Hurtcember 2025
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Roadside First-Aid for Suicidal Brats by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Dec 2025
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Dazai’s recklessness meets Chuuya’s last nerve. A broken arm, a suicidal brat, and the least-medical medical attention imaginable.
aka: fifteen-year-old problem children remain exactly that.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day one - Broken bone
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- Part 1 of Hurtcember 2025
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You’re Softest When You’re Bleeding by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Jan 2026
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“Alright,” Chuuya muttered. “Bath time. Up. Don’t deadweight me on purpose. I’m not carrying your scrawny ass around like a princess.”
“That sounds nice,” Dazai mumbled into Chuuya’s hair.
Chuuya nearly dropped him. “Stop—saying shit like that.” His voice cracked just enough to piss him off. “Get in the damn tub.”
or: bleeding, dissociated, and half-conscious—they stumble into intimacy the only way they know how: through blood, bathwater, quiet kisses, and chuuya holding dazai together when he’s too far gone to ask for it, and too exhausted to pretend he doesn’t want it.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day two - Wounds
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- Part 2 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 6 of the dove is on morphine
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“What a wasteful approach,” Fyodor murmured. “If you insist on theatrics, Dazai-kun, at least commit to a single method. This…” His fingers hovered above one of the deeper gashes, not touching yet, simply appraising. “…is impatience. Or boredom.”
or: Dazai wants oblivion, but death doesn’t take him. Fyodor does.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day three - Bleeding out
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- Part 3 of Hurtcember 2025
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“Do not touch me.” Fyodor gathered what remained of his composure, sitting upright, spine a measured line of refusal. The blanket slipped lower down his hips when he moved, icy air licking across his back in a shock that he refused to flinch at. “The last thing I require is affection from you.”
“Oh? Affection?” Dazai laughed softly. “I didn’t say anything about affection. I said warming you up. Different category entirely.” His voice dropped, playful and pointed. “Besides—you were just inside me. Bit late to get shy about proximity.”
or: Cold strips Fyodor of the distance he needs to pretend this means nothing. Dazai closes the gap with infuriating ease. Post-sex, post-reason, Fyodor allows the warmth—and loathes what it reveals.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day eight - Freezing, “I can fix it.”
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- Part 4 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 4 of A Hunger With No Mirror
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I’m Gonna Hold This Over Your Stupid, Bandaged Head Forever by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
14 Dec 2025
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Dazai leaned into his leg without comment, forehead pressing against Chuuya’s hip like he hadn’t even noticed he’d done it— That stopped Chuuya cold. He crouched there, frozen, one hand hovering uselessly in the air. Dazai’s weight was light but insistent, heat bleeding straight through the fabric of his pants.
“You doin’ that on purpose?” Chuuya asked, voice quiet, drawn tight.
“Mm,” Dazai hummed. “Dunno.”
or: suicidal brat gets sick with a fever. his
boyfriendstupid slug of a partner deals with it.Hurtcember 2025 - Day nine - Overheated
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- Part 5 of Hurtcember 2025
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Touch Me Like You’ll Let Me Drown After by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Dec 2025
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The plan had been set earlier. Dazai was almost certain of that. He could remember sitting very still and thinking about how it would work, how long it would take, what he'd need. That part had been clean. Calm. Everything after that was just... filler.
That was always how it went. The plan came first, sharp and orderly, like a diagram drawn in ink. Everything after was penciled-in loosely, erasable. Dazai was already past the important part. Tonight was just killing time until it was time to stop.
And Chuuya was convenient.
Touch didn’t save him.
Touch didn’t make him feel human.
Touch just made the waiting less boring.Hurtcember 2025 - Day ten - Touch, “Fuck you.”
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- Part 6 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 4 of the dove is on morphine
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Chuuya swallowed and shifted his hand, slow and careful, letting his fingers slide into Dazai's hair. It was softer than it had any right to be—always was, even as it perpetually carried the faint scents of gunpowder and something metallic.
He brushed it back from Dazai's temple, thumb grazing skin that was still warm despite everything, and Dazai stirred, a quiet sound slipping out of him before he could stop it. His arms tightened reflexively around Chuuya's waist, face pressing closer, like he was chasing heat even in his sleep.
“Yeah, yeah,” Chuuya murmured under his breath, barely louder than a thought. “I'm here. Don't get all clingy about it.”
or: dazai doesn’t sleep until he does.
weeks of fatigue catch up to him at once, and he ends up on chuuya’s couch, exhausted enough to stay there. chuuya likes how this part goes just a little too much.Hurtcember 2025 - Day fourteen - Fatigue
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- Part 7 of Hurtcember 2025
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He could’ve gone to Odasaku.
He could’ve gone to Doc.He could’ve gone back to the container, thrown up until he passed out, and called it a night. He could’ve gone under the water and just waited. But his legs were already walking again. And they weren’t going toward any of those places.
Dazai knew this part of the city too well. Knew the slant of the road, the neon buzz of the bar sign three blocks up, the iron stairs past the alley where the dogs always barked. He didn’t need to look up to know where he was going.
He knew this part of the city because—
Because it was where he lived.
delirium drags dazai somewhere he didn’t mean to go. his body chooses chuuya for him.
(or: he should’ve died on the way to the door. survival isn’t the mercy people think it is.)
Hurtcember 2025 - Day twenty-four - Delirium, “Why me?”
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- Part 8 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 5 of the dove is on morphine
- Part 4 of Morizai my beloved dead dove
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A fever lowers defenses without altering terms. Dazai remains where he shouldn’t be. Fyodor does nothing to stop it.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day twenty-five - Sick
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- Part 9 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 5 of A Hunger With No Mirror
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Close, and Somehow That’s Worse by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
28 Dec 2025
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They wake up too close, say nothing about it, and accidentally make a morning out of it.
or: a kiss is a contract, apparently.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day twenty-six - Embarrassment
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- Part 10 of Hurtcember 2025
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“You see, Dazai-kun,” Mori said, as if lecturing a student, “if you’re going to do this, you should at least do it correctly. There’s no reason to make such a mess. I really don’t understand how it is you manage to be such a careless child sometimes.”
Blood followed the blade, bright and fresh. Dazai’s vision narrowed at the edges. He focused on the sound of Mori’s voice, the gentle scrape of metal against skin.
or: Dazai cuts wrong. Mori corrects him.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day thirty-one - Suffering
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- Part 11 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 5 of Morizai my beloved dead dove