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    'The notification popped up as soon as the phone touched Marleau’s hands.
    12:34am Jane: You deserved that win. :)
    Marleau decided it was a message within a literal message. He promised he would only overstep just one more time, sent a silent prayer to his family and his team just incase he were caught, and sent Jane’s contact over to himself before deleting the evidence.'

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    A canon divergent where Marleau befriends Jane, and, unbeknownst to him forms a best-friendship with Shane Hollander through several late night texts :)

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    08 May 2026

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    “I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”

    Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.

    “Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”

    “I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”

    “Ha, ha.”

    “Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”

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    Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.

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    07 May 2026

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    "So fucking pretty," Ilya says, talking more to himself than Shane. He rubs his cock through the mess on his face and taps it softly against Shane's cheek. "Like a girl."

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    04 May 2026

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    Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.

    The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.

    Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.

    Like mother, like son.

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    Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.

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    03 May 2026

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    “This isn’t real.”

    Shane kisses the top of her head, “It is,” he says softly, “but it’s going to be okay.”

    “You don’t know that.”

    “I do. You’re my daughter, Nastya, I know your will. You won’t let this break you.” he says, and he says it so surely that it sounds like a truth already done. “The surgery will go well, you will keep up with the rehab afterward. You’ll be playing hockey within the year. Okay?”

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    Anastasia Hollander Rozanova comes from greatness. She expects that of herself. And it's okay that so does everyone else. Really. It's fine.

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    03 May 2026