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  1. Rec 33

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    "There’s a lamp glowing warm in the corner beside Bee’s bookshelf, soft light catching on the edges of framed degrees Andrew’s never bothered reading before now. That’s where he sticks his gaze, just shy of looking at Bee.

    Neil had looked gray when Andrew left the dorm. Gray, like someone had scooped the color out of him with both hands and left behind whatever was underneath. Every sharp bone in his body has started showing through lately - collarbones too pronounced beneath loose shirts, wrists thin enough Andrew can nearly circle one entirely with his hand.

    It’s like watching something eat Neil alive from the inside out. Like termites hollowing through wood. The details accumulate under Andrew’s skin like splinters.

    “Andrew.”

    “He looks like a corpse,” Andrew says flatly."

     

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    Andrew's POV of the ending of "He's Insisting That He's fine (He's Not Fine)"

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    30 May 2026

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    "Andrew’s arm slides around Neil’s waist, slow enough that Neil could stop him if he wanted to. He doesn’t. He lets Andrew pull him in against his chest, one arm tight around him, solid and unyielding. Protective, though against what, Neil isn’t sure.

    The heat of Andrew’s body sinks into him almost immediately, thawing some of the chill lodged deep in his bones. Neil hadn’t realized just how cold he was until now. He curls closer without thinking about it.

    Andrew’s hand spreads flat against his side, slipping under his shirt carefully. “You’re freezing,” he mutters after a minute.

    “It’s just cold in here.” Neil closes his eyes and adds, “But you’re warm.”

    Andrew makes a quiet, irritated sound at that, but he doesn’t let go. Neil lets himself sink into the warmth instead of thinking about the blood or the pain or the way his body feels increasingly foreign to him. He focuses on Andrew’s heartbeat beneath his cheek. The steady rise and fall of his breathing. Eventually, Andrew’s grip tightens almost imperceptibly around him, like he’s afraid Neil might disappear if he loosens it too much."

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    Neil isn't feeling well, but he's fine. Totally fine. Nothing to worry about here!

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    Nakajima Atsushi always looked beautiful, but there was one thing Dazai Osamu knew for certain:

    He looked even better wearing the clothes Dazai picked out for him.

    Or the five times Dazai dressed Atsushi and the one time he undressed him instead.

    dazatsu week 2021 | day three: clothing

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  4. Rec 36

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    Atsushi meets Odasaku, in a way he never expected.

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Rec 17

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    Rhetorical question: What’s worse than working for the mafia against your will?
    Non-rhetorical answer: Harbouring feelings for a certain ginger with anger issues.

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    24 Jan 2026