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    “The point is,” he starts again, slowly, “that you’ve decided at some point in your life you want to… stick with me, for some reason. Okay. Cool. But it was a long time ago. I’ve changed. You’ve changed. I’ve said this before, it’s not—not your responsibility to bear with me, it’s not another duty.”

    He opens his eyes and turns his face to take a proper look at Satoru by his side. He’s watching him, patiently waiting for the words to leave his mouth.

    “You insist on staying by my side. But I don’t expect that from you,” he whispers, shaking his head. “I would understand if you’d left. If anything, I don’t understand why you wouldn’t.”

    Satoru shifts closer to him with a quiet sigh, until their noses are touching and their breaths mingle together. Their hands find each other under the blankets.

    “You were never a duty. You’ve never felt like a duty to me. You should never feel like one. I shouldn’t have let that happen.” His pupils are dilated. “And I never made any decision. It made itself. My feelings, everything I say, it’s true. It’s the reality. I can’t imagine it ever changing."

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    the story of how Getō Suguru drowns, and how he's pulled back to the surface.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    To read

  2. Rec *

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    “Remember how I promised to keep you safe? To never let you leave again?”

    Chuuya’s lips tremble as he continues to stare at something invisible, murmuring bites of words to himself.

    “This is it,” Dazai says and, grasping hold of his chin, he firmly guides Chuuya’s face to look at him. “You are not allowed to leave me, so wherever you currently are, snap out of it and come back to me.”

    — or: waking up in a disturbingly familiar cage leaves Chuuya in pieces. Dazai reflects on their past to see how they got here and how to bring Chuuya back. A retelling of Beast.

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    05 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    https://archiveofourown.org/chapters/139638340

    Beast au chuuya gets buried alive and dazai saves him top fav amazing writing

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    10 Jan 2026

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    At first, Phainon’s expression is unreadable. His brows are drawn together just slightly, lips pressed into a neutral line. Then, recognition draws, unravelling his stillness like the first stirrings of the morning’s light. His blue gaze sharpens, shifting fully to Mydei instead of the antique dealer, and in an instant the market fades away. Within seconds, his features transform: eyebrows lifting, a radiant smile breaking across his face that crinkles the corners of his eyes with something warm, something impossibly sweet. Mydei has to wonder if anyone else gets this smile, or if it’s reserved specially for him.

    He hopes it is.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    Phaidei top fav

    https://archiveofourown.org/works/69542581

  5. Rec 58

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    They’re grown men and comrades-in-arms, for Kephale’s sake. It is their ultimate duty, before anything else, to keep their citizens happy. A little not-kiss doesn’t mean anything. A little fake wedding for the sake of some kids doesn't mean anything either. Despite what his burning ears might imply, Mydei knows this.

     

    [or, Mydei spent his entire childhood around boys his age. A glance here, a touch there, it's only natural among fellow soldiers... right? So why did it feel so different with Phainon?]

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    23 Aug 2025

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    https://archiveofourown.org/chapters/174073825

    Phaidei top fav <3