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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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what’s gonna be left of the world (if you’re not in it) by PrincessAmericaChavez
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Mar 2026
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“What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.
And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.
Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.
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Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.
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Team Free Will throws a low-stakes Halloween party in the Bunker, streamers, plastic bones, and Jack in a DIY ghost sheet. Sam shows up as a vampire. Bobby brings beer. Charlie won’t stop stirring the pot. And Cas? He walks in wearing Dean’s uniform: flannel, denim, boots, looking like he raided Dean’s closet on purpose.
The jokes start. Dean bolts for “air.” In the quiet corridor, one truth becomes impossible to dodge. Confession turns to a hallway kiss; a messy, perfect first time follows, praise, filth, and years of wanting finally burning off, before soft aftercare and a private moment where angels don’t sleep… but they do stay.
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What if in Purgatory Dean saw Cas in his true form, and it changed their relationship forever?
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What would SPN Season 8 look like if Destiel became canon (porn edition)Bookmarked by LexieIsTired
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Do I wanna know (if this feeling flows both ways)? by h0tcheet0s
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
20 Jun 2026
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The BAU's mandatory HR training takes an interesting turn when Morgan volunteers JJ to demonstrate workplace conduct scenarios with Emily, and what starts as a harmless roleplay exercise quickly becomes something neither of them can deny.
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