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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane and Ilya are enjoying their first overnight stay with each other since their conversation at the All-Stars, only to be interrupted by Svetlana. Confusion, miscommunication, and insecurity occurs.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Who are you talking to?” Sveta is looking with a raised eyebrow, at Ilya’s delighted face.

    “Ah, I am talking to my catfish.”

    “What do you mean, your catfish?” Ilya angles the phone so Sveta can see the shirtless picture on the screen.

    “This guy is pretending to be Shane Hollander on Grindr. It’s pretty funny. He’s cropped the face out, but he’s using pictures from the billboard next to my apartment.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is sure he's being catfished- why would the real Shane Hollander be on Grindr, talking to random university of Ottawa students? But the more he talks to Wayne, the more he starts to like him, and the more he wishes Wayne would just come clean so they can finally be together.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane shouldn't care about what the Centaurs have to say about sex life years into marriage. They say it's normal for it to get boring, and he can't help but disagree with how far from the truth that statement is.

    Until he sees Ilya laughing with Haas about it. That's when he starts to spiral.

     

    or: Shane thinks Ilya finds their sex life boring. Ilya thinks he's insane. They fuck about it.

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    "Listen, Hollander. Let’s stop. I do not want to see you again. I cannot."
    Right before the 2017 Boston match, Ilya walks away. He convinces himself it’s a selfless sacrifice—that Shane is better off without him. He is completely wrong.

    The sudden breakup tears Shane’s world apart, leaving him hollow and trapped in an obsessive spiral trying to understand why. But while Shane is drowning in the aftermath, his mother and Rose are already drawing up a counter-strategy.

    Enter the Lavender Marriage. Officially, it’s a temporary shield to protect Shane from the media. Unofficially, it’s a high-stakes gamble orchestrated by the two women. Rose is convinced Ilya still loves him, and she knows nothing will crack his stoic resolve faster than seeing Shane prepare to walk down the aisle with someone else.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “I, uh, came to ask for a ride."

    Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.

    They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.

    “Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.

    In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.

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    28 Jun 2026