew he was good at it. Everything he did in his life was for hockey, in some way. He didn’t get distracted, didn’t lose hope, never gave up.
And he always knew that when he finally got what he had worked so hard for, nothing was going to ruin it for him.
He hadn’t accounted for Ilya Rozanov.
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Hanahaki AU where Shane tries to ignore his feelings until he really, really can't anymore. -
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Ilya Rozanov is a trained agent for high-risk infiltrations, but nothing prepared him for looking after the son of the Canadian Prime Minister — Shane Hollander. A brilliant, irresistibly troublesome young man and a constantly moving target.
Keeping Shane alive won’t be easy. Someone is getting too close, and every wrong move could be fatal.
Caught between protection and desire, Ilya discovers the line that separates them is thinner than he ever imagined — and sometimes, risking everything is the only way to survive. -
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Shane Hollander was paired in a scientific experiment on the neuroemotional impacts of kissing.
Ilya Rozanov shouldn’t interfere with the results — but he interferes with Shane’s heart rate, concentration, and ability to remember that this is only science. -
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Shane is addicted to Ilya. And he hates it. He especially hates the fact that he doesn’t really hate it at all. He might even be a little bit in love with him. But he will never admit that to anyone.
Ilya is fascinated by Shane. His need for sex. His desperation for Ilya. And his ability to obey. But that is all, of course. Only fascination. Nothing more.
Until the day Shane gets injured and Ilya has to face the fear of losing him. -
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The test very confidently displayed a positive result. Well—this test and the three others he’d taken just to be sure. He’d used the basic drug store one that showed only a plus sign, as well as the fancier ones with words and estimates of how far along you were. All of them were screaming at him, in unison, the words he hadn’t wanted to hear. They echoed the thought that he’d been desperately trying to ignore despite the symptoms he’d been having for the past two weeks.
Shane Hollander was pregnant.