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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Violet is awake and her eyes are filled with fire when I return to our room after visiting Jack-fucking-Barlowe. Fuck. I meant to quietly pack my things and leave before she woke, but it's too late now, and she's obviously guessed my intentions because every word is full of soft fury as she stalks over to me. "I'm going to ask for the same thing I've been asking for years: I need you to listen to me. I need you to trust me and trust our friends so we can figure this out. It's hard to be vulnerable, and you might lose people you care about if you trust them and they reject you. But you sure as hell will lose everyone if you insist on shutting us out of your life."

    She grabs the sides of my flight jacket, pulls me into the room, and slams the door. There is nothing I can say to make this better so I anchor my shields as strongly as I ever have and wrap my arms around her, pulling her against my chest.

    I can't tell her how terrified I am. It would have been better if I had died because at least then I wouldn't be capable of hurting Violet anymore. Fuck. Sgaeyl hasn't spoken to me since the battle but I know she agrees. Better to be dead than to be this. An abomination.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    Violet helps Xaden in the aftermath of Iron Flame.

    *warning for Iron Flame Spoilers

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Violet wants total honesty but, unfortunately, that is the one thing that Xaden is incapable of offering her.

    Written for Whumptober Day 2 filling the prompt "Trust Issues."

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    ‘I wouldn’t be standing here if I quit every time something seemed impossible to overcome’ - quote prompt from mcflymemes on tumblr.

    Xaden is wracked with guilt post Iron Flame, Violet confronts Xaden and all of his insecurities head on.

    Violet toyed with her fingers for a moment her gaze not meeting his, “You think that if you leave this will all get better...or you can keep me safe.” As she finished, she met his gaze, any nervousness from before gone, it wasn’t a question, she was not asking him.

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    02 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    Xaden Riorson has the most remarkable self-control on the continent. However, the more he resists the growing urges beckoning him — the weaker he is becoming. Instead of wallowing in self-pity, he decides to focus on what he can control: creating a plan to fight the venin, training Violet, and making sure that no one else finds out about his latest secret.

    But what happens if Xaden's infamous control slips? And puts the one person he would never risk losing in danger?

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    02 Jun 2026