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“How many bullets are left in here now, hm?” Fyodor said, voice rough, twisting slender fingers over the head of Dazai’s cock. He knocked the barrel of the gun pointlessly against the curve of his waist a couple of times. “Five?”
“What—so you know how many more you have at your disposal to bury into that poor wall?” said Dazai.
Fyodor only laughed, low and throaty. “Mm . . . or maybe you, if you’re good.”
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- Part 2 of mind games, mistakes
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01 Jun 2026
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Another way (destroy me before I do) by AngelitoBloodsherry for laugan
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Mar 2026
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Chuuya makes a mistake on a mission he should’ve never been part of—and now, still injured, he’s on his knees waiting for his punishment. Dazai pulls on the leash until their eyes meet.
“Do you hate me that much?” Dazai asked, voice sweet as honey. Chuuya struggled for the first time. The brunet cradled his cheek, leaning in to lick away his tears. “Enough to destroy the city? Oh, how lovely. I feel the same about you, pet.”
“I hate you,” Chuuya snarled.
Dazai rested his forehead against his and hummed. “And yet you’ll give me what I want.”
“I swear I’ll kill you.”
A shadow crossed his face. Dazai stepped back slowly, circled the desk, opened a drawer, and tossed the muzzle at Chuuya’s feet.
“Do it. Before I do.”
Or: Dazai needs Chuuya inside him to silence the hollow ache in his chest, but asking for it has never been an option.
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28 May 2026
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A climate pattern in the Pacific Ocean that impacts global weather. It typically brings warmer temperatures; however, its interaction with the jet stream, a high-altitude air current, can lead to unexpected outcomes, such as sudden drops in temperature in certain regions.
This interaction exemplifies the complexity of atmospheric dynamics and its unpredictable impact on local weather conditions.Or: After the Demon Prodigy's defection Chuuya is left with a baby on the way. Four years later Dazai comes back but his return is not welcome or needed.
Their relationship is in shambles, but as with any divorced couple, they’ll play nice for their kid.
Or-Or: single dad chuuya wants to protect his kid from a flight risk parent. Dazai just wants to prove himself.
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26 May 2026
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The Unpredictable Structure of Control (A Study) by TheBloodySadist
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Mar 2023
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Dazai and Fyodor are very fond of games. But Dazai likes to lead their games to the bedroom, and it seems he prefers to lose as violently as possible.
A oneshot about playing with scissors.
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Fyodor pinches the first button on the man’s shirt collar. He tugs it, bringing Dazai half an inch closer.A waft of cologne, wistful and blue. It tastes like misery and self-hatred. It is sensory and sharp, but heady in its own right.
“Did you wear it for me?” he asks the man, softly.
There is something different about Dazai, tonight.
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25 May 2026
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“What a wasteful approach,” Fyodor murmured. “If you insist on theatrics, Dazai-kun, at least commit to a single method. This…” His fingers hovered above one of the deeper gashes, not touching yet, simply appraising. “…is impatience. Or boredom.”
or: Dazai wants oblivion, but death doesn’t take him. Fyodor does.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day three - Bleeding out
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- Part 3 of Hurtcember 2025
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20 May 2026