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  1. Rec 14

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    Soon, Arthur's wince gives way to a small, fond smile, eyes creased as he cradles Chuuya's little hand with his own palm, marvelling at the size difference. Chuuya is so tiny, it's bizarre–a mini miracle, sitting in his lap and gazing at him with such wonder in his wide eyes.


    Or: Arthur is a father and a husband. He's happy to be both.

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    22 May 2026

  2. Rec *

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    All it took was one bullet. One stray, misfired bullet in the throws of chaos for Chuuya’s entire week to be ruined.

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    In which Fyodor wants revenge, Chuuya is confused, and we all hate Dazai

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    21 May 2026

  3. Rec 30

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    A bruise mysteriously appears on Chuuya's jaw. Dazai works himself into delusion as a distraction.

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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 61

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    Nakahara Chuuya, a new addition to the Yokohama EMS, makes his first call as a student EMT for a suicide, except he never expected it to be someone his age with such a lifelessness in his eyes that if it weren't for the heart rate monitor, he would think he was dead.
    After making this patient who overdosed on acetaminophen, he never forgets it. Yet, after so many shifts and patients, the memory becomes grainy in Chuuya's memory. He forgets of this boy, occasionally remembering bits and pieces of the call, but never quite his face or name.
    Years later, he makes a call for an attempted suicide again, but he doesn't expect to meet the boy grown up now. The man looks different now, but he still hasn't found a reason to live. After making more calls for this suicidal maniac, Chuuya begins to learn more about the patient, and himself.

    ***TW: major character death, suicide, attempted suicide, self-harm, overdose, hanging, drowning, hurt/comfort, angst, suicidal thoughts, sexual harassment***

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    19 May 2026

  5. Rec 8

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    Chuuya should be happy now. He has every reason to be happy. He works at the agency, and everyone says that's good. That's supposed to be good.

    He's happy. He is.

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    19 May 2026