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    His eyes flutter open.

    Eddie—propped up on an elbow, chin and cheek in hand above Buck—grins lazily down at him.

    ”Hey there, Sleeping Beauty,” he says, fond and amused.

    Rolling his head to the side, Buck looks down at himself, lying flat on his back in bed, half under the covers, he squints, looks back up at Eddie, then realizes—

    “Did I fall asleep on you?”

    Eddie snorts, fingertips resuming their mindless patterns over Buck’s chest, “For a little bit there, yeah,”

    “While your hand was still on my dick?” Buck looks back down at himself, incredulous.

    eddie likes that buck doesn’t feel like he needs to perform with him

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    Buck meets Eddie one night at a bar and sparks fly. Buck feels an instant connection but after Eddie leaves in a rush the next morning, he puts it down to his imagination because he’s only good for one night, no one wants him for keeps.

    Cue him running into Eddie almost everywhere he goes, like the universe keeps putting Eddie in his path. And Eddie is kind and never makes their interactions feel awkward and the way he smiles at Buck has something warm fluttering to life inside him.

    Is his crush unrequited or is there a chance Eddie feels the same?

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    Eddie rents an AirBnB in El Paso for a while instead of buying a house (because that's crazy, Eddie slow down) and Eddie being gone means Bobby has to fill his spot. This means he has to hear Buck constantly talk about one of the new firefighters at the 118. Subsequently, his entire world turns upside-down. Right-side up?

    Excerpt: “We were on our way back from a structural, and Sanchez mentioned their kid. Holy shit, Eds. If I didn’t know Jee… she was just so cute! Little blonde pigtails and everything. She and Jee are about the same age, I think Brynn is a little younger, but I’m thinking of asking Devin if she and Jee could have a playdate. I think I might die of cuteness.”

    A kid with cute blonde curls. Buck loves kids.

    “That sounds like a good plan. What are your plans for the next 48 off?” Eddie asks, trying to steer away from conversations that make him want to throw his phone.

    “I think I’m actually going to take Sanchez up on the offer to join them on a hike. They haven’t been since they got in from Seattle and so I figured I would take them on that trail that we took Chris that one time?"

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    “Buck, can you tell me what’s wrong? Why do you look like you’re about to pass out or vomit all over yourself?”

    Buck’s breathing is heavy but controlled in a way that Eddie recognizes as a technique most of them have used when trying to manage pain.

    “My leg, sometimes…it hurts. I guess it hurts all the time honestly, but usually the pain is like a 3 or a 4, which I can handle.” Buck lets out a huff of breath, almost a chuckle.

    “But sometimes, and it’s not always but it happens after long shifts, or like tonight when I’m sleeping somewhere that I can’t fully stretch out, it gets bad. Like, 8 or 9 out of 10.” He admits, his blue eyes meeting Eddie’s across the foot of space between them.

     

    AKA the Buck Has Chronic Pain Because There is No Way You Get Crushed by a Truck and Never Have Issues fic where I use my own comfort techniques for when my chronic pain is flaring up

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