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    He sometimes imagined what might happen if he caught it in his mouth. If he moaned at just the right moment so the tiny gold crucifix would fall into place on his tongue.

    An accident.

    Plausible deniability if Rozanov found it weird.

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    Shane has a lot of feelings about Ilya Rozanov’s necklace.

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    August 2017: Svetlana finally meets Jane, because Ilya has failed to anticipate the inevitable result of sharing the code for his front door with more than one person.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Shane's heart learned Ilya's name and forgot how to beat for anything else.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    I don’t have words but this is about letting yourself love and be loved and letting someone else in to see all of you.

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Ilya has, in fact, been reading The New Yorker. It's not all think pieces and literature. There's also poetry.

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    30 Mar 2026

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