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    He wasn’t familiar with the stars like Kai was. He knew he was often described as the moon, but Kai was the sun, and Soobin just wanted to be in the same sky.

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    21 Feb 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    In an effort to serve people who couldn't physically come to the library, technical services had recently added an "Ask-a-Librarian" box to the library web page, sending reference questions directly to Soobin via his email a.k.a the said Librarian. Most of them are, sadly, stupid questions, which make his job quite boring.

    But when a string of complicated and entertaining questions begin to flow into his email box, courtesy of the "Ask-A-Librarian" service, Soobin finds his boredom vanishing and being replaced with an increasing curiosity to learn who's behind them.

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    01 Dec 2020

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    He hasn’t even touched Kai, but he already feels completely out of his depth. “How’re you feeling?” Soobin manages to say, walking slowly over to Kai’s bed.

    “Like shit,” Kai whines. “I feel so hot, and my skin’s all prickly, and everything hurts.”

    (or: kai goes into heat for the very first time, soobin helps him through it, and things go downhill from there)

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    14 Nov 2020

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    "A fucking email?!" Soobin tears right into him, not caring that the younger man is clearly groggy with sleep. "I get a fucking email?!"

    "Soobinie," His boyfriend whispers to the receiver, sighing tiredly, but then his resignation turns into indignation. "Do you have any idea what time it is?"

    "It's a clobbering time, that's what time it is!" Soobin seethes. "Why didn't you call to tell me this shit, Kai?"

    "Because I knew you'd be angry," Kai defends his choice of action petulantly.

    "For future reference: knowing that what you have to say will upset me is precisely the reason why you should call to tell me, not say it in a goddamn email."
     

     

    (There is no doubt in Soobin's mind that his relationship with Kai is the most important thing in his life, and instinctively he decides that everything has to make way for them to be together. All Soobin wants for his life is to be with Kai – for a hundred days, even for more than that, he yearned to just be with him again. Why would Soobin ever sacrifice that for a one-in-a-million chance at becoming an artist?

    He’s never been so wrong.)

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    14 Nov 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    "I know love. I've loved someone, genuinely loved him." He pauses briefly to push back the powerful memory. "But not more than I love you."

    It’s hard for him to breathe, suddenly his lungs are full of water and he keeps breathing through his mouth to release the tension around his chest. Soobin wants to cry but he holds it in.

    "And I lost that person because I thought choosing you over him would mean something to you. But clearly I was wrong."

     

    (Soobin sacrifices everything to make things right between him and his father. He puts his life on hold so as not to offend him, to not add insult to injury. He has had relationships fail because he wouldn't introduce them to his parents and he could never spend Christmas with them because every year he has to try to fix something that couldn't be fixed and he can't help but wonder if anything ever going to make a difference, when it's only him who wants to change.)

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    04 Aug 2020